How My Husband Changed And Made Me Do Horrible Things!
I am very disappointed with my marriage to Graham! I guess I was like a lot of lovesick young women - the first time a good looking man takes notice of me I just fall at his feet. Graham had been one of those good looking men all of us girls had just dreamed about. I knew he was a keen sportsman and had won lots of medals and cups but didn't dream he would ever look at me seriously. I was a member of the cheer squad which danced at the football matches during my college years and it was at one of these after game functions that I first met Graham properly. Previously he had just been someone I laid awake in bed dreaming about!
Graham came over to me when there was a bit of a break in the party and asked me if I was enjoying myself. I was taken aback because as far as I knew he had never even noticed me much less spoken to me! Blushing I told him I was enjoying the party and was very pleased our team had won the game today. He didn't move away and stayed by my side for quite a while just talking about everything in general with me. I couldn't believe my luck. Most of the prettier girls were giving me ugly glances but I chose to ignore them. Graham refreshed my drink for me and didn't seem as if he wanted to leave me. I just couldn't understand this but certainly didn't mind in the slightest! The party was almost over and Graham asked me if he could see me home! I just couldn't believe my ears.
Of course I accepted and when the time came he led me out to his car. I had been out with quite a few boys before this time but whilst not wishing to downplay these boys they were just not in the same class as Graham. Although I had been groped by some of these boys I just took this as normal treatment of a girl by them and didn't protest too much. The boys had felt up my tits and gave them quite a few squeezes and some even removed my blouse and bra and played with my naked tits but nothing much happened. Oh, there was one boy who had not attempted to play with my tits and had run his hand up my leg when we were sitting in his car. I didn't know what to do so I just let him run his hand right up until he reached my panties. He ran his fingers inside and touched my pussy but I slapped his hand before he went any further and that was the end of that!
Once we were in his car he asked where I lived and proceeded to drive towards my home. When we were quite near my home he slowed down and asked me if I would like to go out on a date with him. I was amazed. He was actually asking me for a date and I hardly knew him and I was sure he didn't really know me either.
I accepted his request and arranged for him to pick me up the following evening when he was to go to a party for one of his friends. Once we reached my home, he leaned over and kissed me lightly on the lips and said, "Goodnight Julie, I will see you at 7.00pm tomorrow evening. The party is very informal and so you can dress casually just so long as you look as lovely as you do tonight!" Stunned, I left his car and as he drove off, he waved to me. Everyone was asleep so I couldn't tell them about my luck.
As the day dragged on I just couldn't wait to get home and get ready for the party. I had decided what I would be wearing and really wanted to look my best. I guess I should say that I am still a virgin. I am 19 years old, not very tall and although my figure is in reasonable proportions to my height I am not what anyone would call attractive! My breasts are not very big but what there is of them is nicely shaped but I am constantly aware of the fact I have practically no nipples! There is a very small lump where they are in the middle of my breasts but they don't protrude at all. I am very embarrassed by this lack of nipples. Around these very small lumps however I have quite large areolas which are rather dark compared with the rest of my breasts. I have always worn a bra which hides this lack of nipples - even when I am with other girls and have showers I usually find a place where I can either wear my bra or swim suit top or at least not be seen by others.
I am very fair skinned and never go out sunbathing for fear of getting badly sunburnt preferring to be an all-over pale body with practically no tan lines at all. My hair is quite dark - not black but very dark and my pubic bush is the same color. I know other girls trim or even shave their pubic hair but I prefer to leave mine alone and let it grow as nature intended. I guess I am not too bad looking but I am very critical of my own appearance. My legs are my best assets because they are wonderfully slim and very well shaped and for my height they are quite long.
Once I reached home I prepared for my date with Graham. I laid out the clothes I intended wearing and had one last look to make sure I had chosen wisely. I had chosen a delightful cotton sundress with very thin shoulder straps to keep it up. I had also picked out my prettiest bra which was really a strapless bra so that the straps wouldn't show. My knickers were quite small but certainly adequate for the occasion and being warm weather I decided against wearing stockings or pantyhose preferring to go with bare legs. My shoes were almost like sandals having very little heel - I am not ashamed of my lack of height and prefer to wear what is comfortable rather than totter about on higher heels. I shaved my legs and my underarms and then showered for a long time making sure I was completely clean. As I dried myself I looked at my body in the mirror and decided, apart from my lack of nipples, I didn't look too bad really! Next I sprayed cologne over my body to make me smell nicely and applied my usual lipstick and other makeup.
Once I was dressed I surveyed my image in the mirror and decided I was pretty enough for Graham! Right on the dot of 7.00pm he arrived at our front door and I rushed to greet him. I introduced him to my parents and my brother and then we left for the party. Graham was a perfect gentleman all the time and after all the rumors I had heard about him I was quite surprised! He actually had quite a reputation for having sex with all the girls he went out with but tonight he was wonderful. The party was rather wild and not my scene but I didn't mind putting up with all the noise and drinking because I was with Graham. I was also surprised when he only had three drinks for the whole evening and when I asked him about this he replied, "Julie, I am having a wonderful time with you and I certainly don't want to spoil the evening by drinking too much. After all I am responsible for you and must make sure no harm come to you!" I just couldn't believe my ears - this was the wild Graham speaking just like a gentleman one reads about in books!