When classes finally started, and the semester got in full swing I was hoping to focus on my reading and studies. I really wanted to forget what had happened and move on. I wanted to be innocent, little Kristan again. This was hard to do since Chad, my roommate's boyfriend who accidentally mistaken me for her one night, forced himself on me, and unloaded into my mouth, came over all the time.
We never spoke. He'd visit the room to pick up Carly to go to a party, dance or get together, and we wouldn't say anything. I'd look up from my book to lock eyes with him for just a second and then frantically look away. I always took his expression to read "Don't you dare tell her." I didn't plan to. How would I?
"Oh hey roommate! So... your crazy drunk boyfriend came over while you were gone and forced me to give him a blowjob. I absolutely loved it and I still rub myself every night thinking about it?" Yeah... best to leave it alone.
I haven't worn my Nike Shox that his cum ended up in that day. Which is a shame. I absolutely loved those white and pink sneakers. I hid them under my bed. The quiet Catholic School girl in me said it was so I could forget the incident . But that was a lie.
Whenever I had the room to myself, which was often. I'd pull them back out, put one back on my foot and pull the "Chad" shoe up to my nose. The smell of His cum filled my nostrils. I was addicted. This shy bookworm from small town Virginia had become addicted to the smell, taste and feel of semen. I'd only had it twice now but I couldn't get it off my mind. I would lay back and stick my hand down my jeans.
I could almost feel his huge load on my tongue, filling my mouth, and making my cheeks bulge. I'd tilt my head back and moan thinking about his thick cock violating my lips, forcing its way to the back of my throat. I hear his moans and the sound of my mouth slurping on his shaft. I'd clearly see the wads of thick creamy cum spill out of my mouth filling my sneaker. All the sensations would make me cum so hard. I'd lose control and my whole body would shake.
Once I'd catch my breath and come back to reality there was this terrible embarrassed feeling. I would feel so guilty. I shouldn't have enjoyed that experience. Chad forced himself on me. What was wrong with me? What would my parents think? I'd hide the shoes under the bed again and go back to my studies.
After a couple of weeks had gone by, I had so much going on in my classes, that I finally was able to focus my attention on something else. My Chad sneakers stayed under the bed. I had to work on my first big project for chemistry class. I was going to go to the library to do some research.
I put on my soft, form fitting Pink Floyd shirt some jeans and my Light blue Jordan 3's. I put my earbuds in, started humming along and headed for the door when it suddenly flew open. Carly came in crying her eyes out and collapsed on her bed face down.
I pulled my earbuds off. "Umm... everything alright, Carly?" Obviously they weren't, but what are you suppose to say? I was just trying to be nice.
"Oh Kristy, thank god you're here. I need to vent, girlfriend." Carly managed between sobs. Girlfriend? We barely talk, but okay. She gathered herself together a bit and sat up. "It's Chad... I found out he cheated on me!"
'You think?!' I said to myself. "Oh no Carly, ... that's terrible. How'd you find out? Who was it?" I managed to fake a caring tone.
"Well Tamika overheard Britney who heard from Courtney that Chad was spending time with Katie's roommate Vikki!" She fell back into her pillow.
Some real solid evidence you got there Carly. "Oh no. I'm so sorry" I continued my act. "Is there anything I can do for you?" I ask hoping she says no. I'm still standing near the doorway hoping to make a get away.
"I'm going to cry it out for a while. Thanks though" her face still down in the pillow. I give her a pat on the back and head out. "It'll be okay. I'll come back in a while to check on you. I've got to do some research."
On the way to the library I noticed what a beautiful day it was outside, so I got the books I needed and decided to plop down next to a tree out in the courtyard and read in the open air. Time past by quickly as I got into the zone.
I was highlighting a passage in the book I was reading when I was suddenly interrupted by a slight kick in the foot. I looked up and saw a familiar pair of Jordans... I was looking up at Chad over my glasses, an all too familiar position.
"Hey, you little snitch. What did you tell Carly? Huh?!" I quickly stood up scared and tried to find my words. "Wha...wha... what?"
"Wha, wha, why does she think I'm cheating on her? Spit it out!" He made fun of my nervous stutter.
I finally got something out "I did... did... didn't. I didn't say anything."
"Oh yeah?! Is that right?" He stared me down for a second, looking me up and down. I was shaking a bit with fear. "Alright, I believe you. It must've been Britney, or Hannah. Or maybe Rachel?" Good lord! How many girls was this jackass sleeping with?
"Hey, so yeah, I'm sorry about the other day. I hope you understand that I thought you were Carly, right? I was a bit tipsy and wasn't thinking straight." It seemed like he was never thinking straight. "Besides you seemed to enjoy yourself. No hard feelings right?" He smirked. I just fidgeted and looked down. "If it's any consolation, that was some dope head. It's the best blowie I've had in a while. You were pretty good!"
How in the heck do you respond to that? In my head I was like, "What the hell? You took advantage of me sexually and mental scarred me! I'll never be the same because of you." But what actually came out of my mouth? What did shy, awkward, little me manage to put together while intimidated by this jock?
"...umm... thanks I guess." Good going Kristan. I rolled my eyes while saying it! He'll get the sarcasm...
"You're welcome! So I was thinking..." he looked around for a second. "Do you want to do it again?"
What?! The nerve of this guy! He just got dumped by my roommate for cheating on her and now he wants me to give him a blowjob?! This is nuts. Absolutely not!
"I don't know...I don't think..." is all I managed to get out. Nice Kristan, nice...
"Oh come on girl! I know you liked it. I'm real backed up and could use this so bad." He was louder then I cared for. People were walking by. Surely someone could hear him.
"I would rather..."I tried to say something but I got distracted. He had this bulge in the front of his pants and I couldn't take my eyes off it. The inner slut was coming out again. I tried so hard to suppress it, but I lost myself.
"Come on, it'll only take a minute babe and I know a good spot." He grabbed me by the arm and started leading me away. Before I knew it we were behind the library in an quiet alleyway. He didn't waste time and had already unzipped and pulled his rod out.
I tried to fight it. "Someone might see us." He pushed me to my knees. While looking down at me, he said "Well then you better hurry up, baby." Baby?! I wasn't his baby? How many girls on this campus does this guy call baby?
He was stroking his ever-hardening cock right in front of my face. The same cock that had been in my roommate, and Hannah, and Rachel, and Britney apparently. My brain was yelling at me to run, run away and never look back. But of course, my brain wasn't doing the thinking. With my eyes glued to the sight of his manhood in broad daylight, I lost all control... I leaned in and parted my lips. I was caught in his trance.
"That's a good girl." He thrusted forward and pushed his cock head through my lips. I shivered with this strange pleasure as his warmth filled my mouth. I had longed for this feeling again. I hated him for doing this to me, but I loved it. I let out a moan of pleasure while starting to bob my head up and down, taking him in.
"Oh shit yeah! I knew you loved this. Ahh... fuck yeah baby!" There he goes with that word again. I didn't care though. I didn't want Chad, I wanted his cock. For weeks I had dreamed of having it fill my mouth again.
I slurped and sucked him with everything I had. I wanted him to give me my prize. My right hand gripped the base of his cock and stroked him in time with my mouth. I set my left hand up on his thigh stabilizing myself, although the hand became curious.
His balls were now dripping wet from my drool that I had been letting flow down his shaft. I reach my left hand underneath and started feeling them. I wanted to know what they felt like. I cupped my hand and lifted up on them, They were hefty things.
"Oh yeah girl, play with my balls... shit yeah... that feels so good."
I fondled them for a little while and concentrated on the job at hand, sucking. I wanted to please him. I wanted to feel every inch of him filling me. My lips slid up and down as far as I could manage, slurping with each movement. My tongue licked his underside taking in his taste and savoring it. The small alleyway echoed with the sounds of my work and his moans of pleasure.
