This FICTION story contains elements of non-consent, bondage, abuse, humiliation, gangbangs and other darker types of kinks. If such things offend you, please do not read. This story is meant for entertainment only for those that can tell fiction from reality.
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My hands tremble as they grip the steering wheel. It's about an hour to dusk, so I can see very well as I drive, only driving is rather hard at the moment as I can't seem to focus. I can't focus on driving because I'm doing something stupid. Not just stupid, but crazy, dumb, idiotic, dangerous and every other word you could think of.
Why am I doing this? That's easy Michelle. You want to live for once in your life. You want to be able to say you did something crazy and fun. Something that you can tell people about when you get a bit tipsy when you ever go to a bar. For you to have a crazy sex story that everyone else seems to have from their college years. Only my story will be from when I am in my late 30s.
I mean, the most exciting thing to happen to me of late is when a waiter carded me to check that I was old enough to have wine. That's how sad I've become as I was happy over that for days. That's why I'm really doing this. To live for just once in my life.
All this is just too crazy and out there, you know? I keep thinking it's not real. That none of it is true, and it's just a dream.
How did it start? Well...I guess it started several months ago. No, I'll be honest, it was about 2 years ago. You see I go on Reddit a lot, and one day I happened, by chance, to see an "adult" posting. From it, I discovered all sorts of crazy adult subreddits that Reddit has. That's when I got into things that I've always been curious about, like bondage/BDSM, or group aka gangbangs, not to mention embarrassment/humiliation.
I really enjoy those subreddits as people not just post pictures, but you can discuss fantasies, or kinks, or limits, or even experiences. I've met tons of cool people, and met even more creepy pervs. I really felt like I was part of that community, until I remembered that I didn't have any real experiences in such kinks. Only thing I had was fantasies and kinks.
Sure tons of people wanted to hear about my fantasies and kinks. Just like they wanted to see pictures of me. I only posted once, and it was a pretty tame piece with my face half-covered and wearing a bikini with my hands cuffed. One commenter told me I looked like Addisson aka Lori, who I had no idea who that was. Once I looked her up, I could see some of the resemblance, but not much. Maybe when I was a bit younger I would really look like her, but I will admit, that comment made me feel sexy. Most other comments didn't as they were comments wanting me to see the commenter's manhood, but that single comment made me want to do more.
Then today I saw it. A posting that was on multiple of those subreddits. A posting that seemed to be real and written by a real person in my city. I read it so many times I almost memorized it as it had a post title of;
Group of college boys in Springfield interested in gangbanging a female
. Not sure why, but that caught my attention and I had to read it. It was almost like it was a supernatural pull.
The body of the posting then read; "Hello everyone! Thank you so much for stopping and reading. We know this is a long shot, but we are a small group of college boys (18+) that are free today and hanging out at the house. To get to the point, we are very interested in participating in a gangbang with any interested female(s). Please know that we are normal and
do have
limits and are not looking for anything crazy, so please, no crazy people with offers of us peeing on you, nor rubbing your face with a cheese grater or anything. We are very interested in fulfilling any normal kinks/requests you might have, but nothing too crazy. In terms of age/body, we are very open so as long as you are legal, we are interested. If you want to know more, please message us! Thank you!"
There was more to the message but what made it stand out to me is how polite and educated it sounded. Most postings are men talking about how large their cock is, or how they can fuck you for 12 hours straight. To put bluntly, most postings that are looking for someone are from men with too big of ego and too little confidence. But this one was, well, normal. It seemed like a real, normal guy wrote it.
I did do some research on the account. The account was several years old, with the guy sharing a lot of personal details, which put me at ease. It wasn't from a throwaway or anything like that, but someone that has been around for a long time. He even shared the same political views as I do from what I saw from his postings.
So...I replied. I still can't believe I did. It's so unlike me. I don't think that anyone who knows me would believe I would do such a crazy thing. But I did. I responded to a sex posting for a hook up.
Once I did, the first thing the guy said is how surprised he was that a real female replied. He went on to say how he got a lot of trolls mocking the posting, not to mention a bunch of gay guys wanting to hook up. He never thought there would be a female that would be interested.
We had a lot of back and forth with messages where I asked tons of questions, which he understood. He understood that we are strangers and that either one of us could be a murderer. We discussed our kinks and more importantly our limits. Being a bit stupid, I was very honest about things I've always wanted to try, such as being gangbanged, humiliated, and bondage. He was very polite and even kind as he told me multiple times that if I was uncomfortable, that we didn't have to do it, nor did I have to share anything.
He admitted this would be the first time for them doing anything like this. That they had been studying for finals for the past few weeks and were overly stressed. And now that finals are over, they are a bit bored and thought this would be a great way to get rid of some of that stress.
He made sure I understood that there would be some precautions on his side too, such as if it did happen, getting a recording of me saying I consent to this and am not being blackmailed. He also wanted to make sure we both had safe words, not to mention feedback at times if things were going in a bad direction. That no matter what if someone was uncomfortable, it would stop.
In the end, we messaged back and forth for over an hour. As I got more comfortable, I told him what I would love to happen if this was one of my fantasies, which is from the moment I arrived till I left, that I am humiliated. To this, I gave plenty of examples too, such as them laughing at me, taunting me, making jokes at my expense. And that during it, at least once, that I would be tied up. He then proceeded to share what he wanted, which wasn't much, mainly that there would be more than one guy at a time for me. Plus that I would be spanked.
We both agreed to all terms and both were pretty excited and nervous. At that point, he told me the address of their house. And I then said a time I would be over. That was it. It was agreed to and confirmed. There would be a gangbang. I would be gangbanged. My first ever hook up like this.
Right after I had a drink. Then I had another one. I was so shaken by this that I was literally shaking. I mean, me, boring old me was about to do this crazy thing. I was about to have a sexual experience with multiple men, multiple strangers. As I sat there drinking, I didn't think I could go through with it. It was a constant back and forth of if I should.
In the end, I flipped a coin to decide if I should get in my car and start driving. And now, I've been driving to the address he gave me. Each moment that passes, I go back and forth in my mind on if I can do this. I mean, I want to do it, but think of all that can go wrong.
"You have reached your destination," my cell's GPS proclaims, surprising me. I had been following the commands it has been spitting out without paying much attention to how close I was getting. Looking about, I see I am in a middle-class neighborhood. It looks like any neighborhood you might see on TV, complete with a few with people watering their yards.
I keep driving after spotting "the house." Again, it looks normal. Not like a torture dungeon or that Wild Bill or whatever his name from Silence of the Lambs lives there. Just a normal house with a nice yard and an ugly color. I try and peek if I see any of them, but I don't.
I park in front of a house for sell on a nearby street. Breathing hard, I look around at Middle America and think about what to do. As much as I tell myself I don't want to do this, I'm so damn aroused. And this arousal is like nothing I've felt before. Most times my arousal feels like it starts between my legs, but this time it feels like it's coming from my damn soul.
The next thing I know, I'm outside of my car. I've left all my valuables hidden inside my car (my cell, my wallet, etc) so in case something does go down, they are safe and locked away. I then walk up to the house for sell as if I am interested in it. I proceed to very sneakily hide my keys in a potted plant. Again, if this does go bad, I rather not have them have access to my car, and then all my valuables.
Trembling, I walk down the sidewalk towards The House. Each step I take my brain screams to turn back. Each step I get more scared and aroused. And with each step, I feel less and less like myself.