"...speak now, or forever hold your peace." Elizabeth Greaves felt her heart jump as the words were spoken. For a moment she had a wild fantasy of someone, anyone, leaping to their feet and shouting a protest. The thought gripped her imagination to the point where she failed to notice the ceremony had moved smoothly forward, and that a great silence had filled the church as all gathered waited for her to speak. She came to herself in a start and shoved down her last thoughts of escape. "I do," she said.
"You may kiss the bride," came the words, like a sentence from a judge, and the face of her new husband loomed toward her. Their lips chastely touched, and she felt a surge of despair. She was now Lady Elizabeth Stanwood. She was 18 years of age. And she was joined 'til death with the most notorious scoundrel in Britain.
The reasons behind the match were simple and sensible. The Greaves were an old family, their name impeccable, untarnished. Her father, sadly, had one vice – gambling. That had proved one too many, both introducing him to the society and placing him in the power of Lord Julius Stanwood. Gambling was by far the least of Lord Stanwood's own vices, but while he had reduced his family's name to a low state the same could not be said about his finances. He had more than enough money to forgive her father's gambling debts and pay off her family's other debts beside, saving them from bankruptcy. Her father, in turn, had the power to provide Lord Stanwood with the respectable wife and legitimate heirs his reputation had thus far denied him.
Yes, everyone involved was happy to see this match,
she thought, and struggled to control herself. It would not be done to be seen to weep at her own wedding.
She had been told men considered her a prize to be caught, and not just for her family name. She had bright blue eyes set in an angelic face, and blonde hair that had been piled in ringlets atop her head for the occasion. She was vaguely aware that men found the curves of her body, newly blossomed into womanhood, desirable as well. She had never expected to become a literal prize to be gambled and lost. Every fiber of her being rebelled against it. But with her family standing on the brink of ruin, what could she do?
So I find myself here.
She realized with a start that the service had concluded during her musings, and her new husband had turned toward her. He was, she had to admit, a handsome man, for all that he was fifteen years her senior. Dark eyes stared into hers, in a fine, strong face framed by dark hair and a small, trimmed beard. In the times they had met during their month-long engagement, he had exerted himself to show off his charm and wit, both of which he proved to have in abundance, and he had avoided any hint of impropriety. But she had heard tales of his carnality, of the string of debauched and ruined maidens he had left in his wake, and she steadfastly resisted his charms. She might have no choice but to marry him, to surrender her body to his lusts, but her mind and her soul were still hers alone. She would not surrender them for a pleasing face or a charming tongue. She would not be taken in.
As they walked down the aisle, she glanced at him again, his handsome profile, his strong body, the slight smile on his lips. She would not be taken in.
***
The carriage ride through the streets of London was silent. The haste of the wedding and the reputation of the groom had insured it was a small, short affair, marked by false merriment from her family and inappropriate merriment from his guests. Elizabeth had quickly exhausted her supply of talk, and her groom seemed to sense it. She was left staring out at the passing streets, alone in her thoughts.
She could only imagine what she could be facing come the night. She had often read of poor girls forced into lives of depraved white slavery in the city's dens of sin, or of Englishwomen abroad who found themselves captured and ravished by barbaric natives. She had sometimes tried to imagine the fates of these unfortunates, naked and helpless before the bestial lusts of male brutes, and the effort would drive her into a storm of emotion that would leave her feeling dizzy and faint. Now she, herself, was drawing ever nearer to a den of sin, fully in the power of a man said to be, for all his high birth, as lascivious as any gutter blackguard or heathen savage. She felt a strange shudder pass through her body at the thought.
She came out her reverie as the carriage suddenly halted at the door of a Kensington townhouse. A footman let her out of the carriage, and she stepped toward the open door of her new home. Lord Stanwood was waiting for her by the threshold, his arms outspread. "My dear, welcome to your home," he said. She allowed him to gather her up in his arms, and she found herself surprised at his strength as he swept her over the threshold. The footman silently began to unload her luggage from the carriage.
The foyer was well-appointed, as could be expected from a man of her new husband's wealth. A landscape of the Stanwood family's country estate hung on the light yellow wall. A bronze of a faun served as a finial to the railing of the stairs to the second floor. Two pretty maids stood at the foot of the stairs, and Lord Stanwood stood her on her feet before them. Elizabeth could see they were Indian, probably not 20 years of age, and quite similar in appearance, with bobbed dark hair and large dark eyes.
"This is Nisha, and this is Usha," Lord Stanwood said. "I acquired them during my last trip to India." He smiled at the girls. "They were concubines of a rajah who had recently learned some English card games and was eager to show off his skills. He proved to be less skillful than he thought."
"Oh," she said, at a loss for other words. "That was...kind of you, to rescue them from such a plight."
He chuckled. "Yes, they were in quite a plight. The raja was an old man, and no longer able to pay them sufficient attention. If they have any complaints about their current situation, lack of attention is not one of them, I think," he said, giving the two maids a nod and letting out another chuckle. "But you don't want to hear my tales tonight. Follow them to the bathroom, so you can prepare for our wedding night."
She had begun to puzzle over the meaning of his remarks about the maids when the two of them took her by either hand and began to lead her up the stairs. "But my luggage! My nightgowns!" Elizabeth protested.