Jen Liked My Stories Ch. 2: Pearl
I've decided that you are going to be my whore. Send me a long email acknowledging this fact, and make some suggestions on how to use you in ways that I might enjoy. Don't spare yourself pain or humiliation. Don't worry; I am in control and your writing it doesn't mean I'll do it or that you want it done. I do want complete surrender, however.
From this day forward every email you send me should begin with these words:
I am your whore. Please use my mouth, my cunt, and my asshole for your pleasure. Please punish me at your whim, harshly when I displease you.
My heart was pounding as I clicked the “Send” button, speeding these words through hyperspace towards her pussy and her heart. “Was it too soon?” I wondered. “No,” I thought, “Trust your instincts, she’s ready.”
We had recently begun an online relationship, and like most D/s relationships, online or real-time, it had progressed quickly to levels of intimacy that take months in a vanilla relationship. I called her “Pearl” because our relationship had started with her irritation at the way I treated women in my stories, just as a pearl starts as an irritating grain of sand in an oyster’s heart. I knew from the beginning, despite her harsh words, that she had contacted me because my stories spoke to her in the soft wet flesh of her heart, and in soft wet flesh elsewhere.
I knew I was pushing things along fast by sending this email, but I wanted to push her into reactions beyond what she could easily take. In the past I had too often been too artful, bringing women along so skillfully that they never really experienced inner conflict. If this was going to mean what I thought it might mean, I wanted her to have moments when she absolutely hated me, fighting what she knew inside, fighting the inevitable realization that I was what she had been seeking all her life.
She certainly seemed to be everything I had been seeking. Beautiful physically, body just my type, the dark hair I love. Intelligence, the primary quality, she had in excess. Challenging personality, not the type to go along with someone else’s opinion unless she truly believed it herself, able to argue persuasively about politics. Submissive, though, and fighting it all the way. Our one phone conversation had sealed it. She had a giggly, goofy, girlish voice, which combined with brainpower is one of the sexiest qualities I’ve ever experienced. I knew I wanted her, I knew she could be the one I’d been looking so hard for, but I also knew that I didn’t want to use all my skill and all my power to manipulate her to where I wanted her. I wanted her to come in spite of her reservations, in spite of her humiliation at my requiring her to be my whore, in spite of her mother’s voice in her head telling her that women weren’t supposed to feel this way. I wanted her to realize that making her my whore was the most beautiful and sacred thing I could give to her. And I wanted to risk everything for the reward of her coming to that realization, too.
I wasn’t surprised when her first response was negative. She sent me a picture of her, naked taken from behind, her ass in full view. The image was labeled, kissmine.jpg. Oh, I definitely wanted to. I laughed, for her response fit everything I knew about her. I also chuckled to myself because I had told her that a nice ass was an important physical quality to me. Hers was world-class. She knew the picture would turn me on, and I had to laugh to myself because even in her defiance she wanted me to see her ass, see what I’d be missing.
I did not respond, but waited for the email I hoped would come. When it came I nervously clicked it open. It said:
I can’t believe I’m writing this, but I miss talking to you too much. I am your whore. Please use my mouth, my cunt, and my asshole for your pleasure. Please punish me at your whim, harshly when I displease you.
I immediately sent a reply with nothing in it but a hotel name and address, and a date and time two weeks away, and a statement that I would talk to her then, and not before.
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I opened the door to the sound of Pearl’s tentative knock. I pulled open the door, grabbed a handful of her dark hair, and pulled her to me hard. I kissed her hard and passionately, raping her mouth with my tongue, molesting her with my lips. The kiss was dirty and passionate and punishing, all at once. To her credit, she took what I gave her and met it with passion of her own. I turned her away from me by her hair and pushed her roughly against the closed hotel room door.
“Put your hands on the door, bitch, and don’t take them off until I say you can,” I snarled. With my face pressed against the side of hers, and hers pressed into the door beside that little plate that tells you the room’s cost, I whispered to her, “Why are you here?” I was ready for any number of answers, but the one she gave melted my heart.
“To be your whore,” she said simply.
I turned her around to face me. My eyes were wet. I began to kiss her softly, just as dominating as before, but softly, gently. “Get your hands back on the door,” I said firmly, and went back to kissing her.
“Do you want to be my whore?” I asked, between kisses.
“Yes,” she replied, breathlessly, her hands on the door above her.
“Say it,” I said.
“I want to be your whore,” she said.
“Again.”
“I want to be your whore, I want to be your whore, I want to be your whore.”