Chapter 17 - Back to Sex work
Monsieur, we are now to the period three months after I was gang raped in my office and enslaved. I had gone through various trainings as to how to become a good sex worker and to break all mental resistance to devoting my life to pleasing customers sexually and myself to the extent that was possible. I'd had a month of being sold off mainly to men who had a grudge against me due to my prior work as a divorce lawyer and had had another public gangbang followed by receiving numerous piercing in the most intimate places in front of a crowd.
I had a week of no sex following the multiple piercings, Before the end of that week, I had to admit to myself that I was eager for sex again. It had become my life. Maybe it was sex addiction. Maybe it was just that sex was all of what I was allowed to enjoy in life. In the Pleasure Palace, there was no social life, no interesting food, no television and no movies, just an occasional newspaper. A computer tablet lent to me that had access to a local newspaper, and coffee in the employee lounge was not a life. As the philosopher wrote, "A single sentence will suffice for modern man. He fornicated and read the papers." But that was written 60 years ago and, in that week of healing following the piercings, I wasn't even fornicating.
Tucker began to give me a few books. The books at first all concerned sex with women finding fulfillment by being completely submissive to men. I knew what Tucker was doing but there was nothing else to read. I was bored out of my mind. So, I read the books he gave me.
Soon, I was mainly thinking about how good it would be to have a cock up my pussy again. I told myself first that I should not give in to just being a sex toy. Next, I told myself that there was no reason not to give in to just be a sex toy. Damn it, my life had been remade and I was now pretty much a sex toy, well, that and soon a breeding animal.
If I'd needed the reminder of my status, the nipple and clitoral hood piercings further reminded me of sex all the time. I know that there is nothing wrong with women getting piercings but the piercings had a serious psychological effect on me. They were done to me, not because I asked. My body was an object that had been decorated for the pleasure and profit of others. Also, the piercings focused my mind on my body below the waist at a time when I was already feeling like my brain was just there to support my breasts and genitals.
The Pleasure Palace started me out after the week of healing with guys taking me anally doggy style. They had me wear a bra so my breasts would not jiggle too much and guys would not finger my nipples. Given the week of abstinence, I loved it. Later, the Pleasure Palace had me taking cocks into my vagina doggy style. Before the four weeks I was supposed to be healing from the piercings were over, I was deliberately getting guys to take me from the front so I could feel the metal in my clitoral hood against my clitoris.
Niki said that I had healed faster than most. She told guys they could do anything they wanted except directly play with my piercings. I took to trying to get everyone to let me be on top cowgirl style and was having even more orgasms than I had had before.
Tucker said that a bit of reading was not hurting my sex drive. The fact that everything I was allowed to read other than the newspapers concerned sex probably had an impact. When I read that a whole college varsity cheerleading squad had volunteered to enter Dick's Delight to be pleasure providers, I was cheering for the squad although I knew that something untoward had probably occurred. Mentally, it was the strangest time of my life.
Then I read of a small plane crash involving a cameraman from Channel 67, another cameraman and a man identified as their supervisor. The men were identified along with their pictures. My Heavens, the two cameramen were the guys who had filmed my initial rapes for Channel 67. The third guy I was pretty sure was the guy that was at my office as Mayor Murphy's bodyguard.
Three of the 12 guys directly involved in my enslavement were now dead. Also, Sturmer had disappeared. No one would acknowledge he ever existed.
But things became still stranger. I'd noticed in past weeks that the little comments on the newspaper Internet articles were about as important as the articles. Several anonymous comments said that the third man, the guy I was pretty sure was Mayor Murphy's bodyguard, was the notorious Thinker who had come up with the idea for Kroesek of kidnapping prominent women for profit and masterminded the kidnappings.
There were many things wrong here. The papers had not printed any comment suggesting that women had been kidnapped for months. So why was it suddenly ok to print a comment saying that the guy who had come up with the kidnapping scheme was dead? Much more importantly, I knew that the third guy was not Sturmer.
Mayor Murphy threw more dust in the air during another one of his ridiculous press conferences. Someone asked if the Thinker was dead. The Mayor said he'd never heard of a Thinker but he had heard it said that a part of Kroesek's body had a mind of its own. Perhaps, Mayor Murphy said, that was the thinker of popular imagination.
Chapter 18 - Another two months of extreme sex
With piercings done and healed and mentally totally wired for sex, I spent the next two months in a blur of fucking. Alice Wissen gave me some explanation of my situation saying that it had been decided that the way I could make the most money for the Pleasure Palace was to have my brains fucked out for the next two months with me then being taken off contraceptives and given to Dickerson for impregnation. She emphasized her distaste for the plans saying that if she had it her way, I'd go immediately to "that idiot Dickerson" so that the obligation to him could be fulfilled and I could begin being bred properly. Wissen added that the Pleasure Palace was compensating Dickerson and Spencer's Helpers for the delay. I only learned the details regarding Dr. Linos much later.
The routine established the first month with me getting up at 11:00, eating, exercising, napping, eating and then having sex until early the next morning was renewed in high gear. With my "month of atonement" over, only infrequently was the customer taking revenge on me for my past sins as a lawyer. But, I was working as much as possible as a sex machine for customers and a cash cow for the Kroesek organization.
Most of those months I was sort of fuck drunk. When I thought about it, it seemed as though the phase "fucking her brains out" could literally be true. It had happened to me.
Alice Wissen would have nothing to do with me those two months. Oddly Tucker, a man I thought was one of the main henchmen at my kidnapping, seemed to be trying to help me maintain some balance. He started slipping me books that were not just about sex and submission. Tucker was disappointed that I did not immediately read the two thin books (the Little Prince and Einstein's Dreams) that he managed to slip me by sticking them under my mattress.
Temporarily, I had lost the will to be anything but be a sex slave. I told myself that it was good that my mental aspirations now matched what I could do in life. It wasn't a matter of me resigning myself to becoming a mindless bimbo; it was a matter of resigning myself to reality.
I was partially jolted out of my fuck drunk stupor by a customer who had been unusually considerate. He had bought use of me for the whole night although from his clothing it did not seem that was something within his price range. Having awoken in the night thinking about a college course for which there was soon to be an exam for which I'd not studied, I began wondering if there was any meaning to anything and whether I could do anything about anything. I became aware the customer was awake also. Like a good sex slave, I began to invite more sex. He said that he'd rather ask a few little questions before more sex.
He asked me first whether I had decided on my own to dedicate my life to being a sex worker at the Pleasure Palace.
I feared it might be a trap but at the same time did not think that the managers cared what I told anyone anymore. So, I told the truth. I had been raped, kidnapped and enslaved. The customer said something to the effect that that was what most people in the City of Orange thought who had half a brain. Most of the population, though, did not have half a brain and many of the people with half a brain did not care to think about what had happened or were too busy profiting from it.
I asked him why he had guessed I was taken against my will when there was so much evidence of me being happy as a sex slave. He said it was hard to believe that a successful lawyer would suddenly decide to become a sex worker. He said also that he'd been told by a cameraman of the filming of my gang rape in my office and of making a movie three months later in which I was taken by 10 guys before receiving a lot of piercings. The cameraman said that he was very impressed by my coolness and intelligence during the first filming and that it seemed like I was in some sort of trance during the second session. The customer said, the cameraman had just died in a plane crash along with a couple of the other people that the cameraman said had been in my office.