All characters and situations are fictional.
All characters are above the age of consent.
Any similarities with people or places are simply coincidental.
I'm sitting in my apartment, reflecting on how much my life has changed during the last year; well, technically the last nine months.
Last summer I went from being a lonely single mother who had been celibate--unless you consider my hand as a sex partner--for several years, to a sex toy for several men. And, totally against my will or desire, the first fuck for my 18-year-old son. But at least he didn't know that it was his mother he was fucking.
I actually had to have sex with him a second time. I remember that night well. Not only did I have sex with him, but I had my first lesbian encounter. Thankfully, I never saw her again.
On the way home that night I had to stop at Jimmy's garage, where I had to endure DP sex with both him and Brian, while Ricky fucked my face.
The next day I had to go back to Jimmy's, and have sex with him four times that day before he signed over the title to my car, erasing the remaining debt that I owed him.
Since then, I have been out from under Jimmy's control. Although I have had sex with him since then.
Jimmy gave me a deal that when I need oil changes or service on the car that he will take care of it as long as I "Take care of him."
The most I have had to do is pay for parts, if it wasn't something that he had in stock. So, being on a tight budget, I have sucked and screwed him a few times during the year in return for service.
The deal also goes for Brian if I need to be towed. But thankfully, that only happened once.
As for Ricky, we continue to have sex regularly. It has slowed down, but occurs at least once a week. I have grown used to him. In fact, I enjoy fucking the guy. But he has been busier, both with his midnight shift job and taking classes at community college. And he has had a couple girlfriends during the year, so he has been the one to back away.
Plus, it has been more difficult to be alone with him with Danny around.
Junior joined the Navy as expected. And has only been home a few times since then.
Danny has been working during his senior year. He has also been a handful. For some reason, he has been getting into trouble frequently. I don't know if it's because he misses his brother, or what the problem is. But it has been a rough year.
He will be graduating soon, and is exploring his options. College is probably not going to happen. He doesn't want to join the military. But his dad has offered to get him into the electricians union. He seems to like that idea.
For me, I'm still working. Fucking Ricky as often as I can. And I have been dating a man named Tom.
I'm not sure how things will go with Tom. He used to coach both Danny and Junior in youth league basketball. I didn't know him well, but would see him at their games and when I picked the boys up after practice.
We ran into each other about a month ago when he brought a client into my office. Tom is a real estate attorney, and was working with someone starting a small business and needed a loan. After they finished with one of our finance officers, he recognized me and we talked, then he asked me out.
He is a nice guy. Of course I fucked him. Something I never would have done so quickly before last summer. But we've dated a few times and I have both sucked or fucked him on each date.
Then I saw Chris.
Chris was one of the guys who participated in my gang bang. I remember that he was a really good fuck. And he had left before my mask came off. Thank god for that, because I wouldn't want him to recognize me.
Chris is Tom's son. He played basketball with Junior and helped coach Danny after that. I didn't know he was the coaches son, but I guess that makes sense. I never interacted with Tom much while taking Junior or Danny to games or practice. And I only saw Chris with his mother. It turns out that she divorced Tom over ten years ago. They had joint custody, though Chris lives mostly with his mother. She remarried and has a daughter about half Chris' age.
Knowing that I fucked Tom's son is very awkward. But when we met, Chris didn't seem to recognize me at all. Still, I have tried to avoid him whenever possible. Fortunately, I try to only go to Tom's place when Chris is not staying there.
Today is Saturday, and I'm off work. Danny is working, so I'm home alone. I have a date with Tom tonight, and Ricky hasn't been coming around this week, so I get to relax.
I take care of some minor housework, and am about to fix something for lunch when there is a knock at the door.
I answer, and am surprised to see Connor, my ex husband, standing there. I haven't seen him since the night before Junior left for boot camp.
Connor used to be a good looking man, but a lot has changed in twenty years. His once thick, blond hair, has thinned, and he has gone bald in the back. The hair is more white than blond now.
He used to have a mustache, but has shaved that since we divorced. I guess his new wife didn't like it.
And he now has a good sized gut. He had gained weight before we broke up, but has put on more since then. If I was to guess, I'd say he has a 46-48 inch waist line.
He is wearing a pair of jeans and a pull over shirt beneath a light jacket.
"Good morning, Leigh." He says. I smell cigarettes on him as he enters the apartment. He had taken up smoking again during the last couple of years of our marriage. He smoked when we met, but I got him to quit. When he started again I made him smoke on the balcony.
"It's afternoon." I say, coldly, pointing to the clock on the wall that says 12:15.
"Whatever." He says.
"Is something wrong with Junior?" I ask, thinking that could be the only reason he would pay me a visit.
"No, I have something to show you." He tells me. "Mind if we sit on the couch?"
I don't want to, but agree anyway.
I sit down, and he sits on my left side. Then he brings up his cell phone and opens the screen. "I found something interesting on the internet. Watch this." He says.
He taps the screen with his finger, turns the phone sideways to make the picture bigger, and moves it closer to me.
I look, and see the the words PornZone at the top.
"What the fuck are you showing me?" I ask.
Letters pop up saying 'Masked MILF Double Header' I am about to object to having my ex showing me porn when the picture comes on, and I see me and the girl Becky, naked, except for my full mask and her Lone Ranger mask, as we start to go down on Ricky's dick.
Ricky's face isn't visible, as it's a point of view recording that he made that night in the motel, but I easily recognize his cock and remember that night all too well.
I feel my stomach knotting up as the video continues. Surly I can't be recognized, not with that full mask and the blond wig disguising me. But Becky's mask does little to hide her face. Making me wonder how little it probably helped to conceal my identity when Ricky had me gang banged the first time.
"What the fuck is this?" I ask, trying to pretend that I have no idea what I am watching. I cringe when I see the counter at the bottom and realize that this video has over fourteen thousand views. I silently curse Ricky for this, believing that he must have posted it online.
Connor laughs, "Don't give me that shit. I've seen you naked enough in all the years we were married to recognize your body. And to be able to recognize the sound of your voice when you grunt and moan during sex."
"But if that isn't enough..." he pauses as he taps the screen, then uses two finger to zoom in before holding the phone up again, "there, I definitely recognize your third nipple. I've toyed with it enough that your tits are burned into my memory."
He has zoomed the paused video in enough that I can see my right tit clearly. Oh fuck, how did he find this?
"Imagine my surprise when I found a series of short porn videos, showing you sucking cock. And after all those years where you denied me that pleasure. Yet here you are, sucking off the kid next door with another woman."
"How do you know..." I stop quickly, but pretty much confirmed his suspicion with what I said.
"That it's Ricky?" He asked. He moves the video forward, until he reaches the part where Ricky's cock explodes in climax, showering Becky and me with his cum. Then you hear Becky say, "Jesus Christ, you blow one hell of a huge fucking load, Ricky."
"Really, you're making porn with Junior's best friend? I knew you were tight for money, but never thought you'd stoop to making low budget porn."
I am too nervous to speak. It's bad enough that he has somehow found this online, but he actually thinks I make money on it. Shit, if people are seeing it I wish I had made money. But all I've done is get fucked. I'm going to confront Ricky about this, and if he has made anything I will demand that he share it. But mostly I want it removed.
Connor hits the screen and shows me some thumbnails. "You have several videos don't you, all dubbed as the Masked MILF. Here is one of you eating pussy with another guy fucking you."
He presses the bottom and see the video of me going down on Becky with Junior fucking me from behind. You can't see his face, he is only visible from the belly down, but it's obvious that he is fucking me.
At least Connor doesn't realize who it is.
Oh my god, this one has over sixteen thousand views. That many people have watched me getting fucked by my son while eating pussy.
"Wh-what are you going to do?" I ask.
Connor laughs. "I should show these to the boys and let them see what kind of a whore they have for a mother. I trust you have kept this secret from them, even if you are doing it with their friends."
"Just Ricky, the other guy is someone he knew." I lie. "It was just a couple times, nothing else. And it was all legal. Everyone is an adult. But I didn't know he put it on line. I swear to god."
Connor laughs again. "Oh, that's even better. You give it up and then get posted online without knowing about it. Not sure if I believe you, but it doesn't fucking matter."
"What are you going to do?" I ask him. "Please don't show that to the boys."
"It's not what I'm going to do, it's what you're going to do." He begins. "First, get naked and suck my dick. I'm finally going to cum in your mouth and watch you swallow it."
"What about your wife?" I ask him.
"What about her? She hasn't sucked my dick since before we got married. But, unlike you, at least she would let me cum in her mouth back then. But I've waited for over twenty years to get you to swallow my load. And today you're going to do it. That's just for starters."
"Please don't make me do that." I say.
"Get naked and start sucking." He says, as he stands up and starts undoing his pants.
I don't even bother to argue. I stand up and begin undressing. Soon we are both standing there naked. I look at my ex husband. He definitely has put on more weight. I don't find him attractive at all, but he's not as bad as Jimmy or Brian. But even so, knowing that I am being forced to give him what I have always denied him is disgusting to me.
