Chapter 4: Submission
Dearest Lori,
As you can see there is no restraints that bound you this time. You are free to go, as you step out the front door you will find your car is waiting on you. You know Lori what it is you are and what you want...I should not have to remind you. Know that I pulled from you and you surrender to me. You couldn't hide anything from me. I know that you will have misgivings, but know Lori I am here to understand them and be here for you. You have been brave during this ordeal...now be brave to face what you really want from life. Think about this hard Lori...only come to me if you are ready to submit to me completely. I will be waiting in the clearing to the left of the house.
Lori let the letter fall to the floor as she stands up, grabs her purse and walks to the door. She swings it open, steps outside not caring that it slammed against the wall. There in the driveway stood her car, just as he said it would. She slowly walks to it and looks inside and sees the keys laying on the sit. She opens the door, starts to get inside but stops, leaning up against the car she starts fighting within herself, part of her is telling her to get the hell out of here, she has her freedom now run like hell, and the other part, the dark side tells her she doesn't really want to leave. This man who has been cruel to her, yet gentle...he has abused her sexually only she had found enjoyment in it's release. A man that she wanted to beg too for the rapture and pleasure his hands brought.
This man that could bring out the darker side of my soul and make me feel things that I have never felt before, a deeper warmth as only he could picked me up and take me to this place. What I am feeling is it wrong? I don't even know this man yet there is something so familiar about him, yet I fear I will never know. Why do I feel so empty inside? It was one of the few times in my life that I felt completely alone with my feelings.
Lori slams the car door and looks toward the clearing wondering. She, made the only decision she could as she slowly starts walking toward the side of the house where she knew the clearing would be. She wasn't even aware of the time of day it was, as she approached the side of the house she could see off in the field, and seem a tall man standing beneath a wide cottonwood tree. Finally she would know the man behind the mask. Her heart started beating faster as she slowly approached where he stood and to her disappointment she could see the hood still upon his face.
Skip has been waiting to him like hours out in the field, to see if Lori would come to him on her own free will. He had glanced down at the house many times wondering and hoping she would come to him and hoped this experience has made her discover her true self. He wanted and needed her trust first of all...he knew if she came to him willingly as a stranger who abducted her then when she found out who he really was, maybe it would be easier for her to let her subconscious mind and inhibits loose and find perfect love, perfect romance, perfect pleasure. He knew she needed to let the restraints off her mind and be truly happy and free with herself.