I am snuggled up in a very comfortable bed. As I wake up, I realize master is in the shower. His laptop is open so I take a peek. Story seven is open; a notepad is by the laptop that says no edits. This leaves me reeling. Will he really do it?
How do I feel about it now that there is a baby? A baby, wow. That changes everything. Master comes out of the bathroom, cleanly shaved. He comes over and kisses me.
He notices the laptop open.
"Story Seven tonight kitten, time to get it over with," he tells me.
"Master, I don't want to go through with it. I will be yours now," I reply.
"You will go through with it Kitten," he confirms.
I panic. No, I can't. He can't.
My eyes dart around the room and I make a run for the door. I have it open when master slams it shut. I look at him; his eyes have a hardness I have not seen since story three.
"Lacy, I didn't want to play it this way, but apparently you are chickening out on Story seven. I thought you were eager to have them over. I don't think I can trust you today. So bound to the bed you will be while I go out," He tells me.
He grabs my hair and pulls me to the bathroom.
"Use the toilet Lacy; I will be gone for several hours. I don't want you to have to pee yourself," he says.
I go in the bathroom and slam the door. Damn, it does not have a lock, how can a bathroom not have a lock? I use the toilet, and then sit on it thinking. Maybe I can make a run for the door, coming out of the bathroom.
I stand up and quickly open the door. He is right there.
"Are you going to come to the bed willingly, or do you need to be pulled by your hair?" He asks.
In response I walk to the bed. I don't do or say anything as he binds me loosely by the hands and feet.
"That should keep you on the bed, but with some freedom of movement," he says.
He tries to kiss me, but I move away. He grabs my hair and pulls my mouth to him and kisses me rough and deep. Without a word he walks out the door.
I spend a good deal of time just staring into space; I was so sure this story is what I wanted. Now everything has changed. My thoughts go all over the place; he won't really go through with it. He wouldn't he say he loves me. What if he thinks it is the only way I will only be his though? He said he was going to follow the script.
I notice for the first time that he left several things on the nightstand. There are breakfast foods, pastries and fruit. A pot of coffee is in the orange decaf container. Some bottles of water, and a couple of books I have wanted to read. It is so sweet, I tear up. Tear up? What the heck. Oh, pregnancy hormones.
I pour some coffee, add some cream, and snack on the food. I open one of the books and start reading.
I must have fallen asleep while reading, because I wake up to the door opening. Master comes in; he has bags of something that smells very good. He sits on the bed next to me.
"Are you hungry kitten?" he says.
"Yes master. Can we talk about story seven?" I say.
"No Lacy. You are always bugging me to follow the script. This is the first script you intended for us, only one person can change it," he tells me.