It was the third month of our now heated relationship and Amanda had me sit down one night and told me she had something serious to tell me. Then she began to tell me her deepest sexual secrets and where she wanted our relationship to go.
"Bud I know how frustrating it is for you to leave every night without really making love to me. I mean the oral sex and the masturbation and making out is great and you are a sweet wonderful man who is serious about pleasing me. But, I know you want to fuck me so badly", she said as she held my hand and looked my right in the eye.
I told her it was very frustrating but that she was my dream girl and I loved her and would wait until she was ready. I told her I loved giving her pleasure with my mouth and hands and just to touch her body was the thrill of my life. I also told her that what she does to my cock with her hand and mouth were the delight of my life.
I held her and kissed her and said: "When you are ready we'll make love long and hard and do it over and over again from every position and place we can think of doing. I'll fuck you with a gentle tender loving and it will be so good for both of us Amanda. Until you are ready I will learn to deal with my frustrations and needs. Besides when you jerk me off and suck me or dry hump me with your beautiful body I do get satisfaction. It's just not as good as I know it could be by taking your body fully!!"
She smiled and told me no one ever made her feel so loved and the joy and pleasure I gave her with my licking her pussy made her cum like she could not remember. She said she was so happy with our relationship and how it had grown. She kissed my hand and said; "What I have to tell you may destroy that relationship Bud but I have to tell this before we go on or get deeper involved with each other."
I held her, kissed her and asked her to just tell me what it was she wanted from me. And to my surprise she said: "I want you to rape me. Well not really rape Bud because I will want it. But I want you to surprise me like you were an attacker and one night when I come home I want you to take me. Rip my clothes off and take me hard, just take me savagely like a whore. I want you to fuck me like you were the attacker and cum in me."
I was stunned but as I listen my cock got hard as steel. Amanda continued to tell me what she wanted but now she had my cock in her hand and began to stroke it. As she jerked me off slowly and lovingly she said: "Then after you cum in me, and don't worry about me jus use me, I want you to tie me up to the bed, threaten me with my life and drive me crazy playing with my body and masturbating me over and over again before you fuck me again like a crazy man."
I didn't say anything I just looked at her pumping my hard on and then she bent in and kissed me. When our lips separated she continued saying: "I don't want to know when or where it will happen Bud. I want you to just do it. Surprise me totally stun me and scare me and do it. I want you to be hard and rough and even burse me if you want. I want you to be the rapist and me the woman being raped. Hold a knife to my throat or a gun, rip my clothes off and just do anything to me anything you want. Do me like you always wanted to do me"
I wasn't sure I could hurt her and told her so. She smiled and kissed me again before saying: "Well you can't fuck me until you do this for me. But, when you do I will then be yours and you can have me whenever you want me. I want this Bud, I need this and until you do it I won't fuck you. Please don't think I'm nuts, it's something I need from the man I am about to give myself too fully."
She then bent her head down and took my cock head into her mouth and sucked hard as her hand stroked my cock fast trying to make me cum. When Amanda did this to me it didn't take very long for me to cum. She was magical with her mouth and she knew exactly what I liked the best and she worked my cock like a pro. My cock was super hard and I realized she was serious about her demands to be raped and taken by me.
I exploded into her mouth shooting cum to the back of her throat and as I ejaculated. She kept sucking the cock head as she jerked me off with one hand while her other hand cupped and rolled my balls. She sucked and sucked and sucked until she was sure she had drained my nuts completely and kept sucking until my soft deflated cock slipped out of her mouth. She then came up and held me whispering: "It can be so wonderful Bud, if you do this for me I'll do anything you want. You can have me when ever you want wherever you want. I will fuck you so often and so much I'll keep your beautify cock well satisfied I promise.
When she came up she took my hand and as I watched she under dressed in her living room. As I stood and watched it was such a turn on to see my dream girl standing there wearing only stockings and garters but no panties. She said; "Don't you want me like this all the time Bud? Don't you ant me to tell you to put your cock in here?"