Just a quickie this time, one I was able to write in a mere couple of hours. It started with a thought I had while finishing the first chapter of "Creating a Redheaded Monster". By the time I was done with that story, this one was fully formed in my mind, begging to be written! I hope you enjoy it and look forward to reading your comments!
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I end the call, all the old feelings overwhelming me. Why did I break up with him? What was so bad? Why do I feel like this?
He wants to meet. He wants to exchange the things we left behind at each other's apartments. He wants closure. He can't... no!
I broke up with him because of reasons that were so certain to me at the time. Now I'm having a hard time remembering them. I feel conflicted, my gut wrenching...
I remember now. He cheated on me, or at least I was certain he did at the time. He swears nothing happened. Maybe he was right?
I wanted to surprise him that night at his apartment and crept in slowly. There were sounds coming from his bedroom so I made my way slowly, not wanting to hit the noisy floorboards.
His bedroom door was open and a sheet was over him from the waist down, his ass moving up and down. He was obviously kissing... someone... not me! I gasped hard and watched him fly across the bed dragging the sheet with him. He uncovered the recipient of his amorous activities, a buxom and obviously naked platinum blonde. I ran out of his apartment crying madly and somehow found my way back to my apartment.
A half hour later he was there, trying to explain it away. He told me that I had it wrong, that it was just one of those realistic rubber fuck dolls. I was confused by the turn in our relationship, his words, and his god damned sexy voice in my ear!
I had the presence of mind to ask him to take me back to his apartment and show me the doll. He looked worried for once, and told me he threw it away as soon as I fled.
He threw away something that easily cost hundreds of dollars because I saw him use it... He may have tons of money but he was frugal. There was no way! I threw his lying ass out, certain I'd uncovered his silver tongued lie!
I'm certain it was a lie... was it? I can only think about his fluid voice on the phone and how it has me dripping even now.
He was incredible in bed, never giving me time to scream out. He had me flying on a roller coaster by just talking to me, long before he started ravaging my body. My body is remembering it now just thinking about his voice, his damn sexy voice.
His cock is only 13 inches long and a little thicker than my wrist. I've had bigger... Oh who am I kidding?! He ruined me! I had to settle for a 12 inch rubber stand in, nowhere near as thick as him!
I lay crying on my bed, mentally kicking myself for throwing him out! I was wrong, it was a fuck doll! It had to be!
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He wants to meet at his cafΓ©. He owns a small coffee and sandwich shop on the East side, one of his many businesses. He better not take me back there... back to that spot... My heart is pounding carrying a small box of his things into his business. I don't know if I can go through with this... I don't know if I can turn him away like this for good...
I walk in the door and find the waitresses staring at me a little sadly. Do they know something? Do they know I can't go through with this?
One of them walks up to me and smiles kindly. "He's in the back booth, hun. Good luck."
Oh my god, she knows! Of course she knows! Her right hand is on my shoulder and her left is on my back, rubbing a small, comforting circle. I'm glued to the spot. I can't... I just can't... not in that booth!
Her hand urges me forward and I start to move. Am I? I feel like the cafΓ© is moving around me while I'm stuck in place. The Earth turns but I stay still. The ground is a million miles away, the ceiling pushing me down. Why am I being punished? Why am I being forced to go back to him... back there?
I make my way to the small hallway of tables, seeing an expansive tunnel where there is none. My heart is pounding so hard that I know it's going to burst in my chest. It's going to make my head explode like those thermometers in the old cartoons when they got too hot!