Feeling a rush of excitement, as the new day meant no punishments, Mae quickly got dressed. Having woken extra early, Mae found herself surprised to find Jack already sitting at the kitchen table.
"Good morning, sweet girl." Jack smiled at her.
"You're up earlier than usual."
"Yes, as are you. I figured you might be, so I wanted to be sure I would be awake to greet you."
"You mean to keep a close eye on me."
"Maybe, you're rather nice to look at after all. Come and sit down. I'll make you breakfast."
"I can make it myself." Mae smiled sweetly and venomously back at him. Making her way through the kitchen.
"It wasn't a request, and you better address me correctly, little girl. Remember, you can still receive punishments today-they just won't be physical. Consider this your only warning."
"Yes, Sir," Mae grumbled as she sat down. Deciding that fighting over breakfast wasn't worth a punishment.
The day wore on, and Jack did indeed keep an eye on her. Hovering over her, everywhere she went, she constantly felt his eyes on her and his presence. Brushing her teeth, reading a book, going to her room, it didn't matter. Jack was there. The house began to feel smaller and smaller and Jack larger and larger.
"Can you stop!" Mae finally said as the claustrophobia began closing in on her.
"Whatever do you mean?"
"If you keep watching me, waiting for me to mess up, I'm guaranteed to. How am I supposed to trust you if you don't trust me?"
"It's not like you've been exactly trustworthy, Mae."
"And you have?! You've given me such good reasons to trust you?" Mae yelled.
"Do you need to excuse yourself until you can have a calm, grown-up, conversation with me, without yelling?" Jack suggested more than asked. Mae shoved him away from her, but he only caught her wrists in his hands. Mae tried to pull away from him.
"No, I can fu-" Mae caught herself just in time "-reaking yell at you if I want to yell at you! You f- you a- you're so annoying!" The sentence came out disjointed, as she stopped herself from adding several choice words for Jack, with the memory of the soap still lingering on her tongue.
As Mae tried to pull away from Jack's grip, he only held firm, and led her to a corner in her bedroom. Shoving her nose into the corner, Jack merely held her there while Mae fought against him.
"You're taking a time-out little girl. Since you want to act like a child, I'll treat you as one. Now, unless you want to escalate this to a physical punishment, you better keep your position and nose in the corner when I release you. Understood?"
Grinding her teeth and making fists with her hands, Mae grumbled out, "Yes, sir."
Releasing her, Jack waited momentarily to see if Mae would disobey. Though humiliated, Mae stayed in position, not wanting to incur a physical punishment. Heat rose from her fingertips through her whole body as she stayed still.
"I'm putting five minutes on the timer. Perhaps you can be a good girl and talk with me calmly after that, huh?"
Mae inhaled deeply as she rolled her eyes and kicked the wall on a quick exhale. As time slowly passed, Mae found herself getting more agitated, if possible. She wanted to scream and never stop.
Though Jack had walked away from her, Mae could still feel his presence in the room and didn't dare move away from the wall.
Hearing a timer beep, Mae continued to wait at the wall, just in case Jack was testing her.
"That's time. Come, kneel in front of me, Mae."
Mae turned around to see Jack sitting on the bed, looking at her and pointing to the ground in front of him. Appalled at the suggestion. Mae simply stayed standing where she was.
"I'm trying to hold up my side of the deal, Mae. If you don't want a physical punishment, then you need to listen to me. The first time I ask."
Stomping over and crossing her arms, Mae kneeled down in front of Jack.
"Good girl." Jack said as he patted her head and made adjustments to her position. Which included spreading her knees apart.
"Now, you can talk to me and I will listen as long as it's respectful. I value your thoughts and feelings and always want to take them into consideration." Jack said calmly, but Mae only scoffed and rolled her eyes. Jack's own eyes narrowed on Mae.
"You don't believe me?"
"Yeah, I don't think you were taking either my thoughts or my feelings into consideration when you kidnapped me."
"Whether or not you believe it, I absolutely did. I knew it would be hard for you, as I know it is still hard for you. I know we will be able to move past that eventually, though. You will realize, in time, how much you needed me. How safe you will feel with me." Mae began laughing coldly, the idea completely absurd to her. And then, quite suddenly, she felt as if she might start crying and never stop. Blinking rapidly, Mae tried her best to keep her tears away. She wanted to go back to anger, where she felt a bit more in control.
"I know you can't see it now, but I promise you will." Jack smiled down at her. Rolling her eyes, Mae let his words stoke the fire in her.
"Now," Jack said as he stood up. "I believe you rolled your eyes at me three times?" Jack asked as he grabbed a notebook and a pen. "You will write, 'I will not roll my eyes' 300 times, and 'I will respect my Master' 100 times for that sweet little push earlier."
"You can't be serious." Mae's fury was almost steaming out of her.
"I know. I also think I'm probably being too generous as well. Should I make it more for your little tantrum?"
"You're the whole reason for my 'little tantrum,' you wouldn't leave me alone."
"Even so, I expect respect even when I frustrate you. I'm sure I will frustrate you in the future, but you need to communicate. Not throw little fits like a child."
Huffing Mae said, "You are not my master, so I'm not writing it." Perhaps the lines she could've done without as much pushback, but she drew the line at master.
"Am I not? I sure mastered that sharp little tongue of yours. I can make it more lines, so you have a chance to really grasp it if you prefer?" Jack asked as he held the notebook out for Mae.
"No, sir," Mae grumbled.
"Alright, I would get started then. You have 24 hours to complete all of the lines. I want them neat and in good handwriting, or I'll add more lines for you to write."
"24 hours?! There's no way I can write all of those lines by then."
"I suggest you get started, then." Jack smiled in satisfaction, and Mae had to close her eyes to keep from rolling them.
Triumphant Jack left the room, confident that the lines would keep Mae distracted and out of trouble, for at least the rest of the day.
Sitting at the desk in her room, Mae began by numbering each line. It ended up being almost 12 pages, which didn't seem as much as Mae originally thought.
After only the second page and about 35 minutes later, Mae's hand was already exhausted. Rubbing it out, she stood up and stretched, while looking for something to kick or hit to let out her anger. Even though this was never something she had to endure in school, she felt exactly like a scolded school child and it irritated her.
Sighing, and wanting the punishment over with, Mae sat down to start again. Still, she rebelled in a way that wouldn't get her in trouble. As she wrote out each 'I will not roll my eyes' down over and over, she made the 'not' tiny, and almost unreadable. Although you could still see it, at first glance it made it appear as if she wrote 'I will roll my eyes.' Okay, perhaps it wasn't very rebellious, but she felt satisfied all the same.
Every once in a while, Mae sensed Jack watching her from the doorway. When this occurred, she felt like breaking the pen and throwing it at him, or trying to stab him with it. Instead, her grip only tightened, and she refused to look at him.
Hours later, multiple breaks, and with less than three pages left, Mae moved on to begin writing, 'I will respect my master.'
Mae wrote each line similar to a meme she saw a long time ago. The line ended up looking more like 'I will rEsPeCt my mAsTEr.' Again, perhaps not the most rebellious, but at least showed exactly how she felt about having to write those lines. Forty-five minutes later, Mae sat back in her chair, completely finished. Sighing, she rubbed out her aching wrist.
Standing and stretching her limbs, Mae looked out her window. She couldn't help but admire the view. The golden hour sun warmed the leaves and sprinkled down on the ground, coating it in dark honey. Placing a hand on the window, and another on the collar forever around her neck, Mae considered the barriers that kept her so far away from the world that looked so close.
"Dinner's ready." Jack's voice ripped Mae from her thoughts as she looked at the person responsible for all the barriers to begin with.
Grabbing the notebook, Mae met Jack at the doorway. "I've finished."
Taking the notebook, Jack stroked her head. "Good girl. I'll look at it after dinner."
They ate silently for a moment until Jack said, "What were you thinking about?"
"What?"