"Hun, do you remember our talk a while back? The one about fantasies we have?" Greg said to me after we were cleaning up the kitchen from dinner.
Of course I remembered the conversation, how could I forget. It was a moment of bonding for us. Sharing our desires we keep behind the real world, used for moments of self-gratification. "Oh, yeah I think so, I almost forgot about that."
"Well you said something I couldn't forget, one of the genres you search for." He was rinsing off his hands after loading the last dish into the washer and closing the door.
I grabbed the wet towel and begin to wipe down the table and counters. "Oh?" was my interjection. Uh oh, now which genre was he talking about. We shared a few different searches. I could feel my body chemistry start to test the direction.
"Yeah, the one about paying off a debt or something. The repair man shows and we can't afford it so I offer you as payment." He was leaning against the sink drying off his hands. "I was thinking more about it, and there might be a way we can try where we both benefit."
"You have been thinking about it huh? Alright, let's hear this idea." Numerous story lines from videos and short stories I have already consumed begin reeling through my head. Plumber, handyman, car repo man, neighbor mowing the lawn. The thought of using my body as a payment for a debt. Being used in a way that I can still receive pleasure. Lifting my enjoyment enhances the value for both sides.
"You can say no, I just want to be clear about that, and if you do I will drop it completely." I love Greg and his ability to make me comfortable around him. "This is an idea I have had for a weeks now, so it sounds better in my head, but I will try to explain it." Greg takes a deep breathe, puffing his chest and letting it fall. I can tell he is nervous about this conversation and a critical moment is upon it.