Fuck. Fuck, fuck, fuck.
Time was both lurching and creeping forward, pressing down on Lea like a slow vice. She could feel it in her clenched throat, her slippery palms, the raised hairs of her forearms. She had an hour to do something - anything. She had never felt so much like an animal, trapped and utterly subject to the whims of a captor she knew next to nothing about.
If only she had headed home an hour earlier. If only... No. She could feel the tears welling behind her eyes. It wouldn't do any good to dwell on it.
She closed her eyes and tried to find the strong part of herself; the part that could collect the rest of the shattered pieces and draw them together into something useful.
But she found only the fear.
What did she have? A mattress. A plate. A glass containing about a cup of water. Three feet of chain and a padlock securing one end to some exposed piping - and the other to her wrist. A blanket. Her clothing. If she could MacGyver that ensemble into a reasonable escape plan, she'd deserve a goddamn medal.
She could break the plate or the glass, hope for a decently-sized shard, and try to kill the man who had brought her to this barren concrete cell. But if he didn't have the padlock key on him, she would die here.
If she wanted that, she could just use the glass on herself. But that was the fear talking - the fear that he might be planning to do something even worse to her. She pushed it away before it could consume her.
Maybe she could talk her way out of this. If he took her to the bathroom, maybe he would make a mistake. Maybe she could get out of this.
Shit. She really did have to pee.
*****
"Hello, dove."
She looked straight at him this time, trying to memorize his chiseled features. High cheekbones, prominent jaw, straight nose, eyes like polished jade. Medium-length chocolate hair, immaculately groomed. Attractive. Terrifying.
"I need to use the bathroom," she said. She had told herself to not sound too confident, but she shouldn't have worried - she stammered, barely managing to get the words out.
"...Sir," she added haphazardly. Damn it.
"Good girl. I knew you would learn quickly." His voice was his usual hypnotic lull. He withdrew a key from his pocket and approached her, leaning over her to insert the key into the padlock and remove her chain from the wall. He held the chain and padlock in one hand and pocketed the key with the other.
"Let's go, my dear."
She stood slowly. She felt like a dog on a leash. She half-expected him to tell her to heel.
He led her out of the door and into a short concrete hall, lit considerably more brightly than her little room. He took her to the next door, opened it, and gestured for her to enter. The bathroom was clean, but sparse - a toilet, a towel rack with black towels, a very basic sink, and a shower stall with no curtain. Her captor calmly attached the chain to the rack with the padlock and turned to run his finger through her hair. She shivered involuntarily.
"You'll get used to my touch, pet. I'll be outside."
He left, but didn't close the door behind him.
"Please," Lea said. "I'll be good. Please, just... I would be so grateful for the privacy, Sir." Her eyes were pleading. His face softened further and he smiled slightly as he closed the door, leaving it open by half an inch.
Was he watching through the crack? She couldn't tell.
She unbuckled her belt and slid her shorts down, sat on the toilet, and began to urinate. She exhaled. There was no going back if she did what she was planning to do, but what choice did she have?
Lea finished and wiped herself. She stood, pulling her clothing back into position and fastening her belt.
Now or never.
She stood by the faucet and turned the water on, turning away from the door to pull the broken glass from where she'd hidden it inside her bra. It was wrapped carefully in the panties she'd removed earlier. When she'd broken the glass, she'd stashed the other pieces under the mattress and prayed that he would forget to check for its presence. So far, so good.
"I'm finished," she said.
As he opened the door and approached her, she lunged for him. She went for his neck; a smaller target than his chest, but she figured she'd have a better chance if she didn't need to puncture his clothing.
He dodged, and she missed - skimming the side of his neck, but failing to deliver anything resembling a mortal blow. She lunged for him again, but the chain pulled taut before she could reach him.
Fuck.
She pulled back and held her shard of glass threateningly in front of her. "Don't come near me!"
The man was bleeding a little, but not nearly enough.
"You're going to wish you hadn't done that," he said, his voice cold and calm. "I can get a cane and beat you until you drop that, or you can put it down now and spare yourself some grief."
She paused. The tears began to flow. She had failed, and now... what was he going to do?
"I'm sorry. I'm sorry. Please don't kill me. Please!" She bent down and set the glass on the floor behind her. Tears poured over her cheeks as she stood.
He grabbed her wrist roughly, jerking her forward and away from the glass - her only hope for escape. He removed the padlock and yanked her by the chain, guiding her out through the door and further down the hall.
"I didn't want to do this," he said, voice like ice. "But I need to make sure you never - EVER - do anything like this again." Seeing her horrified reaction, he added, "I'm not going to kill you, pet, but you won't soon forget your punishment."
The room at the corner was dark. He led her inside, keeping his eyes trained on her. When the fluorescent lights flickered on, Lea gasped. The room looked like a terrifying cross between a BDSM dungeon and an emergency room. The nearest wall was covered in whips, switches, floggers, and other assorted implements of pain. The furthest was covered by a large glass cabinet containing what appeared to be a variety of medical supplies - syringes, IV tubing, and dozens of tiny phials of fluid among them. A large metallic table with leather restraints consumed much of the remaining space.
"You can either get on the table, or I can put you there," her captor said.
Before she even knew what she was doing, Lea tried to run. This room had awakened some sort of primal horror that she couldn't even begin to understand.
 
                             
                         
                         
                         
                         
                         
                                 
                                 
                                 
                                