I was an asshole for a long time. I took for myself at the expense of others. One of these issues was with a lifelong Friend of mine named Brad. Well when we were young I guess you could say I took karmic advantage of my friend. I believe this is wear my life got off track so I decided to fix it with a unique proposition. Little did I know how big my karmic debt really was here is my story.
I am Tony my friend is brad. I was driving home when I saw a deer I swerved went down a hill almost to my death. I saw that the tree that stopped me from going completely off the cliff was giving way. As moments past a lot went through my mind. All my sins how sorry I was I wish I could take it all back. Well I got religious really quick. I was trapped, suddenly the car filled with smoke. I suddenly came to the conclusion well I deserve this. Hell I lost my job I am gonna be on the street. I totally failed I guess this was fitting end. I was overcome with smoke I passed out.
Apparently I was saved by a good Samaritan who lost his life saving me. I decided that I wanted to erase my bad karmic debts in life. Well Brad a longtime friend grew very angry with me. Our friendship severed when I owed him money only 700 bucks. I had no money to end this debt so I decided to play karmic roulette and let the chips fall where they may.
The following is a copy of the letter I sent via email.
Brad
You always been my best friend and you were always there for me. I can't forgive myself for what I did to you. I owe you a lot more then that 700 my friend. Look let's face it I made u steal I even fucked your wife! I know I can't decide how I should selflessly pay you back. I deserve whatever I get and yeah know what I deserve it. Invite me over beat my ass if u want. Make me clean you gutters scrub uyour floors anything.
Look Man. I love you, your my brother my friend. I know I always been an asshole. I am so sorry. So here is my only fair solution. I will bend to your will so to speak. Whatever u need I will have to do no questions. I have to do this with no gain to myself. In other words I owe u and truly want to pay u back.
So whatever it is, I don't care what ill do it! If u want to beat my ass fine I won't stop u. Just whatever it is. Let's keep it the way we left it between us. Meaning whatever u decide. I not only can't say no but I can't even mention it to another soul to even say what kind of good guy I become.
Lastly if I come over say I clean your yard house fence then u decide that was not enough you are not satisfied, then I am obligating myself to come back till such a time u feel it's paid off. Brad I am sorry. Please find it in your heart to let me fix this. I promise you, ill fix this somehow! I will do anything no matter what. Because I owe u and well my friend you deserve it.
In your Debt respectfully
Your former friend
Tony.
I sent that off then waited for a response I got one two days later.
His response.
Tony you asshole your right you owe me. Fine u want to pay your debt fine. You don't have money fine. I don't really need it but I guess u do u fuck. Yeah know Tony we can fix this however. Meet me at my place at 8 tonight we will sit smoke some weed and I will go over how we can fix this. Remember u said anything. Lol we will see.
Don't be late
Brad!
I looked at the clock it was 7:35. Damn now or never I thought. So I just went. I got there by five minutes of 8. Knocked he opened the door and invited me in swiftly.
At first it was a lot of hey how u been all that. The mood was actually good. So I was thinking great this isn't going to be that bad cool. About 3 hours and 5 blunts later he decided to tell me why I was there.
Brad started by saying so u want to pay me back? And u said anything? I replied yes I'll do whatever u ask I can't say no. Prove it! He demanded. I replied how? Do u remember how much you bullied me into doing whatever u wanted like making me steal those games u wanted? I replied yes and I have no excuse!
Tony do u know I always looked up to u. You always tried to control me! I know Brad, I know I am here to pay u back! Really Tony? I am dead serious I replied. Fine! He said. He paused he waited just looking at me with a strange look on his face. I didn't speak because I had no idea what his look meant.
Finally he said. Come to my room I got something to discuss with you! Why your room I stuttered? Look Tony you going to keep ur word or not? What happen to no questions? What Tony what are you afraid of? Do u think I am u? I replied Ur right I am sorry you're my friend I trust you.
We went in he said sit on my bed so I did what I was told. Out of his right pocket he pulled a pair of handcuffs. He threw them at me and said now cuff yourself. Put them on in front. Then once tight step over with both legs so your hands are behind your back. I did it but I had to be a smart ass and say I guess you're going to beat my ass right? Well if u want to hit me I won't stop you!
This seemed to piss him off, but by that time, I was cuffed and my hands were behind my back! He fired up a blunt and said relax! I want to tell you how you are going to pay me back. Maybe these cuffs will show you how helpless u made me feel! I honestly started to understand and really felt bad. I started thinking of all the shit I did to this poor guy, and I was afraid to face my ass kicking.
I am not going to hit u Tony relax. You are my friend. What you don't know is I am gay! I waited for this moment all my life. He started rubbing his cock and coming at me. Gay never was even a thought I was thinking to myself. This came out of left field. He was always with girls. It didn't make sense!
I'll bet you are thinking what the fuck! Ummm brad. I interrupted. I know I owe u but I never been gay! So what Brad you want a blowjob? In my mind if I had to go down that road to resolve this the lesser of two evils was sucking dick. I was hoping he would say that cause I never in my life got fucked in the ass and wasn't about to start.
I tried to get up he pushed me down on the bed mounting me, and started rubbing himself all over me! I was rather disgusted by it. Finally after too many kiss attempts I just fucking lost it. I said yeah know what fuck Karma I am not doing this.
I realized with my hands cuffed I could not get him off me. He started to let out a soft evil chuckle, grinding his cock on mine. He kept moving positioning himself making sure his cock was right on top of mine. I felt it getting harder and harder. Eeeeew god man stop. I'll pay u back I swear to god. I couldn't stop him he grabbed my head right by my ears actually. Now Tony my pet, step one, in paying me back. Our first real kiss. Pucker up buttercup! I felt his tongue go in my mouth. While he was doing that he kept grinding me unrelentingly. Then he started kissing my neck it was happening so fast I was totally in shock.
He finally decided to sit up! He was wearing a pair of old navy blue jogging pants. When he sat up it revealed a bulge a very very very large bulge. He looked at me and said in case you're wondering its 13 inches long. Ill bet u never knew that? Want to see it? That was it I fucking had it with this shit. No I yelled. Get your gay faggot ass of me you fucking queer ass piece of shit!