A few days later, she received an email thanking her for her interest and letting Angie know that they appreciated taking the time to watch their video and inviting her to come for a tour sometime soon. They made a big point of explaining to her that they had day and night tour slots available and that she was welcome to come see the grounds and speak to one of their game wardens about the process or watch an actual hunt in progress from a safe distance.
She hadn't actually watched the video yet. Until now, Angie had done her level best to avoid it and tried to get back to normal. Begging her ex-boyfriend to choke her harder and tell her what a whore she was probably wasn't all that normal, though, and so far that had been the highlight of her week. Even that asshole wasn't rough enough to get this horrible urge out of her system, though.
So that night, she wasted half of her evening watching that damn video. She'd told herself that if she made it through without fingering herself, then she'd delete the email and block the sender. That hadn't happened, though. She'd finally been forced to start touching herself after a woman who looked just enough like her to pretend that she was the one being violently spit-roasted on screen in a dirty barn somewhere.
After that, she'd promised herself that she'd only edge herself and that she wouldn't cum. After she came once, she promised she wouldn't do it again. She couldn't keep any of those promises, though. By the end of the night, she was grinding her vibe against her sore clit while she rewatched the whole thing. She even came to the polite woman in the intro, warning her that what followed was "exceptionally graphic footage and that viewer discretion was strongly advised."
She just couldn't help it. Every part of this revolted her, but that revulsion somehow made her cum harder. She ended up falling asleep on her couch exhausted, and that night, she dreamed of having her face ground into the dirt while strangers she never even saw told her she was nothing but a hole.
She woke up in the morning feeling positively depraved. She hadn't been like this since... well, since college, probably. Her first instinct was to call in sick from work and invite someone over to help her relieve this stress instead. She didn't, though. Instead, she responded to the email and told them she'd love to attend a live show at their earliest convenience. After all, how could she turn down an invitation to watch the real thing after the videos of it made her feel like this?
A few hours later, she received a reply, confirming her appointment at seven p.m. on Saturday and instructing her to wear something warm and bright since the weather was cooling off and they wanted her to be easily visible.
That was great news, except for the fact that Saturday was still days away. Just thinking about that was enough to make Angie die a little inside.
'You want to come over and play hooky from work so you can play with me instead?' she texted her boyfriend, including a picture of her dressed only in her stained, damp panties. She looked desperate, but she didn't care. She just wanted someone to make this better.
When he replied with excuses about how he couldn't because he had way too much going on, she broke up and blocked him on the spot, which was enough to make her smile. She'd been meaning to end things with him for almost two weeks now. There really wasn't even a point in dating a man if she could get this horny.
Angie took a nice long shower, confident in the knowledge that she could now let whatever happened to happen on this tour without any guilt as a single woman. More importantly, though, she could figure out how to stave off her lust for the next few days.
Though she did end up going to work, she ended up getting very little done. Instead, she found herself sitting in her little cubicle, fantasizing about all the ways her tour could go horribly wrong, and talking to weirdos on Reddit and Tinder about the things she wanted them to do to her.