Jesse was going on in her usual tedious fashion, "The greatest sex is breeder sex--when you are actually trying to get pregnant. No worries, freedom, no fear of sperm...you want it more than food.
"One thing you want even more than sperm is, cock. You need it several times a day; the sperm delivery TOOL...the orgasm delivery wand.
"The cock fills your inner self like nothing else. Hot throbbing maleness. No sissy oral sex, just straight...serious, because making babies is serious, seriously erotic...the high is beyond orgasm...it goes to the essence of the female.
"Life bearer. Dumb male shoots jizz--we carry new life...a unique being.
"And the bonus is being pregnant. Pregnant Sex is amazing. I was never so horny; my husband, that old horn dog, often looked like he was ready to run from me when I got that look. Heck, one day, I wanted him at least five or was it six times... He ran out of jizz and actually faked his orgasm...who knew men did that."
Fiona sipped her drink and feigned interest. Jesse was an old friend from university. Back then, they were close friends...very close. But, while Jesse was 'Lesbian Until Graduation;' Fiona was truly, irrevocably, a lesbian.
Still, this talk of a woman's true nature--the carrying of a baby...that pregnant sex was the best? True, even for a lesbian...? Fiona did not buy the bullshit of filling the void in the female with the male appendage--making the woman 'complete'? But would sex with her partner be that more wonderful, if they both knew that she was a life-giver?
Her daydreaming continued, "If I didn't have to go through the ickiness of actually having a COCK inside me...ewww."
Jesse interrupted her daydream, "Fi? Are you even listening?"
"Oh sorry, Jesse. Actually, I was...thinking about what it would be like to be pregnant--and how amazing sex with Angela would be, as we celebrated my coming motherhood."
"Wow!" Jesse exclaimed. "How is that going to happen? 'Virgin Mary' from what I remember...your pussy would reject a baby finger, never mind the smallest cock we could find to impregnate you!"
Fiona blushed deeply. In their university days, she and Jesse and another girl, Agnes (?) had experimented in various ways of stimulating each other sexually.
Both Agnes and Jesse got off on dildos and strap-on penises; while Fiona rejected all attempts at penetration. Indeed, not only her body rejected the physical reality; but her mind was revolted at the thought of the act.
Not that Fiona was not a highly sexualized being...when she was between partners she would have masturbation sessions fueled solely by her imagination; that could give her upwards of ten successive orgasms. All achieved without penetration...her fingers, or if needed, a small vibrator were sufficient.
With a partner, she was very passionate...lots of kissing and hugging...the one thing she ADORED was a beautiful partner going down on her. When she was single, she would haunt the clubs looking for gorgeous young women that she fantasized would be seen later that night between her legs, eating her out. Often enough, the fantasy would come true. Fiona had quite a long list of what in less enlightened times would have been called 'one night stands'.
But now she had Angela. Beautiful, smart, attentive, and she gave the most mind blowing head Fiona had ever experienced, or ever expected to experience. And could Angela tease. Angela had Fiona on the edge of orgasm for hours...what stamina. Fiona was so aroused...yet always at the edge of orgasm. Fiona had soaked the sheets with her aroused wetness. But after all of that teasing, Angela flipped a switch...her technique changed subtly, and Fiona experienced wave after wave of heart-stopping orgasms...
Through a fog, she heard Jesse, "Yeah, your pussy lips are always swollen, your clit gets bigger, and your tits are phenomenal." At this, Fiona glared at Jesse. Fiona's tits were...ahem...modest; her nipples gave her away as a girl, but otherwise, she was pretty flat!
Fiona was not so shallow to place a lot of her value as a woman on the size of her breasts--still, it would be NICE to naturally experience boobs that at least inspired an occasional lustful glance.
Although thoroughly lesbian, Fiona was not above teasing men. She noted when chatting with men in bars, she could steer the conversation in...naughty directions; and she took a certain satisfaction, that even a dyke...could get a man erect.
Jesse was tapping her on the shoulder, "Fi, you are really zoning out on me...where has your mind been?"
"Jesse, you know...I am really considering what you're saying; but I have to talk to Angela about it. This would mean a BIG change in our relationship."
"Fi--damn you, girl...you are not kidding! This is the most amazing turnaround since Agnes the super lesbian fucked the minister at university!"
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Several weeks later, Jesse came upon Fiona in a coffee shop near her apartment.
"Hey, Fi...what happened?"
Fiona responded with a glum stare. "I talked to Angela about the 'getting pregnant idea.' She would not even discuss it...she thought it was the STUPIDEST thing she had ever heard from ANYONE. This is a woman I LOVED; and she can't take my wants seriously. Oh, fuck her..."
With that, Fiona put her head on the table and began sobbing; almost spilling her coffee...
"Geez, Fi... can't you fix things with her? Are things THAT impossible?"
Choking back her sobs, Fiona blubbered, "Angela moved OUT!"
"Holy shit, Fi...."
"Oh no, Jesse. I am in the shit. It was Angela's turn to pay the rent last week; and she did not give Mr. Conrad the check...so I have to cover that and next month. After that, there is NO way I can afford an apartment in this town..."
Jesse held out her hand to Fiona; but Fiona did not stir. It was like Jesse was not there. Jesse had the good sense to stay quiet until Fiona spoke.
"Jesse, what am I going to do?" I love my job; but, it is not enough to cover rent and expenses in this area."
"Fi don't fret...I'll see if I can find someone to move in with you."
"Jesse, it's only one bedroom...who is going to pay half the rent to sleep on the couch?"
"Fi...look if nothing else pans out you can stay with John and me. I already talked to him and he says it is okay. You will have the couch in the basement, and there is a small bathroom there with a shower. John uses the basement as a makeshift gym and showers there; but, you are welcome to it. And there will be no rent, just get your own food."
"Oh, Jesse...I don't think it will come to that; but thanks for the offer...I REALLY appreciate it."
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A month later, Fiona was in Jesse's basement. All her stuff was in storage and she was saving up for the down payment on a condo. Jesse was pregnant and had gone to be with her mother who was taking care of her first daughter, Ethel.
That left Fiona and John alone in the house. At first, that made Fiona nervous...then she realized that what she took for a superior and disdainful manner in John, was actual shyness.
John was in town rather than going with Jesse because his work needed him to stay nearby. Although he did not need to go to work every day, he had a lot of trouble shooting on systems and sometimes the only way to fix a problem was to be on-site.