--- Chip 4
Watching each poker hand go by, watching Greg throw down the winning cards multiple times and gaining a significant chip count over his friends. The strategy is working it seems. His friends are staying in hands they shouldn't be in order to have a chance to play if Greg throws a task chip.
"It's a good one!" Greg announces as he tosses a task in the middle. Everyone, including me leans in with curiosity. It must be special for Greg to draw attention.
"Sit on Lap, petting permitted" everyone mumbles under their breath.
My mind instantly recalls Greg telling me the chips before his friends arrived. Sit on Lap, that's all he said! He left out the part of petting permitted. "Oh that's interesting." I say sitting back up. Contemplating what does petting permitted mean exactly? Am I supposed to pet them, or are they going to pet me?
I don't have to think about it too long. Ryan asks almost instantly "Petting permitted? What does that mean? You want us to touch your wife?" Hearing Ryan talk about me in the third person as if I don't have a say puts a feeling of consensual groping in my head. It gets me excited, the thought of another man placing his hands on me while Greg is watching and approving. How far would he let it go?
"Only if you want to. But yes if she doesn't stop your touch, then you may pet my wife." Greg says back to the table and I could hear the anxiety in his voice. He didn't get approval from me before on this task. He also knows he kept it a bit of half-truth. He looks at me with one eyebrow lifted seeking acceptance or a response from me.
"Consider me a prize won at an adult themed carnival." After saying the words I can't take it back now. But it was scary to say, and I can hear my own pulse. Did I just compare myself to a blow up doll or an oversized teddy bear? Either way, I gave permission for them to touch me. I've met these guys before, they are Greg's friends, I've never thought about the idea of them touching me. I can feel my knees shake a little surrounding the nerves.