The weeks following my 24 hours with Jeff swirled around me. All sorts of crazy thoughts were running through my mind as I tried to make sense of everything that had happened. Friday evening had started as two friends, relaxing after a long week with a bar-b-que and a few drinks. By Saturday night, I had been forcefully taken, made to give a blowjob and publicly exposed in a car, tied and ordered to fuck myself while pictures were being taken, and orgasming in a way I had never imagined - only to find my friend hundreds of miles away by Sunday night. Was Jeff still a friend? ...a friend with benefits?
Physically, the bruise to my breast faded. The swelling of my pussy took longer to heal and I felt the effects of a pounded cervix for at least a week. The mental part wasn't as quick to find a cure.
Jeff had called from the airport on his stop-over, a fast chatty call, letting me know he was on his way, had packed hastily, was a bit worried he had forgotten something, and more than a bit nervous. The only reference to the prior couple of days was just as the call was ending.
"Are you still OK?" he questioned.
"Yes," was all I could answer. I still didn't know what to make of everything.
"I'll call you when I get settled. Bye!" he said quickly before he hung up.
Two nights later, I found the following in my email. "No phone yet but I have computer access in the dorm. Things are busy. Football practice most of the day but I had to take time away from that to get registered for school and classes. I haven't even had time to unpack or think about being homesick. I miss you and wish you were here to talk to tho. And other things : ) Expect phone by end of week. I will call you then. If things settle down, I'll try to catch you online."
I answered his note, in friend mode, making no reference to what had transpired between us sexually. The next night he sent a cyber I-miss-you card. I emailed a thank you. During the days, I tried to forget about what had happened or at least not concentrate on it. Work inadvertently helped by being busier and more hectic than ever. I went in early and stayed late, throwing myself into what was going on at my job. I came home exhausted and only when I went to bed, allowed myself the luxury of remembering Jeff's kisses, caresses, and the orgasms. As tired as I was, I wasn't sleeping well, often dreaming about Jeff. Sometimes they were nightmares, filled with the fear he had provoked when he ravaged me in the backyard. Other times, I had dreams of the soft kisses and the overpowering orgasms he gave me. My subconscious was rocked between the two extremes, just like my waking thoughts.
Friday night I was up late and got on the computer. I was catching up on email I had neglected, when a message popped up and my heart thudded. "Glad to see you on. Whatcha doing up so late?" Jeff had keyed. I told him I couldn't sleep and was glad to see him too. We talked for over two hours, mostly about how his life had changed in the past week. He told me about his roommate and football practice, complained about the food, described the courses he had signed up for and sent me his football schedule. It seemed obvious our friendship remained intact, as I described my week at work and realized just how much I had missed our nightly chats. By the time he was ready to log off, I felt much more at ease with what had happened, even if we hadn't mentioned it. Then he sent me one of the pictures he had taken with the digital camera. It showed me lying on the bed, hands bound with pantyhose, the dildo inside me. I was oblivious to the camera, eyes shut, but it was easy to see I was enjoying myself.
"thank you," the next message read. I stared in shock at the picture. And Jeff logged off,
Sunday morning at 4am the phone rang. Groggily I answered it, to find Jeff on the other end. The football players had done the male-bonding thing at the bars Saturday night. Jeff wasn't drunk, but I could tell he had been drinking.
"I wanted to talk to you," was his rationale for calling so late.
"Oh," was my best response.
"I was thinking about last weekend," Jeff explained.
"Oh," I exclaimed, warily.
"I know you enjoyed it," he teased. I didn't answer him. "I bet you've been fantasizing about it all week, haven't you?" he continued. I didn't know what to say. "Come on, babe," he implored. "I know I've thought about it........a lot."
"I've thought about it," I admitted.
"I want you to think about it now," Jeff stated. "Reach in your drawer and get that vibrator out."
"What?" I questioned. "Are you suggesting phone sex? " I had never done anything like that before.
"Yes and don't tell me no. Just get the vibrator," he replied.