It was 7:48 pm. I was early with twelve minutes to spare. After parking my car I took in the space surrounding the clinic. It was a strange looking building outside. Something out of the early 1900s I supposed on a large property with park like grounds. Summers evening sun was high in the sky still, mocking me while I walked slowly through air so humid it felt like I was drifting through a sticky soup.
I was dressed sensibly as directed; a loose fitting pair of pants and t-shirt fell over an average sized frame. Over my shoulders was a back pack with a small stuffed animal, a change of clothes for tomorrow and a nightgown that went halfway down my thighs, not quite reaching my knees. As soon as I approached the over sized double doors they opened automatically. The air in the room was a stark chill to the heat at my back. Immediately I felt my nipples carve into tight little peaks beneath the thin cotton shirt I was wearing. The lobby was overdone, ornate. Crisp whites and warm gold accents the palette, occasional pops of color with a cushion here, a vase filled with fresh flowers there.
Met by a very tall black man whose easily well over six foot frame was large and stocky I was only slightly taken aback. He was wearing white with a little gold name tag that said Evan.
"Welcome to the sleep clinic. Are you Katie then?" he asked with a warm smile and a deep accent I couldn't place.
My cheeks flushed a bit hot and were likely noticeably pink. A curious contrast to the cold in the air which was biting upon exposed flesh. My arms had been covered with goose bumps. I nodded gently and then Evan outstretched an arm, aiming to lead me straight past the reception desk and into a door marked, 'intake' just beside it. I shuffled towards it and paused when I heard a clink of it closing behind. 'Here goes nothing' I thought as I lifted my chin to meet the blindingly bright fluorescent lights overhead.
It was a stark hallway even colder than the lobby. My teeth started to chatter as I looked around. Everything was too well lit. Beyond clinical. Lights above, on the all and even along the floor to mark my path. I felt exposed, as if anyone looking directly at me could see every pore, flaw and faint wrinkle upon my face. I was only twenty two but wrinkles were a concern. Vanity at its best I suppose but the doctors said that I was WAY too young for botox and I should just drink more water. It would reportedly help me with my sleep problems as well.
I was anything but confident anymore when I was led to a room on the left. The lights were thankfully much dimmer and the air a haze. It was damp, hot even and Evan disappeared into the background as soon as I had taken a few steps inward.
"Hello?" I called out beyond the frosted glass divider and then cleared my throat. Everything about this place was leaving me feeling unnerved by then. I pinched at my shirt and gave myself a little breathing room in an attempt to fan some of the soggy air to find relief. It was no use. Out of nowhere another man had appeared from somewhere in the beyond that was whatever this room was. His name tag said 'Evon'. What in the actual fuck did my doctor refer me to?
I blinked a few times and then flashed a soft little smile as that seemed a good idea and was met with one of his own in turn. Evon was much leaner, a bit shorter than Evan and had a caramel complexion to his skin. I don't know why I started to think about types then, but with my frame I had imagined we would fit near perfectly together under the sheets on some lonely night.
"I"m Katie, here for the sleep study," I aimed to explain by means of introduction but in that moment my throat had a frog in it and I was quite unable to do much more than stammer anything further out.
"Hi Katie, I'm Evon" he said in simple reply and then held his chiseled arm outward towards what looked to be a large pool of water. Despite the heat in the room it had a drift of steam floating just above its surface. "Please remove your clothing" he had instructed clinically with a gesture towards what I gathered by then was a bath.
In his hands he held two towels I assumed, folded neatly and as he noticed I hesitated he moved to set them down on a side table with a slightly annoyed sigh. "Katie, you will find that many here will be cold in their demeanor but my role here is your concierge. I am here to stay with you through your visit to the clinic -except when you are sleeping" he said sharply for whatever reason.
I closed my eyes and sighed. My backpack straps were digging into my shoulders and the heat in the room after the freezing space outside had found me suddenly quite tired. "Thank you Evon" I replied and reached for one of the towels to hide myself while I undressed. Evon shifted himself between the side table and the bath and stood there still, staring at me.
"You don't need to be embarrassed Katie. Nor do you need to hide yourself from me. As I'm sure you've noticed, this is not a hospital and around here we do things just a bit differently." He'd smiled and winked then. I nearly melted on the spot.
My cheeks flushed and probably the rest of my body as well. Backpack, done. Next up or down rather came my pants. My t-shirt was long enough to cover my sex and then I'd stood and looked up to him as if waiting for further direction. "All of it" he said simply. My fingers were shaky but managed to pinch and pull at the fabric. Over my head it went leaving long strands of blond now glued to my tits and the small of my back. Did I mention how hot the room was?