Interview with a Lesbian

8. What made me gain the courage to end my marriage?

When my youngest daughter turned one I couldn't do it anymore; I wasn't happy he knew it. I had to tell him that it wasn't him and deserved someone that would make him happy. He wanted to go to counseling but I said no because I knew it wasn't going to help.

I finally told him I was not in love with him. He tried to keep me but I was done couldn't go another day pretending, so I packed and moved back to Chicago from Atlanta. I knew that if I had stayed the emotional ride I was on wasn't going to get better.

9. What made me end the charade?

I realized I was hurting someone who loved me unconditionally but couldn't love him the way he did me. When I had my nightmares he slept straight through them and I would end up watching tv until l fell back to sleep.

I really didn't want him touching me and on several occasions I actually threw up after sex with him. I never enjoyed it. I would pretend to have an orgasm and eventually enough was enough.

10. Was there a specific event that made me decide enough was enough?

Yes, actually it was my supervisor April who invited me over one Friday for a girls night out. I would always be with our girls during the day and work at night; my ex was in the military so I had no choice, but I told him he would keep the kids this one Friday night and I'd be back in the morning.

I thought nothing of it when I arrived at her home. It was six of us - four army wives and two single women, and we watched movies while eating junk food pizza, chips and drinking red wine.

After some time everyone began to leave. But I had a point of no drinking and driving for me and as she had a three bedroom home with no children. She fixed one of the rooms up for me.

I was getting ready for bed when she asked the question " Tiffany are you bi?"

At first I just looked at her with wide eyes and I said " no but have had sex with a girl before."

She said I'm gay and my gaydar has been going crazy every time you come around me. I decided right then and there to set the record straight . So I walked up to April and kissed her just lightly on the lips.

She pulled me to her and kissed me with passion and lust. I licked her lips to invite my tongue into her mouth and she parted for me our tongues did a happy dance.

I nibbled on her lips and April sucked my tongue and I was getting wetter by the second.

I grabbed her breast and they were so soft, although her nipples were as stiff as a board. April moaned when I tweaked them. I slowly took her shirt off and unclasped her bra. I was in a trance-they were beautiful , perky and bigger than mine at 38c. I couldn't wait to sink my mouth into those globes. I finished undressing her and myself. April led me to her bedroom and I laid her down and got on top of her and began kissing her again. I kissed my way to her jaw line and down to the hollow part of her throat. Licking and sucking gently but rough enough to leave a hickey on her neck. I went further down till I reached her titties and began sucking as much as I could into my mouth, while caressing the other one.

I nipped and bit her nipples hard but not hard enough to cause pain. Then I preceded down her flat stomach, kissing and licking leaving a trail of saliva along the way. I reached the top of her clean shaven mound and kissed it.

I went past her pussy to the insides of her thighs, on down one leg and back up the other one. I reached her honeypot and began taking long licks up her slit to her clit. I opened her up and slid my long ass tongue inside her; in and out doing a figure eight on her shit; I was high off her aroma it was intoxicating strawberries and cream; it was so sweet and addictive. I replaced my tongue with my middle finger going straight to her g-spot, then I put another finger in and out started finger fucking her for all I was worth; in and out , twisting , in and out. April was moaning and breathing hard. When I knew she was about to cum I backed off making beg for release. I felt sorry for her after thirty minutes of teasing so I latched onto her clit, lightly grazing it with my teeth then sucking it hard in my mouth.

She screamed so loud, cursing" OH SHIT! OH SHIT!" she was saying " OMG OMGAWD!!!!" I-IMMM CUMMMINNGGG!!!!" I caught as much as I could rode her out her orgasm. After wave after wave with bucking and moving all over the bed, I had to grab her hips to keep up with her. When she came down I moved up her body and kissed her giving her some of her girl juice I held in my mouth. I broke the passionate kiss due to lack of oxygen and I cuddled up behind her drifted into sleep happy.