Chapter 20 -- Impregnation
Monsieur, that was most delightful. It is a rare customer who wishes to give oral sex. Now, I can continue with my story having rested my own tongue for a while.
Oh yes, finally, we have reached my first impregnation. I will write about the impregnation and about facts I learned during the nine months of my pregnancy, but not about the pregnancy itself or any of the nasty medical details. I know, Monsieur, men are not interested in that. What could be less sexy than dealing with the consequences of your actions?
Alice Wissen ignored me during the months during which the Pleasure Palace let my piercings heal and then worked me as much as any sex worker has ever been worked. She was very much interested in sex but only if it involved the possibility of reproduction. Although she came at it in her own absurd way, Wissen's views were not much different from those of the ancient church. The church believed that contraception is wrong because it violates the design God built into the human race, often referred to as "natural law." The natural-law purpose of sex is procreation. The pleasure that sexual intercourse provides is an additional blessing from God. But sexual pleasure is unnatural if it excludes the basic purpose of sex, which is procreation. Wissen and her friends deified Darwinian processes that led to births to maintain the superior member of the species. In practice it worked out the same for me whether I was getting pregnant for God or to make more Ubermenschen. Well, not quite the same, Wissen and the other Helpers also junked the whole idea that reproduction had to be within marriage.
I had spent the half-year since my kidnapping on birth control. But one day Alice was in my room when I got back from the exercise room to say that I was being shipped off to Dickerson's mansion where I would be having sex with only him until I was pregnant. "I know it will be hard for you to have sex only once or twice a day for a few months after fucking up a storm since you were brought here," she said in a manner that was somewhere between condescending and genuinely sympathetic. She went on to say something like, "I am told, though, that you know how to create a lot of erections and how to make the most of each one, so you won't starve for lack of sexual pleasure." She advised me to get pregnant as soon as possible if I wanted to avoid going crazy alone with Dickinson. To do that, she said to get him to ejaculate when I was on my back, missionary style worked well, but that doggy style gave great penetration. Whatever the position was in which he came, I should lie on my back afterwards and try to take a nap.
A van took me from the Pleasure Palace. It was the first time I'd left the building since I'd been taken there by my kidnappers.
At Dickerson's mansion, I was walked out of the van by Alice and Tucker to Dickerson's back garage and taken down into a basement. I hardly saw the sun for the next two months.
Dickerson's treatment of me suggested he was agitated about something or some things unrelated to getting me pregnant. His demands varied from day to day. Sometimes he was fairly gentle. Sometimes he slammed me on the bed like he thought I might try to get away.
I was appalled by the whole process. I was being forced to participate actively in something I did not want at all but there was nothing to do but to get over with it. The fact that I had become accustomed to a great deal of sex helped a bit. Once I managed to put the facts of what was happening completely out of my mind, no mean trick, I was fairly ravenous for the one cock I was being allowed.
So, yes, Monsieur, I came on to Dickerson like I wanted his sperm intensely. When he was with me, I pretty much focused on getting him into me as often as possible.
At first, I was fairly passive and just focused on opening up to conceive. Of course, there is nothing much I could do except to help him be deep in me when he came. Later, Dickerson got lazy and I had to practically pump him for the seed that would get me on to the next stage of abuse.
Most interesting and most work for me, a few times Dickerson bound me tightly on my back with my arms and legs spread out like an X, pushed his penis up my pussy and refused to move further. He said that he'd heard I had the "world's strongest cunt" and I should use my vaginal muscles to make him come. Surprising myself, moving my hips the tiny amount the bondage would allow and using all the vaginal muscles I'd been forced to develop since I was kidnapped, I was able to get Dickerson to orgasm as well as orgasm myself. It took a while but it was quite intense when it occurred.
For different reasons, the Pleasure Palace and Spencer's Helpers were both eager to get me back to the Pleasure Palace pregnant as soon as possible. As a result of frequent check-ups, my pregnancy was confirmed about as early as a pregnancy can be.
Back to the Pleasure Palace, I was happy to see the sun again, even if it was only through windows and when I was allowed on the Pleasure Palace roof.
Men paid to have sex up me up to when Alice Wissen insisted I stop having sex at eight months pregnant to make sure the baby was healthy. I do not know if that was necessary or not.
Chapter 21 -- News of the outside
Tucker let me read the papers again during my final months of labor and the month I had off of sex after the birth of Dickerson's child. I learned other things later.
Mayor Murphy was reelected yet again. The only person who ran against him was a nobody that got 40% of the vote. Summoning my courage, I asked Tucker how Murphy kept getting re-elected. "You mean when he seems to be such an old fool?" Tucker said. After I nodded Tucker said that the economy was doing well based on sex tourism and The Church fervently supported him. Also, most voters either believed that the brothels were all acting on a fair, safe and voluntary basis or chose to look the other way.
Tucker added, "Stacy, if you are wondering, few people care whether women like you have been raped and enslaved or not. Ordinary people have not been directly affected, and many of them resented professional women like you, up on television and billboards and making a lot of money and demands. For those who have guessed what's happened to you, the fact that many other women are being led to focus on the home and raising children by a fear of being kidnapped is a thought be many to be positive. A lot of those voters saw that the birth rate of what they see as people of "their kind" has plummeted to well under the number needed to maintain the population. More simple folks just see that their children have not had any children. They are pleased the political situation in Orange and fear of enslavement has caused their uppity daughter-in-law or lazy son-in-law to settle down and focus on family."
During the last month of this pregnancy, Mayor Murphy greeted me in my room after I got back from a doctor's appointment. It was very strange. Mayor Murphy told me that it was great I had such good medical care and was allowed to have so much fun sex while I was pregnant. He admitted that having a child by a man I did not like was not perfect but it could be a lot worse.
Murphy told me that he had grown up in the City of Orange thinking he was an orphan. Recently he learned that he'd been taken away from his mother shortly after his birth. His mother had been impregnated in County Sligo by a guy who told her that a girl could not get pregnant until she was married. The guy, his father, emigrated to Australia shortly after she began showing.
The Mayor's mother was taken in shame by her parents to a home for wayward women and clothes washing center called a "Magdalena Laundry." The home and washing service was run by nuns where she was worked like a dog and constantly reminded of her sinful state. Days after his birth, he was adopted by a family and taken to this country.
The Mayor said that for a long time, wayward women were expected to work at the laundries after giving birth until they had paid off the room and board they had received during their pregnancy. His mother, however, had been pushed out on the street shortly after giving birth. She did not feel she could go home to Sligo and got jobs as a maid and as a washer woman in another county until she died in her forties. The Mayor had never learned of his parents until long after his mother was dead.
I was moved by the story. I said nothing when the Mayor said that while I probably felt I'd had a hard lot, that I was a lot luckier than his mother. I cannot imagine why he thought that my knowing that I was not the only woman who'd been abused would make me feel better. In fact, I knew well that Mayor Murphy himself had helped numerous women be raped and enslaved in Orange. If there were women in Ireland, Bosnia or Syria who got a worse deal than I had, that did nothing to make Murphy less of a monster.
Anyway, I did my best to seem supportive of whatever the Mayor was trying to tell me. He wished me well with the childbirth, said that he was sure there would be changes in the city soon, and left the room. He did not touch me again which showed a kind of strength. As the writer wrote, "for certain men, not taking what one doesn't desire is the hardest thing in the world."