I awoke the next morning, hard as a rock to find Robin spooned up behind me. "You have been hard and then soft and then hard again," she commented. "Do you want to make love before we get up?"
"Hell yeah!!" I said, turning to give her a kiss. I could smell her minty toothpaste. "Ooooh, Go brush your teeth and hurry back" she said wincing.
By the time I peed and brushed my teeth, and returned to bed, my morning erection had deflated. I kissed her and felt her fingers touch my penis. "Oh you are soft. Why don't you get down there and give me a good licking first while we wait for it to stand up?" she said. I flipped around and as I moved my face towards her groin, I put her hand on my penis. She instantly pulled her hand away.
I gave her clit a few flicks with my tongue making her giggle, I moved my groin towards her face and reached down with one hand, grabbing my penis to push it towards her mouth.
She pushed my penis away saying "Why would I want to do that?" That struck a chord. I stopped what I was doing. I looked down my body towards her face. "Why did you stop?", she asked.
"Fuck this!!" I exploded, getting up. "I am NOT going to be some kind of sex toy for you while you don't give back a goddamn thing."
I was angry as Hell as I jumped out of bed and, grabbing my running shorts and tshirt, left the room. I was in the kitchen a few minutes later filling the coffee pot with water. As I added the grounds I felt, rather than heard her enter. I ignored her until after I pushed the button to make the pot start.
'What was all that about?" she asked angrily, stepping up to me as I turned.
"I just fucking don't like being used." I seethed."You ask if I want to make love and then you treat me like that? I am NOT a fucking toy for your damn amuse....." My speech was cut off when she slapped me hard across the face. I looked at her incredulously.
"You WILL NOT disrespect me like that. I am not sure what happened that made you angry, but storming away like that is NOT going to happen!!" she yelled. "You talk to me! Now what is the damn problem?".
"You don't know?" I asked, starting to feel my anger rebound from the shock of being slapped and well up again.
Robin looked me straight in the eye."Know what? You did not say a damn thing. You just threw a fit and walked out." she growled.
We stared at each other for a minute."You wanted me to lick your pussy, but I did not even rate you touching my dick?" I said, astounded at her audacity to act like nothing was amiss. "And you had just asked me to screw you or make love as you put it?"
She looked at me with a strange look then told me to follow her to the bedroom. Once there she told me to strip and get on the bed. Only after she stripped off her tshirt leaving herself nude, did I comply. It is hard to keep an argument going if you are both nude. We began to talk and I began to calm down.
She really had no idea why I was offended. As we talked, I discovered her experiences with playing with a penis prior to mine had not been all that sexually enjoyable.
All in all, her limited experience with manual or oral stimulation of a penis had not been good. I commented that she had played with mine the night before like she knew what she was doing. She grinned and said it was there, it was hard and it just felt natural to examine it and rub a bit.
"It is called foreplay. Where you get your partner and yourself in the mood." I growled.
"I heard of that but did not really know how to go about it." she said
"I thought you said you were experienced!" I said, surprised, to which she answered, not a little defensively.
"I said I was not virgin and I knew all about the anatomy. I had seen penises before, mainly soft but also erect. Kids I babysat, Hell even my own father after I took control of him. Oh, I knew with Dad it was the humiliation that got him hard and getting an erection would compound his humiliation "
"But messing with one in a sexual manner is a little different. That is where I am lacking." she admitted, blushing. "The guys I went out with were pretty much jerks. I felt more used than anything else." One boyfriend had had Robin play with his penis and complained how she was rough and did not do a good job. Another, as she began to suck him, had shoved her down onto his erection and choked her in the process. As she recounted a couple of these stories I could not tell where one story began and the other ended, or whether it was one guy or more.
Now I felt bad and I apologized. "Yeah? Well guess what? Even if you did not realize that I had no idea what I was doing, you did not have to react that way and make me feel like shit.' she glowered. "You could have said something. Instead, you showed me complete disrespect. Now THAT I know about.... and I know how to fix it."
I was ordered into the kitchen, naked, and told to sit at the kitchen table and wait. A few minutes later Robin returned with several sheets of paper.
She told me I was going to write lines. I was to repeat my pledge, only this time on paper I would write it 100 times in the next hour. She would fix breakfast and then I would drive her to school. When I began to calculate how long that gave me for each line instead of saying "Yes , Ma'am", she extended it to 180 repetitions within a ninety minute time frame. "You'll drive me naked or in just your running shorts. if you haven"t finished." she threatened.
"This is a waste of time." I gritted. "I'm not going to do it."
"You'll think it was an easy punishment when I have my talk with Joanne." Robin said. "And when she gets the conservatorship papers going you'll beg me to take you over as part of the 'program'.
Also if I had not completed my task in the time allowed, she'd double the lines. I could spend the rest of the morning writing. When she got out of class and we got home, she was going to march me totally nude to the shrubs behind my house to cut a switch with which she was going to beat my ass. I would get two stripes for every incomplete or missing line. That meant each line had to be written neatly as well. She warned me that any switch she selected would not just sting my butt, but would leave me bawling. I stared at her.
"I will return in ninety minutes to check on you and be ready to leave for school." Robin growled. "And if it comes to it you'll accept the spanking or face Joanne. Don't dare defy me!"
"If you don't finish before we leave, you will be strip nude when you get home and work on your lines and stay that way I unless I text and release you to get dressed." Robin said. "I know you think I will not know if you obeyed. But I will."
I really did not know if I was more angry or more afraid of her. Would she really push her control and would Joanne back her up to that degree? I had only Gary Atwell's word Joanne had an open and shut case to take over as my guardian.
Angry at myself for being a wimp I sat to work and began writing as quickly as I could.
I had barely finished when Robin came into the kitchen and stopped me. She had me stand next to her while she took my seat to check my work. I fidgeted. My right hand and forearm was aching and my bare penis was within inches of her left elbow. "Stand still. Put your hands behind your back", she ordered. At least I could rub my arm behind my back.
"Well, it looks like you can follow orders. We won't be taking our naked walk and welting your backside. Good job. You can work on your bullets instead of writing lines when you come back home." she said. Then, grinning at me, she took my half erect penis in her hand, leaned over and took it into her mouth. Ten seconds later she released my now fully hard penis. "Guess that is the trick to get it ready." she giggled. Now get dressed and drive me to school. Next time you won't miss the opportunity to play if I offer.
I was both upset and aroused as I tried to stuff my very erect penis into my jeans. Robin did not help my frustration. She reached over and stroked the front of my pants for the whole drive. "I expect this thing to jump and stand up when I get out of class." she said. "If it doesn't, I'll assume you masturbated without my permission and I will take you over my lap and spank your butt. I want to play this afternoon."
"Fuck!" I thought as I drove home. "How much control is this girl going to expect?" I may have verbally agreed to let her punish me but I was not happy about it. I was in a state of arousal at the time and not thinking straight. I knew full well what she was doing. She was trying to condition me to obey. The problem was I could not hate her for it. I actually liked the girl.