I recommend that you read INDRANI'S SEXUAL JOURNEY before reading this sequel.
Just in case you haven't read it here is a quick description of me.
My name is Indrani. I am now a thirty-four-year-old mother of one. I was born and raised in Northern India. I come from a privileged family and know that many of my work colleagues would describe me as 'a posh bitch.'
Although my husband is loving and kind, he is also innocent, meek, and passive.
Neither of us had any sexual encounters before our marriage. We were both very naΓ―ve and from very strict conservative families.
After giving birth to my son, I had a lot of free time and discovered erotic literature. The more I read the more I realised how much more there was to sex.
Despite my hard, 'posh bitch' exterior I realised that deep down I was submissive. I started to masturbate regularly and fantasize about being humiliated and degraded before being taken roughly by dominant men.
This resulted in the rapid realisation that sex with my husband would never give me what I secretly yearned for.
I am quite petite with large breasts and would often feel embarrassed when I noticed men, either passing by or work colleagues, staring at them. Despite feeling embarrassed and having now learned a lot from the erotic stories I started to realise that these men were mentally undressing me, wanting to see my naked breasts, and wanting to have sex with me.
This realisation grew into what I guess was a fetish. I desperately tried to suppress the feelings but, with increasing regularity, I would become aroused and wet each time I caught a man gazing at my bust. My imagination would run riot as I imagined him molesting me, mauling, and groping me before using me for his gratification.
The following is an account of how, having lost my naΓ―ve innocence back in India and realised many of my fantasies, I was about to return to my homeland.
For those who are interested I am five feet three inches and weigh around 130lbs.
I have shoulder length black hair and my measurements are 34DD, 30, 32.
I keep my pubic hair fully shaved for hygiene reasons and have long dark sensitive nipples.
1.
It was now more than a year since my husband, and I moved to America. I had secured a job with the American subsidiary of the company I worked for in India.
I'd tried hard to forget the humiliating sexual experiences back in India but deep down I could not deny that I had enjoyed it. My husband was still the same meek but loving person who would do anything for me but satisfying me sexually was impossible. I'd thought about trying to have an affair with an American but, was too scared.
Most of the time my deeply hidden submissive desires remained beneath the surface but on occasion, when alone in the house, I would submit to my fantasies and recall how I was abused and humiliated back in my own country.
Laying naked on my bed with two fingers buried in my wetness I would vividly recount the tea boy Raju accosting me in the toilets or being abused by his ruffian friends whilst bringing myself to a stirring climax.
These memories and the fact that I regularly masturbated while recounting them always left me feeling guilty and ashamed but deep down I knew that given half a chance I would love to experience them again.
As I travelled to work one Monday morning, little did I know that further sexual humiliation and degradation would soon be a definite possibility.
When I arrived at work my American boss, James, called me up to his office.
After knocking on his door and hearing, "enter," I opened the door and entered. I had always had a good working relationship with him but, like most of my male colleagues, he had a habit of gazing at my breasts when he spoke to me.
As you will know from my previous story, having men gaze at my breasts has always had the effect of making me feel embarrassed but at the same time aroused.
He welcomed me saying, "good morning, Indrani, please come and take a seat."
I was acutely aware of him gazing at my breasts which were somewhat accentuated by the tight-fitting front fastening kameez I was wearing.
As I sat in front of his desk his gaze swiftly moved back up to my face.
He smiled and said, "Last Friday I received a request from your old boss Khaleed asking if I could spare you for a week or so. Apparently, he is in negotiations with his largest customer for a multi-million Dollar contract and the owner, a guy called Jack, has insisted that you visit India to assist in finalizing the deal."
Just hearing the name Jack instantly brought back memories of him buying me at the infamous auction and then later, in his hotel room, where he forced me to behave shamefully. The way in which he had used and humiliated me still made me feel ashamed now.
However, together with the memory of how he had used and abused me was a truth I could not deny; I'd had the best and most pleasurable orgasms ever with him.
My thoughts were interrupted by James saying, "It sounds as though you have quite reputation back home and if this multi-million Dollar deal is dependent on you helping to finalise the deal, then I think that you should go. What do you think?"
I was in no doubt as to why Jack had requested my return to India but by agreeing to go, I felt like I was admitting to being a cheap slut as I said to James, "I'm not sure."
I noticed that his gaze had dropped to my breasts once more as he said, "I asked your old boss Khaleed why it had to be you rather than your replacement in India to help finalise this deal."
Since starting afresh in America James had been the perfect boss and always a gentleman but I had the sudden feeling that this was about to change as he continued, "do you know what he said?"
"No."
He said, "I'll send you a video which might explain Indrani's reputation here in India."
I was suddenly lost for words and wished that the floor would open and swallow me as James continued, "I watched the video just before you arrived this morning."
When I had learned about the video that had been recorded in India showing me naked, being humiliated and abused by Jack in his room after he had bid for me at the auction, my biggest fear was that it would be shared by many others.
I felt as though I was frozen to the seat and unable to move as James stood and walked over to the office door. I tensed as I heard the unmistakeable 'click' of the door being locked.
He then walked back, stood behind me and, placing his hands onto my shoulders said, "I think you could be an even bigger asset to the company here than I thought."
As he spoke, he moved his hands slowly down from my shoulders until they were resting on my breasts. Part of me wanted to protest, to grab his hands and pull them off me, but old and familiar feelings of submission filled my senses as he began to maul and squeeze them whilst saying, "I'm sure that you do not want anybody else here to see the video."
I did and said nothing as he began unfastening my kameez. He started at the neck releasing each button in turn. The kameez I was wearing was one of my favourites. It held my large breasts firmly and securely negating the necessity for a bra.