PART 3
I went on Adult Friend Finder about a month ago hoping to relieve my need to be dominated and abused. But now, instead, I'm hornier than ever and craving abuse and humiliation after my recent meet ups with dominant men. The exact opposite of what I wanted to happen. DAMN!
I went out with the $300 I received from my previous "client" and bought some sexy outfits. Nothing too outlandish, but sexier than normal. Every day, sitting in my office by myself, waiting for the phone to ring, I'm finding myself watching abusive porn and fingering myself to it. I'm rubbing my clit raw. Just waiting, and waiting and waiting for THE call. I can't believe ME, a middle aged woman with kids is a pervert.
Today I'm wearing a long navy blue dress that is skin tight and zips up from bottom to top. I guy a could just grab the zipper right up and take my dress off, right in public. OH GOD! The thought of being caught in public half naked. I also had on a pink garter belt with matching push-up bra and panty along with seamed nylons and 4" heels. God, this was tough fingering myself in this dress.
The phone rang... it was him, my tormentor. Thank GOD! I need this so bad. He told me to be at the hotel in an hour. Shit, I was there in 30 minutes waiting like a kid waiting for Santa Claus.
The door finally knocked and there standing in front of me is a smallish nerdy guy. Damn, I was hoping for some big bruiser. Oh well, I thought to myself.
Nerd guy said "OK baby, lets go!"
I said "Go? Go where?"
Nerd guy said "were going out to lunch, and by the way, pull that zipper up 6 inches I want to see some leg."
I obediently pulled the zipper up 6" showing some leg but not much else.
"You drive, baby" he said.
So we got in my BMW, and sitting down, now my stocking tops were showing. Nerd guy unzipped my dress some more and started caressing my thighs. Well I was already pretty horny so this felt really good. I'm trying to drive, but this wasn't easy.
We got to the diner, just down the road. I was apprehensive as there may be former customers there, or even worse, future customers. But with Covid, the place didn't have many people. Getting out of the car, I flashed some couple as my zipper was up pretty far. I was so embarrassed. I didn't realize I would be a submissive slut in public. I don't want the whole world to know what a slut and "perv" I've become.
Nerd guy grabbed my buns, squeezing them and escorted me to the diner. Man, I hate when men do that. Like they own me! But what could I do? I have to let him do this to me. Besides, I kind of like it, feeling like his property. Shit, there I go again being a perv.
As I walked looking down, my stocking tops and garter belt were clearly visible with each step. People were stopping eating as they stared. I was so humiliated. Nerd guy even smacked my ass cheeks a few times and said "nice legs and ass babe."
Sitting down, Nerd Guy handed a rabbit vibrator to me. Told me to go to the bathroom and insert it. Oh shit! What is this guy going to do!
I inserted the vibrator, one end touches my clit, the other my gspot. Just the device touching was driving me insane.
I walked back to the table with as much dignity as I could muster, the zipper on my dress was even higher, and now I think my panty could even be seen.
Then... BUZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ BUZZZZZZZZZZZZ. Ahhhhhhhhhhh, I almost fell over stumbling, a man got up and asked if I needed help. I was panting and said "no, I just felt a little woozy." I stumbled over to the table, looking like a drunk and hung on to the table. Fortunately he turned the vibe off. I was about to rip the table top off.