Chapter 1
Writers note: Trigger warning, this is a story about CNC (Consensual Non-Consent). The initial chat sets up that all things were consented to and discussed prior to events taking place. As always, all parties involved and all play should be Safe, Sane, and Consensual, with safety precautions put in place.
I was bored and randomly scrolling online. My last boyfriend was over a year ago, and he broke up with me due to my kinks that I asked him to try. I didn't think they were extreme, but given my status of constantly being single, maybe they were. I enjoyed being chased, choked, and forced to do things. That's a lot of women's fantasies, right?
Another Friday night scrolling through groups, and I came across a post by Blake. He was semi local, a few hours away from me, but he was posting looking for someone to start a dynamic focused on CNC, consensual non consent. I had never done CNC before but had always been something I was curious about. I decided to send him a private chat message, just to see if we had anything in common, or he was just another random asshole looking to get his dick wet.
"To: Blake
Subject: CNC Post
Hello Blake. My name is Katie. I saw your post in a mutual group regarding your search for a CNC focused dynamic. Your post and profile intrigue me, and I would like to know more. I see we are a few hours apart, so local but not too local. I look forward to hearing from you.
Katie"
I began to think that Blake had no interest, as I did not hear back from him. But two days later I received a reply to my chat request.
Blake: "Hello Katie. Thank you for taking the time to respond to my post. It's great to see another Tennessee local, even if we are a few hours apart. What exactly did you find intriguing about my profile and post?"
Katie: "Good afternoon, Blake. I was starting to think I possibly got lost in the sea of responses you likely received from your post. From your profile, I was intrigued with how local you were, as well it appears that we have several kinks in common. Regarding your post, I have been interested in CNC for quite some time, but have never had any experience with it, nor found anyone also wanting to attempt it."
Blake: "No experience with CNC? I am not sure if I would be a good fit for you Katie. I would be glad to continue to discuss and talk, to see where things may lead. But to forewarn you, I take my dynamics very seriously, and have strict rules that must be adhered to."
Katie: "I understand and would be fine with just getting to know one another."
Blake: "So tell my about yourself Katie."
Over the next two weeks I continued to chat with Blake. I explained my random relationship history, how I worked at a 24 hour gas station/liquor store as a manager, and what my interest in CNC was. Blake and I talked daily about everything and anything, but he never brought up possibly starting a dynamic again. Blake was like a good friend, giving input on my day, and making me laugh on the days that sucked.
One day I got the courage to just message him on chat to see if he would want to go out. I wanted to see if there was any type of spark in person.
Katie: "So... I will be closer to your area in a couple days for work, and was wondering if you would want to meet up and grab coffee?"
Blake: "Katie, are you asking me out on a date?"
Katie: "Possibly."
Blake: "That is quite forward of you Katie. I would love to grab a coffee with you. I think we may have some things to discuss."
Katie: "What types of things to discuss?"
Blake: "I do believe we began talking about my post in a mutual group? I would like to discuss this with you. No expectations, just a discussion."
Katie: "That sounds like a plan."
Blake: "Choose a location and time, let me know what you decide. Until then, I have emailed you my basic CNC contract that I discuss with anyone I engage in this type of play with. Please review and make any notes for discussion that you may have."
Shit. A contract? I had been in a few dynamics prior, where I was a submissive, but never with official contracts. I began to wonder what I may have gotten myself into, or if I should even meet up with Blake. Through our chats though, he seemed so nice, and it was great to have another friend I could share kink discussions with. I printed out the contract and headed to work, hoping it would be slow so that I could read through it.
Blake's 'contract' was 10 pages long and covered everything from toys to types of physical play. There were checkboxes next to every single item, where I could check 'will do', 'interested in', 'requires discussion', and 'absolutely no'.
The toy's section was straightforward, and the only item I placed a 'requires discussion' next to was electro play. Next was more physical play such as impact. Any forms of spanking were a definite yes. As the list went on it became apparent that Blake may be more than I bargained for, several lines included items such as 'punching', 'stepping on', and 'being slapped'. Most of those ended up being a no, aside from slapping, I enjoyed that. Luckily my job working midnights were usually slow, and by the end of my shift I was able to get through the entire list, checked off, and notes written with questions.
I got home just as the sun was coming up. Even though I was tired from a long night, I logged into Fet and pulled up my chat with Blake.
Katie: "I read through the contract, very thorough."
Blake: "That was quick. Any questions?"
Katie: "Yes, but it can be discussed tomorrow when we meet."
Blake: "So even after the contract, you still want to meet? Have you decided on a location and time?"
Katie: "Yes, do you know the small mom and pop coffee shop on the corner of main and 3rd street?"
Blake: "I do, the one near the forest preserve with trails?"
Katie: "Yep, that's the one. How does 10am sound?"
Blake: "That should work for me. See you tomorrow."
Katie: "See you tomorrow."
I was glad that I had that night off from work since I had to do training the next day. Also glad the training wasn't until 3pm in the afternoon so that I had the morning free to meet with Blake. I got up and showered. I stood in front of my closet trying to find something to wear, I needed something that was sexy, comfortable, yet still work appropriate. I chose a sundress that I could throw a jacket over when I went to my training. I packed up my bag, tucked away the folder that included Blake's contract, and began my drive.
I got to the coffee shop 15 minutes early, and the sky was beginning to get overcast. I went in, ordered, and found a table in a corner that was away from the few others that were sitting at tables. Finally at 2 minutes till 10, Blake walked through the door. He looked exactly like his pictures on Fet. He scanned the room and smiled when he got to where I was sitting. Blake walked over and sat across the table from me. Blake had an authoritative, stern look about him.
"Hello Katie." Blake stated.
"Hi Blake. Did you have any trouble finding the place?" I replied
"Not at all. I've actually been to this area a few times." Blake said while staring intently at me, "The walking trails are quite nice. Very secluded."
I blushed thinking about what fun secluded woods could be. I always enjoyed the outdoors, and my parents had a cabin that I went to frequently to just relax. The way Blake continued to stare me down made me begin fidgeting in my seat. Out of habit, I began tapping my pen on the table.
"I guess we have the matter of the contract to go over. I have some questions on page..."
"Do you really think this is the time and place to discuss that, Katie?" Blake stated, interrupting me mid-sentence.
"Umm, well, no. I don't know. I just thought..." I stammered, continuing to tap my pen further out of frustration and embarrassment.
"You thought what exactly Katie?" Blake replied.
"Umm, I thought that was the whole point in meeting, to go over what you sent me." I replied.
"Stop tapping your pen, Katie. It's not very lady like." Blake commanded.
"Oh, sorry." I said as I laid the pen down.
"There are too many people around for that type of discussion Katie. First, we get to know each other a bit more, then we will discuss what is in the contract. That is how I work; I don't air my private life in public. If that is not good for you, then you are free to leave at any time." Blake stated.
"I understand and feel the same way." I replied, "But like I said in my initial chat with you, this is something new for me, so it is going to take some learning."
We sat in silence for what seemed like eternity before Blake finally spoke again.
"What would you like Katie? You have two options, we can continue to sit here awkwardly and make small talk, or if you are that eager to discuss the contract, we can go for a walk to discuss." Blake stated.
"I think I would like to go for that walk." I replied.
We got our coffees in a to-go cup and headed out the door. Blake led the way to the hiking trails that were nearby. There were some benches along the way and stopped at one to chat. Blake went over my answers in the contract, and the few notes I had in the margins.