"Last stop before home." I think to myself as I come out of the gas station. I pull my key fob from my purse and "chirp, chirp" I see the interior light come on. I climb into the drivers seat, throw my purse to the side, put the key in the ignition and start the car. While I wait for the car to warm a little... I do what I always do and crank my CD player, then start for home. Driving and singing along the way...
"...You can't control my mind. Cause if I thought you were the end all and my be all. I would've never left you alone... Nawl, nawl, nawl. Ain't no way. You gone take away my joy, my peace, my strength. Thank you for the times of all the pain you gave me..."
It is such a cold night, but not as cold as the heavy metal sensation suddenly weighing on the right side of my neck.
"Pull over behind that building and do not turn around slut."
Is all I hear whispered in my ear, even over the loud music, and the only thing else I feel is your hot breath on my neck and down my chest. Without hesitation, I do exactly what I am told - terrified. Hands trembling I reach for the stick and throw the transmission into park. Purposefully I choose to keep the motor running for the heat and hope I can find some peace in my music, which is so muffled by the sound of my hearts thumping.
I feel a hand wrap tightly around my neck from behind and the pressure increases... until I come to. Things have changed. My hands are tightly tied behind my back, my feet are also tied together. It is dark from behind the blindfold over my eyes. I assume I'm in the passenger seat of my car because I'm no longer driving, but the car is in motion and I can still hear my music.
"...I love my hands around your neck! Now I know who you are..."
I'm now re-thinking all of those moments when music like this frequently got me hot. Of course, I have a very good idea what is happening. He isn't saying a word. I didn't recognize the whisper. Thoughts are spiraling through my head. Is it someone I know? Is it a friend? Is it an ex-lover or current one? Is it a Stranger? Surely this is a joke played by one of my many friends that tease me for being such a nymph all the time... I hope. That thought fades as soon as I realize no one knew what I was doing tonight, where I was going and when... It couldn't possibly be anyone safe!
Fear takes over completely now. Even my naβ’ve sick mind can't convince me this is something good. I feel a strong hand come down hard across my chest in a solid slap and then with the strength of 10 men, it takes hold of my left breast and squeezes so tightly I think I will pass out again from the pain.
"...tied to me tight, tie me up again!..."
Something is wrong with me because now I am finding some minute sense of contentment from my music, which he hasn't bothered to turn off. My music mocks and minimizes situations just like these. But there is nothing minor about this. This is real.
"...Hike up your skirt a little more and show your world to me. A boy's dream."
The squeezing stops, the car stops and so does the music. I hear him get out and slam the door shut behind him. I feel the cold air, as my door is opened. A strong grip takes hold of my hair at the base of my neck and pulls me from the car. I am scraped all over as I clumsily exit, too tied up to support myself and I fall to the concrete, face down. "Shit!" is mumbled under his breath. He leans down and takes me into his arms, almost caringly... I now smell a familiar smell, but can't place it exactly.
While being carried I feel a hand take advantage of the too short black skirt that I am wearing and start to creep between my legs and discover that I am not wearing anything underneath and that I am wet. For the first time, I realize too that I am wet and very embarrassed to have this subconscious response to this Stranger.
It is warmer now and I know he's taken me inside. I am laid down onto something very hard. "Don't speak. Be a good girl and do exactly what I say. You may just see daylight again. If not, you can be sure you will spend more time kissing this good bye than your lover, slut." As he holds what is obviously a gun to my lips.
My legs are untied and just as quickly they are spread further than I believe is capable. I feel cold chain wrap around the right foot and locked down tight. Something stiff is resting against both ankles as I feel another chain locked around my left foot. I am unable to pull my legs together as they are separated by a bar and secured to whatever I am laying on. I know it is metal, because I can feel its cold hardness under my bare ass and legs and know that my wet naked pussy is completely exposed under my skirt, which is a rumpled mess around my waist.
Next my arms too are released from their temporary bindings and pulled over my head and tied down on either side of me respectively. I feel something cold and sharp just above the waistband of my skirt. In a flash it rips through my silk shirt and it falls open. My breasts are now only partially concealed by my black lace bra. I hope he doesn't notice the bruises just above the bra line, left behind from a time I don't want to forget - unlike this one. I fear he'll use that as fuel and permission to be more rough with me than maybe he has already planned.