Trigger Warning Horror with Clowns. That's right! I said, clowns! The following piece of art may be offensive to some people because it contains rape fantasy, and is not real. Real rape is wrong. This story is intended for those who enjoy rape as a fantasy or role-play and it not intended to be real or to be reproduced in any way. All characters in all of my stories are 18 or over. This is a fantasy. Now there is incest too! Ahahaha.
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I jumped in the car, unable to believe I was walking right back into the mess that I had just left. Abi's eyes were filled with fear, even as I sat down next to her and began to sulk. My mother laughed as she watched the interplay between Abigail and me.
"I knew you would come back for her," she laughed. "You always were a sucker for your sister. I think you two have always been a bit more than just sisters if you know what I mean. Here, smoke some more," she had a blowtorch in one hand and a meth pipe in the other. She smoked some meth herself before giving some to Abi and then me. The clown who was driving wanted some and she made sure he got some. I knew better than to say no or argue with my mom. She always won the argument.
"Mom, where are we going?" I asked as the car turned down an unfamiliar road.
"We are meeting your father to deliver the rest of the clown dolls. We have some of them in the trunk too, but he has the truck and it's full. I need you two to help the clowns deliver them to the customer."
"Who is the customer?" Abi asked.
"You'll see," our mother said ominously. I tried my best to memorize the turns the car was making just in case I was able to escape with Abigail. I tried my best to think of every possible route of escape that I could, but there really was no escape. My family was shitty and I had recently discovered that they were moving large amounts of methamphetamine to sell by packaging it inside of stuffed clown dolls.
There was a doll that had been stuffed with meth on the seat between Abi and I. The amount of meth in just that one doll was enough to last someone months, maybe even years. I multiplied that by the hundreds of clown dolls that I knew my parents had stuffed with meth and I realized that if my parents got caught, they were going to prison for a long time. Here Abi and I were in the middle of it and they didn't seem to care that they were putting us at risk!
"Okay, stop!" my mother screamed at the driver. Let's wait here for their father and the other truck. We will drive up together. While we are here, let's get higher.
"Mom, I'm already high!" I complained.
"I'll tell you when you're high enough!" she scolded me. Abi looked woozy as she took another hit. I could feel my brain begin to move fast. This wasn't the first time I had used meth. I didn't like it, but my parents were so addicted to it that they couldn't imagine why anyone wouldn't want to use meth. They saw it as a positive, not a negative.
"There's Daddy!" Abi called out. Her hand grasped mine and I knew that she was as scared as I was. We had never understood why our parents were so fucked up. Instead, we had learned to be afraid of them, to tolerate their bullshit, and to plan our escape. We both wanted out of that house so badly before everything happened. It's too bad things went down the way that they did.
My mother got out of the car and ran to our father. They embraced and shared a few hits of meth before they turned to us. My parents' faces were both painted up like clowns, just like Abi's was. My father wore a red, curly clown wig that matched the red paint of his smile. I could hear them talking but I couldn't make out the words. They laughed as if nothing was out of the ordinary before my mother got back in the car.
"Drive us to the residence," she told the clown in the driver's seat. "I'll paint Janay's face. It's your turn to be a clown with us. Do you understand?"
"No, what do you mean, Mom?" I asked as she began to paint my face white.
"It's your turn to scare some girls. Doesn't that sound fun? For Halloween?"
"Why would I do that?"
"Your cousins Kennedy and Lara are going to be really scared!"
"I knew I recognized this place!" Abi squealed. "Mom, why are we doing this to our cousins? Aren't there other people that you want to mess with more?"
"Uncle Scott owes dad some money. We thought this might be a fun way for the drugs to change hands while we also give my favorite nieces a little scare. Lighten up, Janay. You're part of this now."
"I don't like this!" I told her.