DISCLAIMER - Characters are 18+. Please be aware that this fantasy story includes scenes of graphic non-consensual sex. This is a work of fiction for erotic entertainment purposes only. Sex should always be with enthusiastic consent in real life.
Special thanks to my amazing, magical editor: majicman21
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I looked to my right. Grey. Metal wall. Some small colourful lights. Two blue, one green, three orange. Looked to my left. Exhaled. Grey. Metal. Buttons far away. Floor. Inhale. Grey. Metal. Cold. Blink. Maybe just for 5 counts. Just a looong blink.
One... two... three... fo... f-
My head fell forward and I jerked up. Okay no more blinking. I looked to my right. Grey. Metal. Some-
"For fucks sake, just sleep."
It was one of the men at the ship, his turn to watch me. I could tell he was exhausted. He had been leaning against the wall across from me. Been sitting for a while now. I had named him Eagle 3. Not very original I admit. But he certainly had the beaky nose for it.
There were two more men, and a woman, also from the moon. Never came too close. Huge, huge frames. Not like Earth.
"Still holding on, huh?" Eagle 1 joked, walking towards 3. His eyes travelled over me in a dirty way. "I wouldn't mind another shift."
Eagle 3 scowled. "I don't understand why we can't just put some sleeping pills in her food."
They had made a bet on whose watch I would finally fall asleep. I snorted. Amateurs... They wouldn't catch me by surprise. This was nothing compared to staying on watch for days on end on my trips to the cities.
"She's mute, not deaf, you idiot," said an approaching voice. "She won't accept our food anyway." The woman. I was astonished at her blatant disrespect towards the men the first time I heard her speak.
She wasn't much older than them yet they allowed her derogatory language towards them, even listened to her orders. Would have gotten the stick to the feet if she was on Earth.
Being mute, I have an advantage. Nobody can hear my thoughts so I get to say whatever I want without fear of blurting it out. Otherwise, I would definitely get a proper beating. A beating like that one time...
Even still, I wanted to go back. I missed Uvey. And the way she would sing and I would whistle. The thought of her hurt. And little Josie... The realisation that I would never be able to see them again left a pit in my stomach.
I couldn't understand how Uvey could do this to me. She was my only friend. Closest to family I still had. And yet she had sold me. My chest tightened. Gave me away like livestock, not caring if I would be slaughtered. For what? A bag of rice?
The woman looked worried. "Hey, doesn't she look a bit sweaty to you?" I clawed at my arm to stop myself from crying. I would not give these monsters that satisfaction. "She looks filthy," Eagle 3 said nonchalantly. "And feral."
The woman carefully approached me, the way you do to hens so they don't run. I scoffed. She showed me her hand, her expression probably supposed to be reassuring.
Whatever. I allowed it and she put her hand to my forehead. Closing my eyes, I rested my head against her palm. Good heavens. Maybe one more long blink.
"Shit. She's burning up. Sam, call the Sergeant and get the antibiotics." I flinched away at his name and she took it as a sign to back away. I didn't want him near me. I was dying. Of course I knew. I was heatsick. And so cold. This was the end. He had lied to me. It was too good to be true anyway.
I was so tired I didn't even register it was him when he lifted my chin. His eyes roamed over my face stoically. Evil bastard. Why couldn't he just let me die with my people?
It was getting harder to keep my eyes open. Right then, from the corner I saw Eagle 1 approach with a big sewing needle attached to a tube.
I instantly scrambled away to the corner. Didn't like the way it looked. I growled. He was going to do something to me with it. Sergeant stuck out his hand and motioned him to stop as I crawled further away.
"Little bird." His voice was pleasant. Fuck him. He crouched to my eye level. "Remember what I told you about infections? Just a tiny pinch." I shook my head, kinda dizzy. I wouldn't fall for it twice. Or his stupid ant-botticks. There's
no
cure for heatsick!
He sighed and requested something, then told everyone to leave. They took the needle with them. The something was white, about half my pinky. Shit my eyes were burning. Okay, one last blink. Just three counts. Then I could attack if I had to.
Sergeant put some kind of thick clear liquid on the thing. Then sat on the ground and patted his lap. "Come here." I hissed. No chance. "Come on. This one doesn't hurt, just some medicine."
I watched him for a minute, contemplating. My head was spinning, everything around me starting to fade a little. Now
why
would he take me away if I was dying? Or waste food by offering? He was patiently waiting. I looked at his hand. What if he was only half lying?
I crawled towards him, mostly because I didn't have the strength to stand up. When I was close enough he lifted me on his lap, half lying down and half leaning on his arm. Not wasting any time, he lifted my skirt. I didn't have the energy to stop him. Maybe this really was a cure.
Something small and blunt pressed against my bottom and then swiftly inserted. Didn't hurt. Still I couldn't let him do that to me again. "Shh, you're alright, it's okay, it's okay," he crooned. I weakly pushed at his chest while he held a finger at my bottom so I wouldn't push it out, softly talking to me the whole time.
After a while I couldn't understand anything he was saying. My eyes. So blurry. And heavy. I closed them briefly. A long blink wouldn't hurt.
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I jerked up. Found myself on a thin bedfoam above the ground. Doom. I sat up. How long was I out for? I was in a small enclosed room. All grey like the rest of the ship. My bones ached and my head hurt slightly. I suddenly realised. My heatsick! It was gone.
Bits and pieces came back to me in a hazy memory. I was in and out, lying down with a wet towel on my forehead. Another towel wiping away the dried filth between my thighs. The bandage on my ankle changed. A bag of water attached to my arm by a long tube, several times. All gone now. I was healed.
The door opened. I jumped on my feet with my fists up. Sergeant... A strange mixture of resentment and gratitude arose within me as I watched him enter. One step in front of the other. The closer he came, the quicker my heart beat. I had nowhere to go.
He had a tray in his hands. Tentatively, I lowered my hands, hoping he would see it as a peace offering since I obviously didn't stand a chance against him. Setting the tray on the bed, he reached for my neck. I flashed back to his hand squeezing my throat, but before I could flinch away, he grabbed me by the arm.
I couldn't help but marvel at how enormous he was, my neck straining up to look at him as he caressed the sore spots on my throat. Didn't want to look away just in case. He looked somewhat gratified at my reactions to him.
Asshole... Anyway, I wasn't going to punch him in the face when he had just saved my life. He let me go and sat on the bed. How was he still on my eyelevel?
I sat down too, looking at the bread on the tray. My eyes widened. It was from my village. Probably the one from my bag I was rationing. My stomach grumbled. "Eat," he said. But how could I trust him? I refused. "It's not a suggestion. Eat." The expression on his face made clear it wasn't.
I took it, finding it hard to bite into it, as if I'd somehow destroy the last remnants I had left of my home. Sergeant was visibly getting impatient.
I sank my teeth into it. Hoped there was nothing inside. It tasted like it was supposed to. I took another bite, the flavour taking me back. And another. Heavens, I was starving. I ate quietly, averting my eyes until he spoke again.
"So frail yet so stubborn. Like a wild little bird," he mused. I cringed. I was NOT a bird. Little... compared to him, maybe. Had to admit it. I made the sign, holding an invisible writingstick and dragging it left and right.
"You can write?" he asked incredulously. Yes! Ugh, I wasn't a savage. Sergeant searched his pockets, pulling out a small paperbook and a writingstick. Gave them to me. I opened it and wrote. Handed it to him. He looked a little puzzled. I glanced at the paper, feeling a bit self conscious.
ЯHÆ
I mean, yes, I can write. It's just been a while. Never claimed I was the best at it. "Rhye?" he asked. I shook my head no. Thought moon people were supposed to be able to read. "Rhea, is it?"
I nodded and he laughed softly, that condescending smirk never leaving his face. Almost rolled my eyes. I'd like to see him try. At least he could call me by my name now instead of degrading monikers.
He put his hand on his chest. "Kane." Wait, what? His name was not
Sergeant
? But everybody called him so! He wrote it down, handed it to me.