**Author's note:
This story contains reluctance between a younger woman and an older man. The main character is over 18.
I left my last babysitting gig with a $100 tip in addition to my pay. The only thing is, it wasn't just any old tip. It was payment for keeping silent about letting the kid's grandfather take my virgin pussy during the night. He had blackmailed me after fucking me, threatening to tell the couple who's kids I had watched that night that I had had my boyfriend over to mess around in the guest bedroom. The money was shoved into my hand as he told me to come back if I needed any more.
I went home feeling filthy, guilty, and used. I had been taught that sex was only for marriage, and that you should only do it with someone you were deeply committed to. I loved my boyfriend, Brandon, and we were intimate but were trying desperately to wait to have sex. And now here I had gone and let a stranger inside of me. And, on top of that, a perverted old man. A man who was at least three times my age, if not more, and had kids and grandkids himself had not only taken my virginity but had also made me cum on his cock. So far, that had only happened when I touched myself, or when I messed around with Bran. I felt horrible.
A few days of feeling guilty went by. At first, my pussy was sore from the fucking it had taken. I now knew that my hymen was gone, but I also found out that not everyone had one. Sometimes they got ripped from sports, or from getting fingered. I don't know why mine had taken so long to break, as I had let Brandon finger me before, and had even cum around his fingers. Maybe mine had been deeper, I don't know. The pain faded as I went about for the next few days, as did the tenderness on the front of my pelvis where he had ground against me. After a few days, I actually got horny again and masturbated for the first time. I realized that now I wanted something inside of me more then ever and had to get two fingers inside myself just to cum.
At first, out of guilt, I avoided Brandon. At school I had turned away from him when he hugged me, and felt dirty when we kissed goodbye after classes. After that first masturbation session, though, I started to feel less bad. After all, we all had needs, and it's not like I had asked to get fucked that night. Also, I now knew that orgasms weren't always consensual. Mine that night had happened against my will. Towards the end of the week, when Bran hugged me, I returned it fully, even pressing myself against his crotch. His dick stirred against me and I thought about how good it would feel inside of me. So much better than the one that had used me for its own pleasure, thrusting into me for the sole purpose of reaching its own orgasm...
Then I got a call on Saturday from Kate, who's kids I had sat for that night. She asked if I could come over again that night and watch the kids. She said they had enjoyed my company and that her Father had specifically thought I did a great job with them. My first instinct was to say no. I couldn't imagine going back there and seeing him again. Possibly getting forced by him again. But the thought of earning some easy money was too hard to pass up. Especially since most of the hours they needed me were after the kids went to sleep and I would basically get paid to watch movies or sleep.
So I found myself at their doorstep again at 6pm. I figured I would just try harder to avoid letting Granddad into my bedroom again. And I would certainly not have Brandon come over again. That's what had really gotten me in trouble last time. I came in and Kate again showed me around, giving me instructions on what to give the kids for dinner, what they could snack on, etc. I saw Granddad watching us from the sofa and could feel his eyes on me as I got my evening instructions. Kate even stopped to introduce us. "Dad, this is Shay." she said. "And Shay this is my Dad, Joe."
He reached out and looked me in the eyes as he shook my hand. "Hi Shay. I'm Joe but I'm more used to being called 'Dad' or 'Grandpa' these days." He chuckled warmly but held my hand for a few seconds too long. I felt my pussy stir a little in my panties at his touch. Seeing him in the light, I could tell he had once been handsome. He was in good shape for an old man, and aside from his seemingly ever-present stubble, looked like he kept himself clean. He had piercing blue eyes which paired well with his gray hair, which suited him. I finally pulled my hand away and looked at Kate, hoping she had not seen what had passed between us. She hadn't and, after giving some more instructions, she and her husband left for the night.