INTRODUCING MYSELF (PART I)
Looking back, I can't believe how much my life has changed late in life. This is a true story....
I was a lucky girl most of my life. My name is Dee-Dee. Although I was not an only child, my siblings were much older and my parents treated me as an only child. I adored my daddy. He was in the military, had a very authoritative voice but treated me firmly and with warmth; like a princess.
I loved Daddy with all my heart.
Often, we would sit together when watching TV. I was spoiled, and was given all the privileges such as the nicest clothes, ballet lessons, music lessons, and finishing school lessons to be a proper lady.
All the girls wanted to be my friend, and all the boys wanted to date me. To say the least, I was the most popular girl in school. I was flirty and loved to tease but I was very very picky as to who I spent my time with. Life was wonderful. I was told I was absolutely gorgeous, although I was very petite (I maxed out at 5' tall).
Growing up, guys were always asking me out. I started dating early, and had a date with a boy almost every week. However, I never put out, which resulted in a never ending number of guys that dropped me. I guess they were all hoping to get lucky and lost interest when I said no. They all wanted sex, and I just never saw the need to do that. Good girls don't have sex, right? At least in the 60s that's how it was and with all the boyfriends I had, why debase myself.
As a teen, I was a debutante and came out to society when I was 16; a virgin of course and extremely classy. My daddy was with me and made me feel special. A few years ago, Daddy died and I miss him so much.
In college I was very popular. I was told I smile with my eyes. I was always happy, successful at everything I did, and always had many girlfriends and boyfriends. But I was a princess, a good girl and still didn't put out. I never needed to!
Eventually I became a local singer and loved the attention I received. Guys came out to hear me sing just to see me. I showed a little leg, but never too much. Just enough to tease (wink wink).
After college, I met an older guy (Barry) that I adored and we married. We occasionally had sex, but frankly I saw no need to have sex, as I was a princess and he was my knight in shining armor. Besides I wasn't all that interested in sex.
We were married for 20+ years and once in a while I had sex with Barry, but I just wasn't into it and had no idea what an orgasm was.
I didn't want children because that meant that the attention I received would be shared. I wanted 100% attention to me. After all, I'm a princess!
Oh; and one thing I never ever did was give a guy a blow job. My god, how gross is that? My friends that wanted to stay a virgin gave blow jobs, but I never ever did. That's just nasty.
MY SEDUCTION (PART II)
On our 25th anniversary, Barry suggested we meet at a bar, and we would pretend to be strangers and he would hit on me like a James Bond. I would pretend to be excited and we would go to the hotel room and have sex. I felt obligated to please him on our anniversary.
Barry told me to dress very sexy, and asked that I wear nylon stockings with a garter belt. Barry said it turned him on.
Well, I haven't worn those since my modelling days in college but still had some stored away. I decided to dress slutty for Barry; after all, he's dedicated his life to making me happy and has pleased me very much.
So, I primped myself, wearing full makeup, a nice necklace, a mid-thigh length dress that buttoned up front. I even glammed it up a bit wearing a push up bra, thong panty, garter belt and black seamed stockings along with 4-inch heels.
I thought I looked classy, although a little slutty underneath. Not bad for a 50 year-old lady.
I walked into the bar Barry picked out, and was surprised that it was a bit of a dive. There were some black people there. Now, I have nothing against black people, but being of my status and class I've had no interaction with them in any way, and the type of places I sang at never had black people in the audience.
However, since the George Floyd incident, I started verbally supporting black-lives-matter on social media, although I didn't actually do anything. I guess I'm what they call 'WOKE'. But still I felt that black people were oppressed and we should help them.
So, I decided I could mingle a little with the common folk. What harm could there be after all.
Not knowing if Barry was at the bar or not, I walked in with my head high, and walked like the model that I used to be; like walking on a tight rope, swishing my buns side to side, one leg in front of the other. I saw the looks I was getting and enjoyed the attention.
I sat down at the bar with my back arched, chest out, and crossed my legs. I realized that during my dramatic walk that the bottom button on my dress became undone and a little of my stocking tops was showing while sitting. But, I thought Barry might get off on that and didn't re-button.
Sitting at the bar, a guy sat next to me. I assumed it was Barry, but teasing him, I didn't look over at him. In a booming voice he said "hey barkeep, I'm buying this lady a drink... bring her a scotch."
I was mortified as it wasn't Barry. Without even looking, I said "no thanks." The booming voice said "so you don't accept drinks from black men?" I was at a loss, and looking at him, he was huge. At least 6'5" and maybe 300 lbs., all muscle and a handsome black man.
I stammered that him being black wasn't an issue, you're just not my husband. He said "good, barkeep bring my lady a scotch."
I relinquished and meekly said "OK." Shit!
Thinking to myself - where the hell was Barry; HELP!