This is a semi true story about me, but although up to the fateful day is mostly true, what happens next is still a fantasy, for now.
The story involves a guy being "forced" bi, even though it's something he wants deeply. It's complicated wanting something badly but not feeling able to ask for it yet not being in control is key to the fantasy.
Constructive comments welcome.
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Something was different from before. The spanking was suddenly harder and more intense. Strong hands gripped my suspender belt pulling me back towards something hard, but this time it wasn't the cold solidity of a strapon, this was warm and somehow organic. As what could only be a hard penis entered my virgin ass I knew that even though I was tied wrists and ankles to the bed I should try to resist but as my mistresses voice whispered in my ear "take that cock my little slut", I pushed back....
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Today had been decades in the making. On the surface I'm a normal guy, decent job, happy family etc etc, but that is only 99% of me, the other 1% is kinky and deviant.
I've had a few girlfriends/lovers over the years who have been happy to indulge my love of women in stockings and enjoyed me tying them up, blindfolding them and spanking them. It's always ended up more complicated though and at least one side ends up emotionally attached so about 15 years ago I went to visit an escort called Mags.
Her bio floated my boat with lots of pictures of her in a variety of outfits, all with stockings and suspenders. The written part described her as simply unshockable with a huge menu of kinky desires.
The first few visits were an eye opener. After meeting me at the door dressed to impress it was straight to bed for intense sex. On the very first visit I learned something new. As she sucked my cock she pushed my legs back and to the side before sticking a finger up my ass. As she used first one then two fingers on me I had the biggest orgasm of my life, shooting a huge load into her waiting mouth.
On the second visit she did the same but this time worked up my body held my wrists down and kissed me, my cum dripping into my shocked mouth.
I continued visiting every 6 months or so when my horniness would overcome my fear of getting in too deep and every time something new would be added to our repertoire of kink.
First up it was strapon fun on me before "normal" sex which became kinkier and kinkier as she used bigger toys on me and took me in all sorts of positions.
Then it was me being blindfolded and spanked, first with her hand and then a selection of paddles and whips.
Although I enjoy being dominant in bed, this new found submissive side was really starting to turn me on and I looked forward to dirtier and kinkier experiences on each visit.
Mags had noted early on that I love a woman in stockings and suspenders and how my hands would gravitate to stroking her thighs, squeezing her ass with my hands underneath the garter straps or pulling on the belt as I fucked her hard from behind.
One day as we lay on the bed working up to some fun and I was rubbing my legs against hers and pulling her suspenders, she asked me outright what I liked about them. I wasn't, and still am not, sure why I love them so much but I told her I get off on the feeling of stockinged legs rubbing against mine. With a wicked glint in her eye, she went to her dresser and brought out another pair of stockings. I couldn't quite believe what was happening as she rolled first one, then the other up my legs. Part of my brain was in open rebellion but the other part that controlled my cock had other ideas and I was hard as a rock as she cuddled up to me and our legs rubbed against each other. The feeling was indescribable and although I felt a bit silly, soon I was fucking her as she wrapped her legs round me and stroked them up and down my thighs.
Over the next few visits, I'd turn up and she'd be waiting with stockings and suspenders for me to wear. She was becoming more dominant as well, blindfolding me, spanking me and fucking me with her strapon before feeding me my cum.
She is truly a master of her craft as if this had happened on day 1 I'd have run away and never come back, but the slow drip feed of escalation had me ready to be "her little slut, little bitch" as she liked to call me.
After many years I had my own lingerie, a dress and high heels. I'd wear the stockings and suspenders on the way to see her which felt terrifying in case somebody noticed but the command of "strip and show me what you've got on slut" was (and is) a thrill worth the risk. Nearing 50 I'm in no way passable as a woman but I'm in decent shape and have shapely, if slightly hairy, legs. The look of condescending amusement as she adjusts my stocking tops or garter straps is a huge part of the turn on for me.
One day I was tied face down, ass up, wearing stockings, suspenders, a corset, high heels and bright red lipstick. I was blindfolded as she drove her strapon into me from behind, spanking me and telling me to push back on her hard cock like a little bitch when she ramped it up once again.
"I bet you'd like a big cock to suck on, wouldn't you" she asked. I'd honestly never considered it but she flogged me and told me to tell her how a sissy like me would suck a cock while she pegged me.
I told her please don't make me do that and she was not happy to say the least.
"You'll do whatever I fucking tell you to you sissy bitch. If I tell you to suck a cock, you'll suck a cock. If I tell you to take it up your dirty, slutty ass. You'll take it hard and enjoy it. If I tell you to dress up and fuck another sissy slave YOU'LL...... FUCKING......DO......IT......". With each word she rammed me to the hilt and spanked me as hard as she could and I erupted for what felt like forever. I thought it would stop there but she kept hammering away at me her slaps ringing out as my cheeks throbbed. I was ashamed and wanted to stop but she was relentless.
Then she started whispering in my ear again, "Seems like you want a big, fat cock to suck and fuck".
"Please no" I moaned.