I can't believe its only been six months since the day in the alley.... So much has changed. I lost my job, family, friends, sense of self and any dignity I once had. I can barely remember who I used to be at this point. To begin catching you up I will tell you how I lost my job.
For a few days after the men came to my home everything settled down and was normal. If you ignored the handful of men who came to use me every day after they saw my nudes and information on social media. It was, in some twisted way, extremely hot finding out just how many of my friends were only friends with me because they were hoping they could fuck me. My favorite so far were the ones who were cruel to me because I had to be reduced to a total slut before I would sleep with them. Their anger and demeaning comments filed my desire.
I found myself obsessively reading the comments that had been left on my nudes any time I had free time. With every additional "friend" who showed up at my door my emotions got more and more twisted. The deep feeling of betrayal that every man I had ever met had looked at photos of me being clearly raped and yet none had helped me. Thinking about how instead of helping me, over 50 men that ranged from someone I had thought of as my best friend all the way to men I had only met once in passing had decided to join in my nightmare left me feeling empty but also deeply desirable. At times I started catching myself thinking that I deserved this humiliation for leading them on in the first place.
One of the men showed me how he had made a group chat. He let me scroll through it as he used my asshole. I found that most of the men who had fucked me were sharing the photos and videos they had taken of me for the others to see and commenting on them. I think he was trying to humiliate me but when I saw there was over a thousand people in the chat I couldn't help cumming on his cock. With those numbers I knew they must have invited their friends and that I wasn't likely to get a break anytime soon from the line of men outside my door. As punishment for that orgasm after he came in me he then emptied his bladder in me as well while he filmed it for the chat.
After about 2 weeks I had almost gotten used to this new life until one day I saw the man from the alley enter my work. He grinned wickedly at me before walking up to my boss and showing him something on his phone. I felt my whole body tense in alarm. I couldn't imagine what he was doing but I had a bad feeling that the last place I was able to escape being nothing more than a set of holes for a man's pleasure was going to be taken from me. The thrill that thought sent through my body made me flush bright red with embarrassment as I hated how much I had changed. Before I would have never thought my value depended on if men found my body useful for their pleasure and it scared me seeing how much my mental state had changed in such a short period of time.