I awoke the next morning, hard as a rock to find Robin spooned up behind me. "You have been hard and then soft and then hard again," she commented. "Do you want to make love before we get up?"
"Hell yeah!!" I said, turning to give her a kiss. I could smell her minty toothpaste. "Ooooh, Go brush your teeth and hurry back" she said wincing.
By the time I peed and brushed my teeth, and returned to bed, my morning erection had deflated. I kissed her and felt her fingers touch my penis. "Oh you are soft. Why don't you get down there and give me a good licking first while we wait for it to stand up?" she said. I flipped around and as I moved my face towards her groin, I put her hand on my penis. She instantly pulled her hand away.
I gave her clit a few flicks with my tongue making her giggle, I moved my groin towards her face and reached down with one hand, grabbing my penis to push it towards her mouth.
She pushed my penis away saying "Why would I want to do that?" That struck a chord. I stopped what I was doing. I looked down my body towards her face. "Why did you stop?", she asked.
"Fuck this!!" I exploded, getting up. "I am NOT going to be some kind of sex toy for you while you don't give back a goddamn thing."
I was angry as Hell as I jumped out of bed and, grabbing my running shorts and tshirt, left the room. I was in the kitchen a few minutes later filling the coffee pot with water. As I added the grounds I felt, rather than heard her enter. I ignored her until after I pushed the button to make the pot start.
'What was all that about?" she asked angrily, stepping up to me as I turned.
"I just fucking don't like being used." I seethed."You ask if I want to make love and then you treat me like that? I am NOT a fucking toy for your damn amuse....." My speech was cut off when she slapped me hard across the face. I looked at her incredulously.
"You WILL NOT disrespect me like that. I am not sure what happened that made you angry, but storming away like that is NOT going to happen!!" she yelled. "You talk to me! Now what is the damn problem?".
"You don't know?" I asked, starting to feel my anger rebound from the shock of being slapped and well up again.
Robin looked me straight in the eye."Know what? You did not say a damn thing. You just threw a fit and walked out." she growled.
We stared at each other for a minute."You wanted me to lick your pussy, but I did not even rate you touching my dick?" I said, astounded at her audacity to act like nothing was amiss. "And you had just asked me to screw you or make love as you put it?"
She looked at me with a strange look then told me to follow her to the bedroom. Once there she told me to strip and get on the bed. Only after she stripped off her tshirt leaving herself nude, did I comply. It is hard to keep an argument going if you are both nude. We began to talk and I began to calm down.
She really had no idea why I was offended. As we talked, I discovered her experiences with playing with a penis prior to mine had not been all that sexually enjoyable.
All in all, her limited experience with manual or oral stimulation of a penis had not been good. I commented that she had played with mine the night before like she knew what she was doing. She grinned and said it was there, it was hard and it just felt natural to examine it and rub a bit.
"It is called foreplay. Where you get your partner and yourself in the mood." I growled.
"I heard of that but did not really know how to go about it." she said
"I thought you said you were experienced!" I said, surprised, to which she answered, not a little defensively.
"I said I was not virgin and I knew all about the anatomy. I had seen penises before, mainly soft but also erect. Kids I babysat, Hell even my own father after I took control of him. Oh, I knew with Dad it was the humiliation that got him hard and getting an erection would compound his humiliation "
"But messing with one in a sexual manner is a little different. That is where I am lacking." she admitted, blushing. "The guys I went out with were pretty much jerks. I felt more used than anything else." One boyfriend had had Robin play with his penis and complained how she was rough and did not do a good job. Another, as she began to suck him, had shoved her down onto his erection and choked her in the process. As she recounted a couple of these stories I could not tell where one story began and the other ended, or whether it was one guy or more.
Now I felt bad and I apologized. "Yeah? Well guess what? Even if you did not realize that I had no idea what I was doing, you did not have to react that way and make me feel like shit.' she glowered. "You could have said something. Instead, you showed me complete disrespect. Now THAT I know about.... and I know how to fix it."
I was ordered into the kitchen, naked, and told to sit at the kitchen table and wait. A few minutes later Robin returned with several sheets of paper.