I thought about what Serena said. She was so adamant she was wrongly convicted that I sat back and considered her position. I could understand how she reached her conclusions. I hoped she would opt to not appeal. Beth's reputation would suffer. Serena also knew enough about the garden parties, calling on Krewe members to testify would publicize their activities and would make things very messy for a lot of people.
I didn't give a damn about the Krewe's hidden secrets being exposed. In fact, I disliked the whole concept of the garden parties, not to mention the auxiliary, and would like to see them shut down. But, because I was in the minority, I kept my opinion to myself.
When Beth called me to ask if I'd go with her for her appointment with Helen LeBlanc, I agreed. I picked her up at her office, and as we rode along, I told her about my conversation with Ellie and later, Serena. "Beth, I do NOT want you to come down on Serena because she opened up to me. I know Serena belongs to you, but I don't want any of my girls to ever think they cannot come to me with honest concerns, understood?"
Beth immediately got flustered. "I wouldn't do that, Bas! I want you to know I really had not intended to provoke Serena into attacking me. Nor did I have the slightest intention to enslave her. I'll admit, I wanted her to feel some real emotional pain in return for what she'd done to me in the past and what she intended to do as soon as she could find a way. I wanted her to feel broken. I knew just the idea that her whole career was gone would do that."
"At the time, I lied. Her boss had no idea what was going on. Yeah, I played it up big-time when I said I'd told him all about her cheating, but I hadn't. I wanted her to piss her pants. I wanted her to hurt when she realized her actions had destroyed her career. All her boss really knew was she was taking some vacation time. He didn't find out what happened until well after she accepted her plea and was collared. He was notified she would not be returning and the reason why."
"What I'd planned to do was, after she fell into a chair bawling about how her career was over, I'd ask her how it felt. Then I'd admit I hadn't really told her boss a thing, but I sure as hell would if she ever said a word to my kids. It never got that far, and she didn't react like I'd anticipated. Guess my ability to read people was on vacation that day."
"But Serena is correct about a few other things she said. I never really protested Susan, Crystal, and her sharing photos or videos of me. I did beg them a few times to not take pictures, but when they told me 'Tough shit", I backed down quickly. I also asked them to only show each other those pictures. When they said they'd show anybody they wanted, I backed down once again. They all insisted on showing their trophies. Susan had quite a display across her living room wall. There is no telling how many visitors saw those pictures and were told the story. Does that make me a total chickenshit for complaining now?" Beth asked.
Her gaze told me she was waiting for my response. I tried to shrug and avoid a direct response. She demanded a verbal answer. "Well, it does not say much for you," I said. "I understand you wanted payback for the way they treated you, but I'm not sure adding years to a woman's slavery was the right way to go about it." She nodded and didn't say another word until we arrived at the DA's office.
She asked Helen for her opinion. "As far as the law is concerned, it's like having consensual sex several times with the same person and then deciding you didn't want to the next time. It is rape if you are forced into it," Helen explained. "In my personal opinion, in that rape scenario, if you say no but stay lying there, not to mention spreading your legs, you are giving permission despite your words."
"Now, you may feel you were a bit unfair to complain about something you permitted in the past, but I want to point out each one of these women had adequate counsel. Those two attorneys certainly knew better. Their telling Serena and Brook they didn't care if you gave permission or not is what sunk their case. It proved their intent to not even ask."
"But what do you think personally? Not just your legal opinion. What do you think about what I did concerning Serena?" Beth asked Helen, glancing towards me. "In the past, I let them taking compromising photos of me totally slide. Then I did the same with the distribution of those pictures." Beth said. She snorted, "Let it slide my ass! I totally backed down from anything those dominant women wanted to do to me. I knew they shared every one of those pictures among themselves. By not protesting, I more or less gave them permission. Was what I did to Serena when she sent the fake pictures to those same women wrong?"
"I'll put it this way. You were within your rights legally to file a complaint. Serena sending those photos to two other women was certainly wrong, but if I had known you'd permitted it in the past and to the extent you did, I might not have pursued those charges against Serena."
"Now, do NOT start admitting that, looking back on it, you might also have deliberately provoked Serena that day. Not unless you want to be wearing a collar yourself. She should not have reacted violently. That was on her. She did commit physical assault, but again, if you'd told me you DELIBERATELY tried to provoke her into any kind of physical reaction, I might not have pursued charges the way I did. In that case, I'd have gone with a lower charge that would have resulted in a fine, or at most, a judicial strapping."
"But from what you told me before and what you just affirmed, that was not the case. You had not consciously set out to provoke Serena into a violent response. I am comfortable with her conviction for the assault," Helen concluded.
"You have a similar situation with Ariel Simpson and Sheila Brock. They started beating on you when you announced plans for tattoos and removing their body hair. You knew full well they would be upset, but I'm sure you did not expect to goad them into attacking. Even if provoked, slaves cannot attack a free person no matter the circumstances. Their being slaves turned what might have been a two or three-year enslavement, like Brook and Serena, into a life sentence."