All characters and situations are fictional.
All characters are above the age of consent.
Any similarities with people or places are simply coincidental.
I'm standing at the window of my balcony overlooking the parking lot in the apartment complex I live in. The rain is pouring down. Worse, it's a rare morning thunderstorm. And here I am without a car, and I have to go to work. I look at my ID in my hand, which displays my smiling face and my name: Leigh Terrell. I'm obviously not smiling like that now.
I work less than two miles from home, and I often walk to and from work in nice weather. But today is obviously not the type of weather to walk in. I had a car, but it died two months ago and I have been saving up to find something cheap, but I struggle enough to make ends meet as it is.
I've worked as a financial accountant for a small company for over twenty years now, handling records for several local small businesses. I can retire and draw a pension--we're one of the few companies that haven't done away with our regular pension plan--but it wouldn't be enough to live on. If I could find another job I might retire and have the two incomes to get by on.
My husband divorced me more than four years ago. He pays child support, and covers the health insurance for me and the boys, but that's it. My two sons are both 17. Junior, the oldest, turns 18 in a few weeks and has decided to join the Navy by the end of summer. So I will be losing child support for him soon. Danny just turned 17. My family likes to call the boys 'Irish Twins', a reference to them resulting from back-to-back pregnancies. I became pregnant with Danny about six weeks after giving birth to Junior. So each year, for about a month, they are the same age.
Both boys are with their father for six weeks over the summer, so I'm not getting any support now anyway.
I wasn't expecting to be in such a financial situation in my forties. But here I am; 43 and living paycheck to paycheck.
I am waiting for Anna to show up. Seeing the weather forecast last night, I called her to get a ride to work. Otherwise I would have to blow money on an Uber, which will cost even more during the morning rush hour.
I look at myself in the mirror. I'm dressed in tan slacks, and a short-sleeved button up white blouse. My brown hair hangs just below my shoulders. I think I look pretty good for being a 43-year-old single mother of two teenagers. My regular walks and casual exercise has kept me in pretty good shape. My B-cup breasts look firm. I used to be jealous of women with bigger boobs, but as I aged I felt better about my size because gravity hasn't caught up to me like it has with my friends who have larger bust.
I've been told that I have a pretty face. I'd say cute, but nothing spectacular. I've had a few men ask me out since my divorce, but I have rarely agree to date. I did a couple times, but nothing ever came of it. So for the better part of five years I jokingly say that I am bi sexual, because I'm by myself whenever I have sex. My hand is my only companion. I don't dare buy a vibrator because I don't want to risk one of my boys finding it.
My phone rings, and I see Anna's name. "Hello." I answer.
Great! Anna has an emergency and can't take me to work today. Shit. I hang up the phone. What the hell am I going to do now? If I walk, even using an umbrella, I will be soaked to the bone, and I'll be very late. I guess I can use Uber, but I'll probably be late then since it will take a while for a driver to get here during rush hour. And I don't want to spend the money.
Then I remember Ricky; the 18-year-old who lives across the hall. He is one of Junior's best friends. He graduated with Junior a few weeks ago. Ricky is a crude guy, slightly longish dark brown hair, slender and tall, and he has a reputation for being what Junior calls a player. I don't know the full meaning, but I know enough to understand that he has been with a few girls already.
But I know that Ricky is home. I just saw him park his older Toyota in the parking lot a few minutes ago. Since graduating, Ricky has worked midnights at a local gas station. His parents would be at work by now. I decide to go next door and ask him if he will drive me to work. He did take me once a few months ago, when my car had another issue. He drove me while taking my boys with him on their way to school.
I go across the hall and knock on the door. I don't get an answer. Surly he didn't go to bed already. I knock again, and hear the door unlock. Ricky opens the door, wearing a pair of jeans and nothing else. His bare chest is hairless, and he is a little more muscular than I remember.
"Mrs. Terrell, what's up?"
"You know it's not Mrs. anymore, Ricky. Just call me Leigh." I tell him.
"Come inside." He says, holding the door open for me. I step inside saying, "I'm in a bind, Ricky. Can you drive me to work?"
As he closes the door I notice the TV. On the screen is a paused picture of two women performing a blowjob on a guy. I see a paper towel on the couch and don't have to guess as to what I interrupted.
Ricky sees me staring at the TV, "Oh, sorry. I was just... Oh shit, why try to hide it. I was trying to jack off when you knocked. What can I say, I'm a horny guy and I like to run my laptop through the TV when my parents aren't home."
I feel myself blushing and turn away from the graphic content on the screen. "Can you take me to work?"
Ricky noticeably frowns, "Well I guess I could. But what's in it for me?"
"I don't have any cash on me, but I can give you something later."
Ricky looks at the TV then back to me. "Well, there is something else you can do."
I remember overhearing some conversations between Ricky and Junior. I recall that Ricky has bragged about a couple of the local girls who have provided sexual favors for him in return for rides. I realize that he is suggesting that I do the same.
"Look Ricky, I'm twenty-five years older than you. And you're best friends with Junior. That wouldn't be right."
"I wouldn't tell Connor anything." Ricky replies, using Junior's actual name. No one but his brother, me, and his father call him Junior.
"And as far as age," he continues, we are both single adults, so there is nothing wrong with it."
I turn to leave, but Ricky is blocking the door. "Come on, Leigh, just a quick blowjob, and then I'll drive you straight to work."
"I don't suck dick." I snap at him.
"Well no wonder Mr. Terrell left you." He says. Then he holds his hands up, "Just kidding, I was just trying to lighten things up."
"That's not it. I don't like doing that. It's not... shit, I don't have to explain myself to you." I stammer.
I'm positive that I'm red as a beet right now. In truth, I have sucked my husband's dick, and a couple others before him, but just for a minute or so usually. I do like the sensation of feeling a man grow hard in my mouth, knowing that my lips and tongue are providing such a great feeling for him. But I don't like the act. I feel it's a little degrading. And I definitely don't want cum in my mouth.
My ex tricked me into letting him start cumming in my mouth once. I pulled away, but not before getting an initial mouth full. I thought I was going to puke. I went over a year before I attempted to suck him at all after that stunt. But even after I did it again, it was only a few times a year and only until he was hard enough to fuck. I eventually stopped completely. It has probably been at least ten or more years since I let him into my mouth the last time.
"Look, other girls get me off for rides. Why not you. It sure is raining hard out there. And I was trying to cum when you came over, so we can help each other out."
"I can't believe you." I tell him. "Look, I'm not having sex just for a two mile ride."
"How about a handjob. I was jacking off when you knocked. I'd rather have your hand on my cock than my own."
I stared at him. "It's just a handjob, and I promise I won't tell anyone. Shit, no one would believe me anyway."
"I haven't touched another man since my husband left me." I say.
"Well it's about time you did." Ricky says. "Please, I'm horny as hell and it won't take long."
I look out the window, then at the clock. I really don't have time to call an Uber and can't walk. I can't believe that Ricky is wanting me to do this just for a ride. But he is right about one thing. Nobody would believe him if he told anyone about this. I'm desperate, and it's not like we would really be having sex.
"Fine, but you better keep your fucking mouth shut."
Ricky is smiling from ear to ear. He unfastens his jeans and drops them to the floor, then slides his boxer shorts off. I stare at his dick. It's half hard and growing. But it is completely saved. I've never seen a man shaved before. My ex never groomed at all. In fact, none of the four men I had been with before him had either.
Despite what I am about to do, I inwardly smile at the thought of the four men before my husband. I had always told my ex that I had only screwed one man before him. I only admitted that because he knew me when I was dating the guy. After we broke up I told him that there had really been four men before him, and that all had bigger dicks than him. That wasn't actually true either, but I just wanted to say something to make him feel bad.
"Take off your clothes." Ricky says, bringing me back to what is happening.
"No way." I answer.
"Look, at least let me see your tits."
"Fine." I reluctantly unbutton my blouse and pull it apart, but leaving it on. Then I pull my bra up to expose my tits to him.
"What the hell..." Ricky spoke up, and I realize that he has taken note of my third nipple. More accurately, it's called a supernumerary nipple. It has been years--well before I had to explain it to my ex husband--since I've had to explain it to anyone.