"Hush, shhhh." he whispered to her, untying her wrists and ankles. He lifted her and she whimpered and flinched. With one hand, he poured the counter to the oil in the bath, then he quickly ran his hand through it to mix it in. He lowered her into the warm water slowly, easing her down as she trembled and gibbered on. He head lolled to the side of the tub and she kept whispering. Frustrated and angry with himself, he poured her a cup of water and held it to her lips. "Shhh, love, drink. Shhh. There you go. Small sips. Good, good girl. No, hush love. You're fine, I have you now. It's all over. Drink it all. Good girl. Relax a moment, let me wash you, relax your muscles little one, you are too rigid. Shhh, you are just fine now. I am here."
He rubbed her locked up legs and arms as he washed her. She was still whispering and her entire body was trembling uncontrollably now. Dammit! He had pushed too far. Had he broken her so completely? He knew she was fragile, but he had observed these methods done before and they didn't seem to have done so much damage. Of course, that girl had been a long time slave to a master and was used to pain. Larkin had no real tolerance yet. If he could bring her out of this, he would have to build her slowly.
Angrily, he turned her face to his. "Look at me Lark! I forbid you to shut down! Shut up, now!" For a wonder, her teeth clicked shut and she lay shivering quietly. He slowly finished washing her, being thorough in all the places he had used the oil, making sure the neutralizing agent reached everywhere. Tears were rolling down her cheeks now and he turned her to look at him. Her eyes focused and her lower lip trembled.
"I'm sorry My Wynter. I tried to bear it better. I promise I will try to do better, I swear. I will be good, I will never disobey again, please don't be angry, I..."
"Hush. Shh. Drink some more. Good. Can you stand?"
She could not. He carried her to the bed, throwing a blanket down so any oil in the sheets wouldn't touch her. "I had your clothes cleaned, can you sit up? Here, I will help you."
"No! My Wynter please, wait, please. Let me please you first!"
He smiled a tight smile. "Sweet girl, hush. Let me dress you. Good girl. Roll a bit so I can button... very good. Can you stand yet? If I help you? Good. here, sit on my lap a moment my love." He looked down at the girl in his arms, still trembling, her face pale and her eyes in shock. "You did beautifully my love, I am proud of you. Look at me. You are perfect. Keep doing as you have been my love. Sweet girl, look at me! Your shyness is appealing, but I want to see your eyes. I want you to know..."
She stretched up suddenly, her arms around his neck and pulled him closer as she pulled up into a kiss. Amused, he kissed her back, deeply, hungrily, pulling her tight against him. When he lifted his mouth from hers, she planted kisses on his neck and chest. "Please let me please you," she asked, her voice shaking.
"My little love, no. Not this morning. I am in no mood. Your eagerness to please is noted, but I am not always in the mood for that sort of pleasure. This morning, I want you to listen and relax and stop stressing yourself for a moment. You must learn to anticipate my needs, they will not always be sex. Pay attention to my queues and do not disobey me if I tell you to stop. Come now little one, stand. Good girl. We will go down and eat, I want you to be a good girl and eat for me. I know you may not want to, but you must. Come now."
He helped her down the stairs and she clung to him, her face hidden in his arm as he helped her sit. She sat gingerly, wincing. She ate shakily, looking ill and a bit green as she did, but she ate everything. He eased her up when she finished and walked her out to the wagon where the servants were doing as he had instructed, putting a thin mattress on the floor of the wagon. He eased her in, laying her down and pulling a blanket around her.
"Sarah," he commanded. "Take care of her. She will sleep most of the day after last nights ordeal."
Sarah quickly leaned Mathilde into Rachels lap and moved down to lay her hand on Larkins shoulder.
"You, girl, what is your name?"
"Brelan."
"When I unlatch the lock, you will open that door up there."
Brelan quickly moved to the door, waiting. Wynter closed the door and slid open the grate, then went to the front and climbed up, unlocking the door. Brelan immediately pulled it open and latched it open, looking terrified.
"Sarah?" Larkin whispered hoarsely.
"I'm here Larkin, I am here. It's all right, just rest."
"Please bring Mathilde down here with me? There is room."
"Will he get mad?" she whispered fearfully.
"He did not say she could not. Please?"
Sarah helped Mathilde move, easing her down next to Larkin who rolled onto her side. Mathilde hugged Larkin close, and Larkin could hear her weeping. "I am sorry Larkin, I am so sorry. We could all hear your screams. I should have shut my mouth, you shouldn't have done that for me. I am so sorry."
"It's alright Matty. Sleep."
Larkin slept, Mathildes arms around her, holding her while she also slept. The other girls stayed quiet and fearful, clutching each other. Sarah stayed on the floor, close to Larkin and Mathilde who were both in bad shape.
Midday, he stopped the wagon and opened the back door. He looked displeased, looking down at the two girls curled around each other, but he did not speak about it as he gently shook Larkin awake. She sat up drowsily, moving awkwardly, her muscles stiff and sore. When she saw Wynter, she scrambled to him and let him help her down. He closed the door, letting the other girl sleep and brought Larkin around to sit up top with him.
"Did you sleep well little one?" he asked gently.