Kirsty could still feel the slight tingle of the raised pattern of pink welts like some perverse map that he had drawn on her body. A map that led to this. Of course, she had read about knife play. Admittedly, it had even turned her on. But it had been the final scene in the book...not the first. So why then had she been more excited than frightened?
Of course, logically, the men had told her what they intended on doing with her. So why would one of them then wish to crave her up like a Sunday roast? Maybe, they could have lied, but something deep in her gut told her they had spoken the truth.
But it was more than that. And that was what Kirsty did not want to think about. When he stared into her eyes, something had happened. She had seen past the confident even arrogant demeanor to the pain. And pain rolled off this man like a tidal wave. Maybe she was just imagining it all. Maybe she had read one too many of her stupid books. Maybe, more than likely, she had even lost her mind. But when she looked into Mikael's eyes, it was as if she heard him pleading...trust me. Until it made her so uncomfortable she had had to look away.
Kirsty tasted the coopery sweetness of her own blood as she chewed upon her injured bottom lip to keep herself from crying out. It was not the pain of his teeth imprisoning her clit, honestly he was not biting that hard. If the whole damned thing were not so fucking uncomfortable, it would probably be quite pleasurable.
But it was uncomfortable. Well, embarrassing mostly. This act was much more intimate than she was comfortable with. Hell, she had been with Raj for years and they had never...gone there. Oh, sure, a few times she had licked or sucked his penis a bit to get things started, especially towards the end when sex became such a rare commodity and then only when she investigated it. But he had never...gone down on her.
All Kirsty could think about was hygiene. Perhaps it was her medical training. More than likely it was her puritanical upbringing where certain areas of your body were simply not discussed. Despite being medical doctors, her parents had dealt with the whole issue of puberty and sex by handing her a leaflet. A leaflet that had emphasized cleanliness and purity. So now all she could focus on was...had she cleaned herself well enough during the shower?
She tried pulling and fighting against her bonds, but the metal bit into her flesh more painfully than the rope had. As for dislodging him from between her thighs, the spreader bar immobilized her too effectively. In the end, her only choice was to use her words. Ironic, considering how many times she had encouraged, almost forced, her kids to do just that. "Please, please stop," she pleaded.
His only answer was a polite shaking of his Nordic blonde head, his remarkable blue eyes still closed and her tender flesh still captured between his teeth. If that was not bad enough, the way that his tongue began to flick back and forth across the bud was torture. Torturous pleasure that even her embarrassment found hard to overcome. So she went back to biting her lower lip.
She tried hard not to let her body betray her with this man. She did not want this. She had not wanted to be kidnapped, ripped from her job, her friends and her family; taken to heaven only knew where. She had not really wanted to be 'raped,' okay, forced by Sven earlier. Despite how her body had betrayed her. And she sure as hell did not want to be their wife, shared between the three brothers.
Oh, yeah, some tiny voice in her mind retorted, who are you trying to convince? Why are you having to actually fight off your body's reaction to this man? And come on, princess, that was the best sex of your life earlier...and you know it. It was hotter than all those dirty books you read all the time. Oh, and isn't this whole scenario just like those books? Just what you have been fantasizing about for months?
She whimpered, but she was not sure whether it was from self-loathing at how accurately that voice in her head analyzed the situation or the way that the Viking god between her legs had intensified the erotic sensation as his fingers joined in the fray, teasing and stretching the opening to her vagina.
Kirsty shut her eyes even tighter. Her vagina? Even in the middle of the most intimate sex act she had ever engaged in, the echoes of her parents Victorian attitudes still reigned in her mind. Vagina? She supposed it could be worse. Who-who. Dirty place. Down there.
But was now the time to assert her independence? To try and break free of their staid influence? Wasn't that what got her into this position to begin with? Reading books that she should not, simply because no one would ever know what was on her password protected e-reader. Joining websites that no 'decent' person would. Meeting strangers, rough fishermen that she knew nothing about. Hadn't her little rebellion gotten her into enough trouble? What could really be gained by using words like...pussy, cunt, and twat? Honey pot?
"Oh," she moaned as he slipped a single finger just inside that very body part. Her nipples hardened, but she insisted on blaming the frigid temperature in the cabin. It certainly could not be the gentle way that his tongue was lathing her clit as if it was the sweetest, coldest ice cream cone on the hottest summer day. Almost as if he could never get enough of it.
Kirsty felt her body slipping further under the man's erotic spell as his teeth, tongue and fingers worked in tandem to excite her senses. But she was in no mood to surrender to another of the brothers. To have them...what? Force pleasure upon her body? Was that even possible?
But it certainly seemed that way as her body spiraled closer and closer to another powerful release, despite the mind-blowing ones that Sven had given her just hours before. Damn, she had had more orgasms since stepping on board this boat than she had in all her years with Raj. But she seemed powerless to stop her body from doing what came natural to it.
Just as she felt her toes curl, her whole body tense and arch up automatically to meet this man's caress, he slowed the pace. His tongue gave long, slow laps across the hard nub. Kirsty found herself whimpering like a wounded puppy, begging and pleading for what just a moment before she would have sworn she did not want. Now she seemed to crave it like a man lost in the desert thirsted for cool, refreshing water.