I stepped outside of the crowded venue with the flowing crowd, the brisk spring air replaced the sticky humidity from the packed venue. I was supposed to go with a friend--who liked the headliner more than I did, honestly--but she canceled on me last minute. I was already on the train over, so I thought fuck it, why not, and that one single "fuck it" was the beginning of my life's downward spiral.
After a few minutes of checking the time, train status, bank account balance et cetera, I stood around the corner from the entryway and lit up a cigarette, puffing it nice and slow. Once I looked around, I noticed the area had thinned out considerably despite the sold out show. I wandered back around to the other side of the building and saw the headliner chatting jovially with some fans who all looked like 19 year old NEETs. To be expected, I suppose...
I knew as soon as I entered the building earlier that I stood out in the crowd. At this point, I was a stable 22 year old woman, living happily with my fiance, working full time, and getting my bills paid, the old fashioned way. My fashion sense has been a bit "edgy" since middle school, but I'd toned it down considerably once I entered the workforce, naturally. That day, I probably looked like a mysterious young woman who had strong opinions about what "emo" really means. I certainly wasn't the cartoon eyeliner and Temu fishnets kind of e-girl that populated most of the audience, as cute as they were. Physically, I couldn't help but stand out despite my fashion sense -- I'm a 5'10" woman with 32H tits, 30" waist, 42" hips, and an ass that won't quit. I'm fair skinned with off-black hair, plush pink lips, and not quite model hot, but attractive in a mysterious, evil, alluring way. Not by choice, I guess, but I wouldn't change it.
The heeadlining artist, Baby something or other, as I knew him then, was about my height and visibly toned. His face had a balance of soft and strong features, and even then--especially then--I found him incredibly attractive. He often wore wife beater tanks, ridiculous beanies, and wire framed glasses, and I couldn't help but notice he loved to go commando in the silly videos he posted online. His whole branding was not my thing at all--he was obnoxiously geeky, anime, cosplay and all, and his songs were so objectifying and sexist. For some reason, I was still hooked--the beats were offensively catchy, and every nasty line about fucking a woman's throat gave me goosebumps. I honestly hadn't had a celebrity crush since middle school, but there was a degrading eroticism in his words that spoke to my most animalistic self.
I stood in the shadows, maybe 20 feet from him, finishing my smoke, when his bigger fans started to leave, one by one. A hit of absolute gall struck me like lightning, and I approached him almost against my will, like my body was leading my head. "Hey, I really enjoyed your set tonight, that was awesome. I'm Leah," I smiled to him... flirtatiously? He beamed back at me "Thank you, thank you, that was probably the best show of the tour. Best for last, right? My name's Alex." He reached out to shake my hand, he was unexpectedly charming and humble. I was radiating sex, and I couldn't help it, it just steered our light chitchat in a flirty direction. For better or for worse, that's just my nature.
"I'm actually having a party back at my hotel, just a little something to celebrate the last night of tour. I still need a date for it, if you'd like to join me." He really pushed it with this one... date? Ugh. I felt a singe of guilt in my gut for agreeing to this while my fiance slept in our bed, but... "Of course, I'd love to."
I was really looking forward to a party, I'd had a couple seltzers at the show and could really go for some drugs and dancing, as one does. He opened the door to the car he called for me, suspiciously gentlemanly, and got nice and cozy next to me. The steamy small talk continued and he put his hand on my thigh like it was nothing while he showed me something on his phone. The rush of something new, and doing something I shouldn't, it made my pussy leak. "You cold?" He murmured against my neck while he thumbed my hard nipple through my (admittedly thin) tank top. What a horrible time for the car to arrive at the hotel... I couldn't even respond to him before he thanked the driver and walked me to the elevator.
He stood uncomfortably close to me, backing me against the wall in the confined space, and pulled a vial out of his pocket. "Here, have a bump of this," he said as he offered me a bump of shimmery white powder on a tiny spoon. I was already impressionable, how could I say no to drugs shoved in my face? I covered my other nostril and sniffed, and bliss washed over me instantly. My skin tingled and the world seemed brighter, but... my pussy was throbbing out of control. This was not the blow I was used to, this was the gates of hell. As we exited the elevator on the top floor and entered his hotel room, I could hear the chatter of people and music. His friends cheered as he walked in and I could feel some eyes boring into me. It seemed like he was late to his own function, and everyone was already partying. His best friend spoke to him briefly out of earshot and introduced himself to me. "Hey, I'm Matt! Leah, do you like tequila?" He asked, smiling and holding out a clear drink for me. "Of course, thanks," I chuckled and accepted the drink, hoping to calm some nerves. I sipped on it and identified it to be a typical tequila soda, but they definitely used some top shelf and pellegrino. Alex introduced me to some of his friends with his hand on the small of my back, and I blushed from the drugs and being paraded around like a trophy.
We finally sat down on a couch with some of his closer friends--well, he sat down, and pulled my hips down on top of his lap. I was too stunned to decline this advance, so I just went along with it, and he ran his hand up my thigh, under my mini skirt. It was the right place to not look suspicious, but also to ensure that his fingertips stroked my skin less than an inch away from my clit. This was a perfect storm for trouble, and I knew that I was dripping through my tiny thong down onto his legs. I was both thrilled and pissed that I wore a skirt so short that my bare ass was pressed on him, now I couldn't get up without my wet spot showing. I was so nervous, and I needed another drink. "Alex, you thirsty?" I asked, pointing to his empty glass. He started to say yes, and I cut him off, "I'll get us another round," as I stood up and walked away, letting him see how he made my pussy soak through to a small spot on his pants. As I approached the minibar, Matt smirked at me like he knew something I didn't. "These drinks are good, huh? It's my special recipe," he giggled and passed me two more glasses. "Thanks, Matt," I smiled sheepishly back. When I returned to Alex, he was leaned forward with his arms on his legs, and swiftly moved back so I could take my seat on him again. I handed him his drink, "Gotta stay hydrated," he smirked at me, knowingly, before sipping his booze. He gripped my hipbone with his other hand and I felt like I walked into a trap. It was thrill and dread swirling inside me, I didn't know how to get out of this situation, or if I really even wanted to.