When it comes to stalking, I think I find the idea of watching just as hot as actually taking you. When you're in your home, the place you feel most secure in the entire world, and you don't know you aren't alone. You don't know I've seen you at your most vulnerable. And you don't know how unsafe you really were, what could happen if I got a little too caught up in the moment.
That's why I got a job working for your building's managers. I thought it would take a while, but I was able to copy your apartment's key in less than two weeks. I was so excited the first time I let myself in, you wouldn't believe it. Looking in through the window was one thing, but being there was another. Touching your clothes, your sheets, it all smelled like you.
I'd planned to wait longer, to come visit a few more times while you were gone, but I couldn't. No chance. So I took the crushed up sleeping pills out of my pocket and put the powder in the water bottle you keep in the fridge. I'd been careful with the dose. With your body-weight, you'll go under pretty deep but you won't be in danger.
I put the bottle back and went to your closet to wait. It took longer than usual for you to get home, but I didn't mind. This was going to be our special night, so I could wait as long as it took. Finally, you came home. It was nice getting to listen to you uninterrupted. The time flew by, but it was barely even getting dark when you stumbled into the room and collapsed on the bed. You didn't even take your clothes off, it was so cute.
I came out of the closet, nice and easy, and just watched you for a bit. You looked so pretty. Gently, I brushed the hair off of your face and ran my finger across your lower lip; it was something I'd been dreaming about for a long time.
When I figured it had been long enough for the sleeping pills to put you as deep as you were going to go, I carefully went about taking off your clothes and zip-tying your wrists and ankles to the bed. You did groan and wiggle a bit, but that only made me happier. Last, the ball-gag; it was a shame you wouldn't be able to talk properly but hearing your voice at all would be more than enough for me.
After that, I just had to wait a little bit more. It was difficult not to touch your body, but it was important that you be awake and aware for our first time. By the time you came to, it was completely dark out, but I could tell you could see me from the sounds you made when you opened your eyes.
This was an expression I'd never seen on you, you were so scared and it was wonderful. Your eyes got so wide and you shook your head so hard, but that was all you could do. I might've been the only person in the world to see you like that.