Nikolai floated alongside Lora as they wended through the attic. "Problems?"
Lora offered a shrug, wincing as a sharp pain zinged down her arm.
"What's wrong?"
"We had a run-in with the spider. I must have landed on my shoulder wrong when the spider jumped on me." She lifted her good arm to rub the back of her skull. "My head hurts, too."
Nikolai had arranged some spindle chairs in Damia's room. Lora headed for one and sat heavily, suddenly exhausted.
Oliver held out his hands, but stopped short of touching her. "Let's take a look."
Lora slid her shirt off one arm.
Two red puncture wounds near the strap of her tank top explained the sore shoulder. Angry lines radiated from the wounds.
"Looks like the spider got his fangs into you."
Seeing the injury made it throb. "I'll take some antibiotics." She could see her supply of medicine disappearing quickly.
Nikolai hovered, brow furrowed. "You should be able to use your magic to heal yourself. Who knows what poison might be in that bite? Human antibiotics might not do it."
She suspected Nikolai was trying to get her to feel comfortable draining him. "I don't know how to do that."
"You'll need a surfeit of energy. Take some from me. It'll be good practice."
"Uh." Lora had no desire to put on a show for everyone.
"What do you mean, her magic?" Lelo demanded, as she shot from her chair and rounded on Lora. "You have magic?"
Too weary to argue or defend herself, Lora tried to make it sound uninteresting. "Apparently, this place has activated something dormant in me. It's all new and Nikolai's helping me figure it out."
"Take energy from me," Nikolai insisted. "You can save the naked stuff for when you need big amounts of power. Healing that bite shouldn't take much. Since I'm a willing donor, it should be an easy transfer."
Lora closed her eyes and sent her magic out. With so many people crowded into the room, their energies mingled. It was tempting to grab all that power. Then she wouldn't feel tired at all. Nikolai's was easy to distinguish, feeling a lot more chilly than the others. Her magic slid over him, drinking energy in.
True to his word, he didn't fight. Power flowed to her, rejuvenating her flagging energy. Unsure what to do, Lora pictured her shoulder and the spider bite. A sated tendril curved away from Nikolai and slid over her skin. The magic crackled, but the bite remained unchanged.
"Imagine it healing." Nikolai's voice sent a ghostly whisper over her ear.
"I'm trying."
"Try smaller steps. Pull the venom out."
That made no sense, either. Telling her
what
to do didn't explain
how
to do it. Maybe Nikolai didn't know. There was a demon who knew more.
Help me out here. It's good for both of us to not be sick or hurt in this place. It will make us weak and easy to take advantage of.
A sense of begrudging acknowledgment brushed over her consciousness. The magic latched onto her shoulder.
Something cold and sluggish slid down her arm.
"That is disgusting." Lelo's voice neared, and a cloth dabbed at Lora's arm.
"It's also good." Nikolai sounded excited. "That's the venom. Now imagine the punctures sealing."
Like fixing a flat tire. Sure.
The demon laughed. Energy heated on Lora's arm to the point of searing. She bit her tongue to stop a cry. The demon was doing as she asked, but clearly it wasn't happy about being controlled and pushed the boundaries. Maybe even though they shared a body, the demon didn't feel pain.
Or, perhaps she liked it.
Nikolai was right. Healing the bite took hardly any power at all, and she was flush with extra magic when she wrested her hunger away from the ghost.
If she could heal herself, maybe she could heal others. Lora directed her magic toward the sick woman. Her magic refused to attach. She pushed, trying to determine if it was the demon refusing to help, or if it was something she genuinely couldn't do. The fingers of energy she envisioned curved to form an arch that wouldn't bend.
She frowned. "It's not working."
"You've already healed." Lelo touched Lora's arm. "What are you trying to do?"
"Heal Damia."
"Take more from me," Nikolai predictably volunteered.
Lora opened her eyes and studied the ghost. "You're already faint. I could kill you."
"I don't mind dying if it saves her."
La Croix shook his head. "That is noble, but futile. Damia is too far through the door to the other side. Lora, you can heal, but not bring someone back from death. Years ago, when she was first injured, maybe you could have saved her, but you should not blame yourself for not saving her now. This is not your failure. Her body is too damaged to repair, no matter how much energy you give her. You can't reverse such damage or grow new organs. What you do is more of a boost, allowing someone capable of healing to do so faster."
Oliver examined Damia and shook his head. "We don't have anything to deal with this condition in the lab. It's all sedatives and stimulants. But a sedative could help her sleep. And there is the possibility of an overdose, if that's really what you want to do."
"So, we need to go to the tower." Lora said the words as much to make them real to herself as to let the others know the plan.
Ankhta sat on the bed and took Damia's hand. "You go. I'll stay here. I don't want to see that place, or that man, ever again."
Lora didn't want to, either. But she had to face what she'd done and get her tears back.
They shifted furniture to unblock one of the doors and peered into the stairway. Spiderwebs filled the downward stairs. Lora stood at the stairway leading up to the tower.
Lelo gripped Lora's shoulders and shook her. "Don't you dare feel bad about what you did to that man. He deserves to be tortured. Worse. Who knows how many women he's done the same thing to? Do you think he'd stop or keep going if you let him go, even after he's got a taste of it?"
Keep going. Lora had no doubt the doctor would renew his experiments as soon as he had another woman in his clutches. "He'd probably be worse now."
Oliver joined them. "We can put him in the cell. It's safer for everyone if he's locked up. We can use the stunners to move him."
"He deserves to die. But locking him up is the best we can do." Lelo sounded so positive.
He might deserve death, but with the clarity of a little distance, who was she to be the one to kill him? To decide he deserved torture?
A tiny part of her shouted, yes. Yes. Yes! She imagined a tiny red-winged demon who perched on her shoulder, clapping her hands, jumping up and down with glee. She wanted to see the suffering of the man who'd dared restrain her. Performed tests on her. Humiliated her. Used her body against her.
Try as she might, Lora couldn't conjure an angel on her other shoulder to counteract those urges. Maybe demons, by dint of who they were, didn't tolerate angels, even imaginary ones. She'd have to be careful not to fall into that side of herself. What if she became a monster?
Yes. If you're the monster, no one can hurt you. You'll be strong. Feed on him. Feed on them all.
A tear slipped down her cheek. Nikolai touched a ghostly fingertip to her face and held it up. "Tears of a succubus? Those are rare, and must be guarded. Be careful who you let have them. Not everyone is worth crying for."
"Why are they so precious?"
"Because of the demon part of you. Demons prefer to have revenge. Make others suffer. Succubi don't cry, about anything, ever, making your sorrow extremely rare."
Lora gulped. Was that why she'd done what she had to the Doctor? She'd never hated anyone before, or wanted revenge to this extreme. Was that a new side of herself because being here was waking her magic up? The Doctor had collected her tears. She had to get them back if they were dangerous.
Her feet moved automatically, climbing the steps behind Oliver and Lelo and walking into the laboratory.
The sexbot had stopped moving.
Oliver shrugged. "He must have run out of power."
The Doctor lay strapped to the table, one arm almost free. He snarled when he saw them.
Lelo and Oliver headed straight for the stun sticks.