I left that night in despair. What was I going to do now? I needed to make rent soon and I was without a job. I spent a couple of nights at the bar, doing the usual, making $80 - $100 sucking cocks. Then one night, my world crashed down. Bruce, the bartender stopped me on my way in. He told me he knew what I was up to and that it was getting out, and I was to stop coming into their bar at all. He was nice enough to offer to let me stay at his place if I was evicted, paying him handsomely, he said with a wink and a grab of his crotch.
I'd had enough. I was exhausted and didn't have it in me to protest. I spent four days trying to find honest work. The only job I was called back for was working the cash register at a fast food restaurant for minimum wage. It wasn't appealing. Then I saw an ad for a sex phone worker. I put on my best business outfit and headed to the address. To my dismay, the woman behind the desk explained how it all worked. It would cost me nearly $300 just to get started and then they got a huge cut of the money. I broke down into tears explaining that I didn't have the money to start and was looking for a way to pay my bills. She seemed to really understand the position I was in and gave me an email address of a man who might know of other work for me.
I went home and sent an email to the address she gave me. I explained I was hard working, eager to learn, had a great grade point average in high school and was a member of many clubs. I got a reply almost instantly telling me to sign into a chat room with directions on how to do so. I was nervous but excited. When I signed in, I got a private message from a man name Chuck. Our chat was interesting.
so you are looking for work?
yes sir, I am in need of a job and very interested in whatever you can give me.
I might have a job for you. Did Betty explain the nature of my business?
no sir, she only told me that you might have something to suit me.
Ok, well having been to Betty, you likely know this is in the adult entertainment industry.
Oh, ok, what exactly do you do?
I do a lot of things. I have models who perform adult acts in movies. Are you interested in that kind of work?
Oh no sir, I can't be in a porn movie.
Well, then there is another option, though maybe not as a profitable for you.
Please explain
Well, I have some models who entertain men privately
You mean prostitution?
Some people may call it that. It depends. My more attractive models are usually paid just to be dates for men who don't have the time or energy to have relationships. Maybe accompany them to business dinners or awards ceremonies. Some of those models may, at times and at their discretion, have some form at intimacy with those men.
Well, I guess that sounds ok. It is at their discretion?
Don't get ahead of yourself, little one. I said my more attractive models. It all depends on what you are worth. A successful and wealthy man may pay to spend an evening with a highly attractive woman. Are you highly attractive? Describe yourself
Ok, I think I am attractive. I have shoulder length brown hair, green eyes, a nice smile.
That's all good to know, but I am looking for more like height, weight, bra size, cellulite?
Um, Ok, well I am 5'3", 140lbs, 36C, in decent shape.
Ok, I appreciate your honesty. Decent shape is not really what is attractive here in Miami. I am sure you understand.
So, wait, do you mean you have nothing for me?
Well, I do at times take on more normal girls, but you would have do much more for that role.
What would I have to do?
Anything that is requested.
With that I froze. I was desperate, but was I ready to be pimped out by some stranger? I felt good about my looks a few minutes ago, and now suddenly feel ashamed and ugly.
I guess you aren't interested?
Was I? I wasn't sure.
How much money?
Oh, it will vary based on how many hours you want to work and how you compare to the other girls in looks and abilities. I don't know that you are the right fit. You seem uncomfortable.
Please wait, I am surprised, but not sure I am uncomfortable.
Have you ever or could you ever see yourself having sex for money?
I sat there for a few minutes and then typed, yes.
Ok, then if you want to do this, I need to see you. I want to go to the Mad Hatter on the corner of 89th tomorrow at noon. It will be busy. Sit at the bar. Order a drink. Are you old enough to drink?
I am 18.
Ok, then order a coke. Wear a white blouse, a short skirt, what color is your shortest skirt?
black
Ok, wear that black short skirt and white blouse. Once you are about halfway through your soda, go to the bathroom. I will have left a coin next to your soda. The coin is your ranking. A quarter is the best, a nickel is the lowest I will accept. If you don't have a nickel, I am truly sorry but you will need to seek employment elsewhere. If you are a quarter, you can write your own ticket, choosing the men you see and setting your limit list high. If you are a nickel, you will have no choice with who you see and will need to have very very few limits. Is this clear to you?
I think so. What do you mean by limits?
We'll discuss later if you fit in. After you get your coin, sign back into this site at 4pm if you want to work for me.
With that I signed off. I got up early the next morning and worked hard curling my hair, applying my make up and doing my best to look my best. I couldn't believe I was doing this, but I figured, as I took one last look in the mirror, I am at least $0.15. I made my way down to the place he mentioned and did as he said. It was packed in there, and very chaotic. I felt like everyone had their eyes glued to me, but in reality only one man did. It felt weird cause I couldn't tell who he was. I sipped my soda for about 20 minutes, then got up to go the bathroom. I stayed in there, looking in the mirror while other girls came and went. I found myself checking them all out, wondering if they were hotter than me. I felt more insecure than ever in my life.
Finally I returned to my drink. It was a long walk back. My legs were shaking. I got to my stool and looked down to see a nickel staring up at me. I know I must have turned red. I stood up, grabbed my purse and rushed out of there. I spent the next three hours crying. I felt ugly, and desperate. Maybe I should return home. I had been lying to all my friends as if my lover and I were finally together. It finally hit me that I was a stupid girl who wasn't wanted. I thought I should go home, get in college and take the humiliation of not being able to make it on my own.
But something else happened. At 3:55, I was at the computer, logged in, waiting for Chuck. Chuck signed in right on time.
Hello Nicky, I am glad you are here.
You are glad? But I am only a nickel?
I understand you are likely disappointed. But you have to understand, this is the land of breast implants, tans and models. It is hard to compete. Perhaps as you work hard, you can move to a dime in awhile.