Day 2, No 1: Svetlana
I awoke to find someone in bed behind me in the dark. I think what awoke me was the hint of perfume that had me out of my mind with lust from the outset. My companion was lying still and breathing softly.
I reached behind and touched her. She took my hand firmly and spoke.
"Listen carefully. I'll say this once. My name is Svetlana, but you can call me Lana. Everyone else does. You're going to lie on your back while I use you. You are going to lie still, but you can choose to do so voluntarily or I can tie you down. You are going to remain silent, but you can do so voluntarily or I can gag you. Lie on your back, now!"
I'd only been here a couple of days, but I know enough to roll onto my back, lie still and shut up.
Lana wasted no time in straddling me and sliding down on me. No fancy stuff here, just in and out, in and out, until she started moaning which slowly increased in both pitch and volume. Eventually the sound reached its peak, from which I concluded that she did too.
However, she just kept on going, repeating the entire brief scenario a second time, and then a third and a fourth with me inside her for the entire episode.
After the fourth, however, she got off the bed briefly, coming back a few seconds later to smear a large quantity of lubricant onto me. Then she climbed back on and went for a fifth, this time using a tighter part of her anatomy. Not that the first four times had been lacking in that respect.
The fifth time was otherwise identical. Afterwards she went back to wherever she had kept the lubricant, reapplied it and went for, and managed, number six.
Six orgasms in under an hour. She seemed to be getting what she wanted. I won't say I wasn't enjoying it, and only a few days ago such an experience would have made for one of the best days of my life. Now, however, the goalposts had been moved somewhat and I had been able to last through all six without coming.
"Didn't you enjoy that?" Svetlana asked.
I had to think quickly. Why was it that torturers always seemed to contradict themselves? Should I disobey her orders to remain quiet or should I refuse to answer her question? After a moment's hesitation I decided to pretend I was gagged, and grunted as if it was the best I could do.
Svetlana seemed to understand my dilemma, and told me I could speak to answer her questions, no more.
I wasn't out of the woods yet. I decided my best option was to answer her questions directly and simply. "Yes."
"But you didn't come?"
"No."
"Why not?"
This demanded a little more detail. However, I still wanted to keep it short. "I'm not quite sure. You stimulated me well, but I've had many orgasms recently. I think maybe I need personal interaction in addition to direct genital stimulation."
"So what do you want me to do?"
So
now
she wants to know what I want? "I very much enjoyed what you did with me, or to me. I enjoyed your orgasms along with you."
"How can you enjoy my orgasms? Are you somehow connected to me?"
We were either getting to the point here, or possibly moving towards dangerous territory. "Yes, I always have an emotional connection with my sex partner. And as you can see, that applies even when the act is apparently one-sided."
"Well no, I can't see that. I want to know more. If I untie you will you stay and talk to me?
Clearly one of us had a distorted picture of the situation. "I'm not tied up, and I'll be happy to stay here and talk to you."
"Oh, yes. I told you to pretend that and you were very convincing. Sit up next to me and talk to me."
She sat on the edge of the bed and I got up and sat next to her.
I decided to test the waters and volunteer a comment on my own. "This is unusual, but I'm enjoying my time with you. I'd like to sit and talk face to face, but I'll do this any way you want."
"You wouldn't want to see me."
I thought quickly. I was sure I'd seen every one of the ladies, at least briefly, and there was no-one who was disfigured or crippled. And even if there was I'd still want to see them. "I do want to see you."
"No you don't"
I had a sister. I knew this game. "Do."
"Don't."
I remembered my sister again, and her reactions to my answer to this question. To keep on with this might be treading on thin ice. Let's change tack. "I think I know my own mind better than you."
"If you insist. Just remember, this was your decision." Svetlana stood up, took a couple of steps and the light snapped on. She stood three feet away, facing me while I looked at her.
Svetlana was medium height, medium weight, in beautiful shape, short, dark hair, pretty face, lovely dark eyes. She was average for this group of ladies, which means she was so beautiful that I would I wouldn't have dared approach her in Australia, even when I was her age, because she was simply out of my league. She was also naked, and I was reacting to her appearance...or at least one part of me was. It gave a huge twitch.
"I was right. I did want to see you."
"You haven't noticed yet have you."
What on earth was she on about? "Yes, I have noticed you are extremely beautiful."
"No, you haven't noticed my scar." She drew her finger along a thin dark line running from the outside corner of her left eye, past the corner of her mouth and down to her chin.
"No, I hadn't noticed that, but you are still beautiful."
Svetlana looked disbelievingly at me. I stood before her, put my arms around her and kissed her scar from top to bottom. I took my time and showered over forty kisses on it. It was no hardship at all.
She looked up at me. "How can you do that? All the others are so beautiful, and I am scarred."
"We all wear scars of some sort, physical, emotional or visual, and they affect the way we present ourselves to the world. The trick is not to let our perception of them overwhelm our positives, and especially not to convey our perception of them to those around us. You are genuinely beautiful. Everyone around you will see you as beautiful unless you persuade them otherwise. So, be confident and others will react to your beauty."
She looked at me, her head tilted slightly, thinking. "And if they don't?"
"There are some closed-minded people everywhere. There is nothing you can do about it and that is their loss, believe me. It is the others who make the effort worthwhile. I would like to see you, the whole Brigade, get away from here and see the world: see how others relate to you; others who haven't been infected by the propaganda against true leaders. For now, I can only tell you that I find you irresistible, especially naked."
"Then why are you over there and not here in my arms?"
Why indeed? A very good question to which there could be only one answer. I stood up and took her into my arms, and kissed her scar, her nose, her scar, her eyes, her scar, her lips...
I lifted her in my arms and carried her back to the bed, laying her on it carefully. I leaned over her and she opened herself to me. I had been right - she was irresistible. I kissed her again, and then lay down and slid steadily into her. By now I was kissing only her lips so that I could see her face, her eyes, looking back up at me. The worried look was still there, but gradually it was taken over by a glow of pleasure.
I continued to push into her, not slow and not fast, just making love to the only woman in the world. Her arms and legs wrapped around me, and her hips started paying a drumbeat against mine.