Cont. 10
The next morning I awoke to her between my legs licking and sucking my pussy like never before. She was moving her tongue in all directions, I was so far gone I couldn't be still. She stuck three fingers in me and I felt full and she was reeking havoc on my pussy and it felt good.
She came up kissed me our tongue going everywhere. Then she had me in a position that I didn't think was possible - she had me in a scissor tribbing! I had never done it before and it won't be the last time; the clit against clit just sent electricity through my body. My whole mind shut down as April reached between our legs and put her middle finger into me tapping my g-spot and before I knew it I thought I had to pee nope; I squirted!
When I felt the first stream she went down to catch the rest with her mouth. I shot at least five and I was screaming. I don't remember what I said. The next thing I knew she was kissing my face telling me to wake up. I had never passed out during sex. Well, there's a first time for everything. Then I thought how my own husband would never satisfy me ever. I knew I had to end it.
So, I sat him down and explain to him that I wasn't happy. I didn't tell him anything that happened or what I was feeling because he could have got custody of our girls. I left three weeks later and we filed for divorce. The one good thing is that I have my girls and he's a good man and will pay support until they're out of school.
11. Must have been scary and brave decision, especially with two small children?
Yes and No. Yes because I knew that when I got back to my family they was going to want to know why I left him. When I told them why I left I came out right there and my whole life got turned upside down. I got thrown out literally. I was grabbed by my shirt and pushed out the house down five concrete stairs. When I got up to get my kids I was told that once I come back to the straight side I could have them back. So what I did was went to the police station. I told them what happened. They said right now, no judge is going to grant me custody not until I have a job and a place for us to stay; so that's what did. I got a janitor position making sixteen dollars an hour. Next I bought a car, then I got a three bedroom apartment. All this took a little over one year. I could then go to court and get my girls back. I had to take four drug test , have the apartment checked for bugs and mice. Because they painted a good picture about me to the court. I'm just glad the judge believed me!
So yes, scary wasn't the word. Brave? I don't know, I was living a lie and not living for me. My family helped me more than hurt me. They thought they were hurting me but I was able to get everything that was needed to get my girls back.
12. How did I feel when I finally admitted I was gay?
I felt a lot better. I felt better about myself. I wasn't depressed all the time. I was able to be free of everything.
