Oh fuck. Fuck fuck fuck fuuuck! Why do I always end up in these situations? I know I like to be naughtier than is good for me every once in a while, but I swear that was all just play. A girl's gotta have her fun time, right? That's how this started too, but I'm not sure if it's so funny anymore. I'm not even sure where the fuck I am... If I could just could reach my phone. Ouch!... nope. No phone.
I'm getting a bit scared now. I hope he comes back soon. Actually, I hope he doesn't come back at all. Aaargh! Why am I so stupid?
Always playing the tough bitch or the innocent schoolgirl, depending on who's watching. But come to think about it, this all started pretty innocent. Well, kind of innocent anyway. Well, I acted a bit like the tough bitch towards Monica, but that was just to persuade her to come with me. It was just going for a swim, right? What could possibly go wrong? I guess now we know. And I'm afraid I still have to find out how wrong exactly.
It seemed like such a good idea this morning. Especially in this summer heat I just really wanted to swim and hang around in the sunshine. It was a shame that all the boys had left to do some stupid boys sports thingy. No idea what that's all about, and why they would like it more than going for a swim with me. I have the idea that after the final school party the boys have started to avoid me. Not that I really care, they're such kids. I found out that I like older men better. They are much more experienced but also easier to manipulate.
I had so much fun with that old psychiatrist. It's a shame he didn't get the opportunity to give me some more of his special "treatments". I feel kind of sorry for him, too. First he was so excited that he almost had a heart attack treating me. And then all the hassle and panic when those horrible women came in.
But really! Don't these people knock before entering a room? Of course, because I was still "hypnotized", I didn't know what happened to me. Pfah! Stupid bitches. They treated me like I just survived a plane crash or something. Rolled me in a blanket and gave me tea and cookies. What do they expect me to do with tea and fucking cookies while my pussy's on fire and they just stopped this very sweet and kind doctor from stuffing his, and I have to admit this, huge cock in my ass. I was all worked up and those old cows try to comfort me with cookies!
Of course, I pretended to not remember a thing, so when the police came to take the doctor away I couldn't tell them anything. Even my mother never spoke about the event even once. I noticed a smirk on my brothers face when he mentioned it, but mother shut him up right away. And besides that, he only comes over for dinner every second week or less. Too busy being a student the rest of the time.
We had this thing a while ago when he felt he should punish me. I might have stretched things a bit too far on that occasion and probably could have seen it coming. But I really liked what happened then. I fingered myself to sleep every evening for weeks after that, thinking about him, and even now I can still feel my panties getting damp if he looks at me in that way. He knows what I'm up to.
So the boys I used to be in school with aren't that interesting anymore. But it's always nice to go with them to the lake and watch them try to hide their hard-ons after we play tag in the water or a game of chicken, where you sit on a guy's shoulders and have to fight another couple. Sometimes my top "accidentally" comes off without me noticing until somebody warns me. You should see those eyes popping out of their heads. Well, perhaps it would have been fun to go with them.
But because they all had something better to do I decided to ask Monica to join me. She never has anything else to do because she doesn't have any friends. I only ask her if all else fails, but it's nice to see her grateful to join me. And besides, with the clothes she's wearing I always get all the attention. Just the way I like it. Or at least, liked it up until now. Perhaps this time it would have been better to have the attention diverted from me.
It's funny, every time we get together I tease her a bit. You know, just to get people to laugh so they like me. Last time we were at a party, and I guess I was a bit drunk, so I said something about her older brother and her or her mother doing it together. I don't even remember what it was. But that got her angry. She didn't say anything and just left. Everyone else thought it was pretty funny and I was the star of the party. Ironically, that was the same evening that my brother, errm, decided to..."punish" me. If she only knew about that one. Hahaha!
Still, she was very keen on coming with me to the lake to do some sun bathing. She even proposed to go to the smaller lake behind her parents' farm. That saved us the trip going all the way to the big lake, I thought. And it is a nice place to swim too. Nice warm water because it's not so deep. So we sat down on the beach on our towels. I was a bit shocked when Monica showed me the bottle of vodka she had brought, but I never say no to a free drink.
Soon I was starting to feel all fuzzy and warm and went for a swim. I just love the feeling of swimming when I'm tipsy. It makes me feel so free. I was also starting to get a bit horny. That's what sun and alcohol do to me. A shame no boys could come. Then I thought I saw a flash coming from the shed. But it could also have been the reflection of the sun in the water. I was getting a bit cold too so I went back to the beach. Monica was lying on her belly playing with her phone. I noticed she had taken her top off.
"Nobody is looking, why don't you take it off too?" she said. I looked at her. She actually has a pretty good body. Her boobs aren't as big as mine, but they stand up firmly from her chest. And what did she have there? Now that's quite shocking.
"Did you have your nipples pierced?" I asked.
"Yes. I've had them for almost a month now. But don't tell anyone, my mother doesn't know." she answered.
"Didn't it hurt like hell?" I asked. "My nipples are so sensitive, I think I would die putting a needle in them."
"Not really," she replied. "Just a bit in the beginning, but now I like them. I love to play with them, it sends shivers through my whole body. Would you...would you like to touch them?"
"Can I?" I asked. It must have been the vodka that made my head spin, but suddenly I thought it was a good idea to look further into the matter. I stuck out my hand and softly caressed her nipple. She let out a sigh and closed her eyes. Must feel good, I thought to myself. Her nipple immediately became erect and I noticed it was much bigger than mine. I have soft flat, almost inverted pink nipples. Monica's are brown and stand out from her tiny breasts like little candies. I hesitated before I touched the tiny black ring hanging from it. It felt strange but she seemed to like it. She whispered something to me.
"What?" I said.
"Pull it," she said. "Pull it softly and twist it a little, oooooh! Yes like that. Harder!" I pulled the ring like she said and turned it around. "Don't stop!" she said and I noticed she had her hand inside her bikini bottoms.
"Hey! I'm not a lesbian, you know!" I said, or actually, murmured. But I think it was just to keep up appearances, because deep down inside I think I actually liked doing this to her, and I could feel my juices starting to flow between my legs.
"Just shut the fuck up and keep going!" she growled.
Okay...
I thought.
Now that's scary. Better do what she says now.
