**This is the first story I wrote. It consists of two parts.
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For the umpteenth time we have had words.
That's why I've decided that we need to distance ourselves a bit.
You totally disagreed but I just need that space.
As I stuff some clothes into my suitcase I still feel angry.
It is sometimes as if you no longer see me. You are constantly busy with your work.
We haven't had sex in weeks while this was always pretty good.
Well, just like other couples who have been together for a long time, there was perhaps a little bit of a rut. Less tension and often sometimes planned.
I wanted to discuss this with you gently, but there was simply never a moment.
Sounds crazy but something always came up or you wanted to avoid the subject.
Tears well up in my eyes as I toss some more lace panties into my suitcase with a savage gesture.
Fortunately, I can always turn to my best friend in case of emergency.
When I told her what was going on and I asked if I could stay for a while it was no problem at all for her.
I look at the clock and see that I have to hurry because I still have to change.
I had agreed with my girlfriend that I would be with her tonight around 10 o'clock.
I exchange my off-shoulder shirt and my jeans for a tight-fitting blouse and a coated black pleated skirt. Under my clothes I wear a beautiful lace lingerie set.
I take a look in the mirror and see that I can get through with it.
I don't feel like getting dressed up this time so I keep my makeup natural and I let my hair hang loose.
I zip up my suitcase and think about whether I have everything. Then I pick up my suitcase and walk downstairs.
I'm glad you're not here right now. It makes it a little easier for me to leave.
I don't understand how it could have come to this.
I love you and I thought you thought of me too. We were happy. We always complemented each other. I look around sadly and then grab my coat and my suitcase
after which I close the front door behind me and lock it.
My car is a little further upstate. Once again there was no place to park in front of the door. I sigh as I walk briskly towards the car on my high heels.
It's pitch dark outside except for a few streetlights.
I feel a bit uneasy in the dark. I look around nervously and I'm happy when I finally get to my car.
Just as I want to unlock my car, I hear a car approaching.
Then everything suddenly goes very fast.
The car stops with squealing brakes. Before I can look back
I am grabbed tightly from behind. I want to open my mouth to scream
but his hand on my mouth prevents me from doing so.
In an instinctive response, I start kicking and punching, hoping to hit my attacker so that he releases me.
The only problem is that the man is designed for this and he controls my body by holding it tight.
I feel how the man is struggling to get me into his van.
This takes him quite some effort because I hear him curse when I hit him with my foot.
Apparently his patience has run out because he doesn't push me gently into his van.
He half sits on my thrashing body to restrain my body.
I suddenly see how he pulls something shiny out of his pocket while he removes his other hand from my mouth.
I suddenly realize what they are: handcuffs! I start screaming and my fighting spirit increases again. "Be quiet and cooperate, slut, otherwise it will end badly for you," the man's voice sounds menacingly calm. For the first time I hear his voice.
This one is almost whispered but clear enough to understand.
 
                             
                         
                         
                         
                         
                         
                                 
                                 
                                 
                                