About a week had passed since I'd last met with Todd, and I had thought fleetingly about it, but the following day I had a race and did well in it, so I chalked it up to the therapy I was receiving. There was something strange about the way I thought of him, though. I felt as if he was getting something out of these sessions that I wasn't aware of and that I should be a little wary of him. On the other hand, the therapy was definitely working and that was undeniable.
On the day that was exactly one week from our last session I had a few things to do for the day, errands and such. But at one point I felt a strong urge to talk to him. I suppressed it at the time as I had things to get done, but as the day went on, the need grew stronger. Finally, I rushed home and found him online.
We exchanged pleasantries and I told him I didn't know why but I felt like I needed to meet up with him today. He acted surprised and said that he was busy as well. Normally I would have blown it off, but the need was growing steadily.
"Please, Todd. I know it sounds like begging a little, but I really feel like we need to meet up today. Can you come over here at least?"
"Well, I don't know. I've got some places to be. I really shouldn't."
"Please. Look, I don't know why, but I really feel like I need to meet you. Like it's essential to my therapy or something. I'll pay you if you want to." I was pleading now. I was aware of letting my guard down, but it really felt like a drug I needed or something. I needed, somehow or another, to see this man.
"No, I was doing this as a favor to you. I don't want your money," he said. I was becoming anxious now.
"Look, Todd. I know this all sounds strange, but please. I'll do anything. Whatever you want."
There was brief pause in our exchange, and then his message came back to me as I sat there in front of my computer impatiently waiting. Why am I acting like this? I wondered.
"What do you mean by 'anything'?" he asked. "You sound like you need to see me pretty bad."
"I do, and I'm not sure why. I just feel I really need to meet up with you today," I said.
"That's interesting. I wonder why? Has the therapy been working for you?"
"Yes, it's been working great actually. Just for some reason I felt like I needed to get with you. So what do you say?" I asked, hopefully.
"Well, I'm really busy. I don't know if today is a good idea. I'm doing these sessions in my free time, you know?"
I was becoming more and more needy and frantic. I couldn't control myself. "Look, really. I'll do anything. Anything at all. I really need it."
"Well, we'll discuss 'anything'. I guess I can swing by if you need me that bad," he said.
I was suddenly relieved. "Great! Come on by." For some unknown reason, my dick twitched and started getting hard in my shorts. I couldn't deny my excitement, though I had no idea why. Why in the hell am I getting hard? I wondered.
"Ok, be there shortly," he said.
I sat on the couch, pensive and impatient. Finally, after an eternity, I heard him drive up.
I invited him in and we chatted in the living room, next to the couch. "So, sorry about all this, I don't know what came over. I'm glad you came, though."
"It's ok. I didn't understand the urgency. Why do you feel like you need it so bad?" he asked.
"I don't know. As the day grew on, I felt a stronger and stronger urge to contact you. Maybe it's about the therapy, like it's going to stop working or something. What do you think?"
"I don't know, really. So, what did you mean by, 'anything'?" he asked with one eyebrow raised.
"Well, I mean, anything, I guess. I was getting a little frantic. What do you want? Are you sure you don't want me to pay you?" I said.
"No, no money. You sound a little suggestive when you say that, though. Are you sure you're not asking for something in particular?"
Confused, I said, "I don't think so...I just feel like I really need your therapy...I..."
He cut me off, "It looks to me like you're asking for something, alright." He eyed me up and down, deliberately. "Your therapy is working fine. I think you just need me around you is what I think. In fact, I'll bet there's a part of me you want more than anything else." His hand moved to his crotch and caressed the bulge in his slacks beneath his round belly.
"What?" I said, defensively. "No, I don't mean that!" I was mildly shocked, but then also noticed the bulge in my own shorts. So did he, apparently.
"Why do you have a bulge in your shorts, too? I believe we met on a male for male chatroom, right? I think you need something of mine, alright," he said. He took a half step toward me. I backed up a little toward the couch, until I felt it behind my legs.
"Wait, I think you've got me all wrong. I was just curious. I'm straight, really. I just wanted your therapy."
"Oh," he said, stopping. "I see. Well, I can see I've made a mistake. I should go. Sorry about that," he said. He turned toward the door.
All at once I had a panicked desire to stop him. "Wait!" I shouted. "Please, don't go. I just...I thought you'd help me with my therapy like you said."