I should have seen him coming. A girl like me, walking home alone at two in the morning. A girl like me, in a short jet black satin skirt, a dangerously revealing black tang top, and three inch black leather heels. A girl like me, who didn't listen to her friends when they told her she shouldn't leave the party by herself. They didn't understand that something or someone was drawing me out of the party that night.
I hit the dark pavement with purpose, but was still guided by the cheap dollar store fiesta lights of the drunken party. My heels made this rhythmic clicking sound as I swaggered into the night. I stared at my feet as they carried me away, hypnotized by my own beat. As I got a little further into my journey, the party's fiesta lights grew dim. I glanced back mometarily at the illuminated light allowing the glow to make me feel safe in my own skin; but as I returned to my route home the night surrounded me like a mink coat, dark and stifling.
This anxious feeling arose in my belly and I had the insatiable urge to turn... no... run back to the party house. I ignored the feeling. A girl like me never gives into her better judgment. Bad things never happen to a girl like me.
I reached my apartment unscathed, and took this huge sigh of relief as I raced up to my door. My feet were sore, and I couldn't wait to kick off my heels and lay out on my beige suade hand-me-down sofa.
I never made it to the couch.
As I opened and closed the door behind me kicking my shoes off as I did so, I felt an arm reach around my stomach. Before I even got the opportunity to register the event in my head and scream, a strong and calused hand clasped over my mouth, smearing my lipstick. The only thing that went through my head was, "fuck." I kicked up my legs in protest, but whomever was behind me was much stronger than I.
He dragged me deeper inside my apartment; only letting go of my mouth for a brief second to dead bolt my door. In that moment of freedom I screamed. Not a loud scream, but the kind of noise that leaves your throat when you're too stunned to elevate your voice. A garble, a cough, the sound didn't even reach the hallway. My whisper of a scream stopped right at his ears. My back was pressed against his chest, and I could feel his sweet breath on my ear. He laughed, a sinister laugh that chilled my bones. I could scent cigarettes on his words, and felt a shiver of desire creep down my stomach.
He again removed his hand from my mouth; I took the opportunity to attempt another scream. This time the sound was more guttural; full of fear and contempt. He grabbed my throat from behind and squeezed. All sounds ceased immediately. He told me definitively that if I screamed again he would choke the life out of me. His rough cigarette tainted voice made me wet. A girl like me, getting wet from a man who just threatened to kill her.
I nodded my head and he released his grip. I childishly asked him who he was. He childlishly didn't respond. He moved his hand down my neck, slowly, softly. He moved down to my chest and reached inside the top of my tang top. I wasn't wearing a bra, and he cupped my breast, letting his thumb circle around the hardening nipple. My legs started to get weak and I leaned back into him. He took his other hand off my waist and slid it up my skirt. He was going tortuously slow. At first I tried to resist his touch, but his hand quickly left my breast and was on my throat again, so I gave up easily. His hand reached my panties, and I guess he could feel the heat coming off of me, because he pulled me back tighter to him. I felt his hard cock against my spine. He gently moved my satin pink panties to the side and slid two fingers into my soaking wet cunt.