Author's Note: This is the alternative version of "The Slow Seduction of Bella" in Bella's point of view.
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What the fuck was wrong with me? I am a cheater. I have cheated on my husband several times now. I at least could count how many on all of my fingers but that didn't make me feel much better. I had no idea why I couldn't resist him. Him being Rob, Mark's brother. Just hearing his name in my head made me swoon. Everybody loves him. Including me.
Rob was so different than Mark. Mark had always been so tentative, so chill, so laid back. Whereas Rob oozed dominance and sexuality. I immediately felt a connection with him that I cannot explain. I was drawn to him like a moth to a flame. I tried to resist, tried to tell him, no, but that word was not in his vocabulary.
Maybe that's what made things with Rob so erotic. The man exuded sex appeal. I knew the second that I saw his massive erection that he had the biggest cock on him I had ever seen on a man. I had taken a few in my lifetime, but none as massive as Rob was. He filled me like no other man ever had. He brought me to heights of ecstasy that most women only dreamed of feeling.
Mark never brought me such pleasure. It wasn't even that his cock was smaller. It was the way he used it. He made me cum but not like Rob did. Rob made me orgasm explosively, uncontrollably, intensely. I couldn't compare it to anyone else I had been with in the past because it just wasn't possible. That might sound belittling or mean to some, I'm not denying that sex with my husband had been great. But it was different and unfortunately not as satisfying.
That wasn't to say that I didn't love Mark and our situation wasn't complicated. I loved everything about him. We had been married for a long time now. I never intended to cheat on him, especially not with his brother. It sounded very bizarre in my mind when I thought about it.
The first time was Christmas Eve. Rob offered me a massage while we were all three of us watching a movie and I accepted. My shoulders were killing me from sleeping in weird positions the night before. I'd had a lot on my mind and some residual anxiety from work and did a lot of tossing and turning. I never even gave Rob a second thought after seeing him at our wedding and then Thanksgiving dinner. He seemed very full of himself and I hated that. I found him annoying more than anything.
His hands were like magic. I saw a different side of him that night. He was sweet, geeky, charming. All the things I liked in Mark and yet something was very different about the two of them but I couldn't quite put my finger on it. It was like I knew he had a side to him that was waiting to be unleashed. I suddenly found him very interesting and attractive. Maybe it was the wine but his arrogance seemed non-existent.
Mark ran off to get massage oil at Rob's encouragement. My husband was taking way too long to get it even though I told him exactly where it was and the next thing I knew, Rob was kissing my neck with his rugged lips. I should have slapped him or pulled away, but instead, I was so relaxed that I almost forgot who I was and more importantly who I was with. I tilted my head to give him more access, enjoying the pleasant sensations. My neck was one of my many weak spots. How did he know?
Things escalated quickly from there. Rob was unbuttoning my blouse and we were kissing. And my God, the second he kissed me I grew weak in the knees. I was grateful I was sitting down, as the way he pressed his lips so suddenly to mine blew me away. His lip locks were a lot more aggressive than Mark's. Maybe because it was so forbidden and exciting. What if Mark came back and caught us?
I was lost in the feel of his mouth on mine. I couldn't get enough of his hot kisses. My fingers were tangling into his thick hair as I clung to him for dear life. It happened so fast that I didn't even really know what I was doing but I did. Looking back it is very difficult to explain.
The next thing I knew my blouse was unbuttoned, my bra unclasped and discarded, and those massive hands were groping and squeezing my huge tits. It felt incredible as he tugged and pulled on my nipples, erect from the cold chill of the sudden air.
I had never experienced a man being so forward and assertive with me like this. It had taken time for Mark and me to build up to an intimate relationship. We had started dating and had taken things slow to enjoy each other's company first. I never expected Rob of all people to want to pursue something like this with me. I didn't know if it was the heat of the moment or something he had been planning for quite some time.
When I felt Rob's erection pressed against my pert ass, I was in shock. He was huge! It felt like a log was crushed against me back there! I couldn't believe the size of him. No other man I had been with had ever felt that big. Was he even fully hard?
I was scared that my husband was going to catch us as my bearings started to come back but I didn't see Mark anywhere. It was like he had disappeared. The last we had heard from him he was going upstairs to check for the oil and I had heard him climbing the stairs. Where the fuck was he? I was terrified of getting caught, my heart was racing. But I didn't want whatever this was with Rob to end, not before I at least got a look at his mammoth manhood. I needed to sate my growing curiosity.
I rolled my hips enticingly against his cock until suddenly he was taking my panties off. I knew I should have stopped him right then and there, but I was powerless to do so. He had me under his spell, it was like I was in a trance. I had to go on, I had to see just what this man had to offer me.
His fingers explored my slit and I hated myself for spreading my legs eagerly like a wanton slut to give him better access to my soaked pussy. I realized at that moment I was dripping and it had been far too long since I had been this hot and bothered for a man. All at the hands of my husband's younger brother. What he lacked for in age he made up for in proficiency that was for damn sure.