Note for regular readers:
While this is clearly an Emily Miller story, having several elements in common with the rest of my work, the category is not one I have written in before, nor is it one to which I intend to be a habitual contributor.
My motivations for writing this one-off story are complicated and private. I'm not going to engage in discussion about them.
Having decided to embark on this journey, I viewed the challenge as essentially analogous to the one I faced in making tentacle porn more aligned with my own sensibilities. As with
the Coleoidphilia Trilogy
, I have plotted my own path through the bear traps. This is my own version of non-con. You may love the path I have taken or hate it, but it's my path.
I'm looking forward to writing my more regular whimsical porn where people are mostly having fun and being nice to each other; with some wholesome BDSM thrown in.
Emily
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I guess the week was finally improving for me. It had been pretty shit, really shit, actually. But now, I had a gorgeous girl occupying the barstool next to me. Laughing at my jokes. Patting my hand as she talked. Playing with her long, brunette hair. Holding eye contact that little bit longer than necessary. Touching her teeth with her tongue. The signals were not hard to read. She might as well have been wearing a T-shirt saying, "fuck me, please." Some girls are like that, they just want cock. I like those girls and they like me.
It was Friday evening and I could definitely do with something good happening. The early week had been a nightmare. All my fault, I wasn't careful enough. I had been at this other girl's place. Robin, I called her my little bird. We'd been a thing for a while. I liked fucking her. We'd even hung out some. Then she'd started calling herself my girlfriend. I wasn't so sure about that, but she really was a good fuck. She pushed my buttons, a few I didn't know I had. She was young as well, just turned twenty. I liked that. Made me feel younger. I still could be a pussy magnet, like the old days. And she was blonde. What man doesn't like pulling blonde hair while you fuck them doggy-style?
So, anyway, I'm relaxing after screwing her. She let me ass-fuck her, what a little slut. But, wow, she was tight. She was a good little bitch and didn't cry that much. It guessed it was her first time, though she claimed not. But squealing like that? I bet she lied. How cool is that? Anal cherry, what a bonus.
Now I'm on her couch, checking on a work project while she takes a shower. Then the entry phone rings. I answer. Because she's busy, and I'm trying to be nice. It's Amazon. But it's not even for her, it's the next apartment. I tell the guy to go fuck himself. He asks again and I tell him to get a proper job; asshole.
When I get back to the lounge, she's standing there with a towel around her chest and another around her head. I guess she's sort of cute, for an ugly girl. Nice body, but not really pretty. Not exactly my type. I like them with bigger breasts; she's almost like a boy. Still, I had nothing else going on and she doesn't seem to mind it rough. That's in her favor.
I try to smile. I'm being nice again. Then I see she's holding my phone. Next, I see the look on her face. It hits me. Shit, I didn't lock it. Be cool, it's maybe OK. But I know from her face that it's not.
"Hi, babe. It was for next door. Can you believe those fucking delivery guys?"
"Next door are nice. They've taken stuff for me. Why do you have to be so unpleasant about everything?"
She sounded pissed. Not something I was used to. Normally I was the one who got cross when she did something wrong. She screwed up a lot, typical female.
"OK, I guess. Just don't get your panties in a bunch."
She stared at me and was clearly about to say something, when she changed her mind.
"Whatever! It's not important. But this..."
She held up my phone.
"This is."
I feigned ignorance. But I knew trouble was coming. Why do hoes have to be so high maintenance?
"What's up, babe?"
"This is up. Did you write this... this... misogynistic filth?"
"What are you talking about?"
I was stalling, trying to think of what I might tell her to diffuse the situation.
"Do you want me to read it to you! Well, OK."
"I slapped the little whore. She can't talk to me like that. She can't say no to me now. I bought her dinner. I pretended to be interested in her boring life. What more does she want? And that dress? Hookers wear longer dresses. I knew she wanted it. Time to stop teasing."
She stopped reading.
"What the fuck, Jason?"
"What are you upset about, babe? It's just a story. I told you I write. Well this is what I write. There's a market for it. People get off on this shit. It's all just fantasy."
"Fantasy?"
She scrolled down.
"I held her throat and squeezed as she lay on the parking lot floor. I saw the fear in her eyes. She knew what was going to happen. She struggled and I laughed at her. She spat in my face and I slapped her hard. A bitch needs to know her place. Anyway, I knew she wanted it. They always want it."
"Fantasy? You call this fantasy. It's disgusting and it's glorifying assault."
"It's words, little girl. Just words. Words can't hurt anyone."
"They hurt me to read. Don't you get that?"
"No, babe. You don't understand. Let me explain. I get paid to write this. Did you think I did it for enjoyment? No way."
I could see she was faltering a bit. Tell bitches what they want to hear and you can do anything with them.
"So you don't... don't like this shit?"
There it was! She was giving in. It was all cool. So easy really.
She came and hugged me and apologized for overreacting.
"I didn't mean to look at it. It was on the floor ringing. Maybe the vibrations made it fall off the couch."
This was good, she was apologizing. Panic over.
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