(This story is posted on the Literotica website. Do not repost anywhere else without the author's consent. For fans of my stories, they know what kinds of things to expect. This story deals with similar themes as the stories by wannabeboytoy, seducedHylas, and Dark Betrayal, namely cheating, betrayal, and heartbreak. If stuff like that isn't your cup of tea, then you probably shouldn't bother reading it. I do not condone any of these actions in real life. This is just a story. Enjoy.)
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Ryan was understandably lost in thought as he took his wife home from the party, replaying the events of the night over and over again. Luckily for him, Elizabeth had been so zonked out after the party that he was able to get her home and into bed without incident, allowing him to shower, throw his clothes in the wash, and erase all evidence of what he'd done.
But he couldn't erase the memories...
Needless to say, things were a bit awkward for Ryan over the next few days. He couldn't shake the memories of what he'd done, what he'd willingly taken part in. It felt too insane to be real. The whole point of him being so eager to attend this party was to stand up to his wife's boss after all the awful things she'd put Elizabeth through. Instead, he let his wife get completely drunk to the point of having to let her sleep it off. And once she was out of the way, he proceeded to let her boss grind up on him to the point where everyone could see them, only to then let her lure him into her office. Once there, it wasn't long till he was having insane, nasty, unprotected sex with her, going to town on her hot body and cumming in her cunt, in her ass, and capping it off by painting her tits with his sperm.
It was madness! How could it all have gotten so out of control so quickly? Was she simply that hot? Were her boobs so big and round and perfect that it kinda broke his brain? He couldn't explain why he'd let himself get pulled so deeply under her spell, even after he knew what she was doing. It was all just so out of character for him. He was the guy who was always was happy to keep his head down not make waves, to not do anything too crazy. And yet, he was now the guy who betrayed his wife with a woman she hated and had really reckless, crazy sex with her. It was such a pronounced aberration in his decidedly uncrazy, uneventful existence that he couldn't stop thinking about it. He'd lived a happy life with no complaints, never doing wrong, maintaining a sunny outlook on things. But he'd never felt more alive than he did while fucking that smoking hot Asian slut, going to the limits with her and experiencing a level of pleasure that he didn't know possible. Everything else suddenly paled in comparison to that crazy night.
He again wondered if living such a deliberately unexciting, humble existence almost left him more primed for something as insane as what he took part in with Stacy, floating in space until he came across something so powerful that he had no other choice but to succumb to it, not knowing any better, not knowing how to guard against such a thing. It was the brightest, most exciting thing he'd ever experienced, and his existence from that point on was orbiting that bright shining moment like a planet orbiting its sun, bathing in its light and energy.
He kept reliving that night, remembering every moment in great detail, the whole thing burned into his mind. Every second of it was so profound and so exciting that he would never be able to forget it or look past it. At one point in the middle of the action, he'd vowed to move on without even thinking about what happened again. Ha! The idea of that was laughable. He wondered if he'd forever be tortured by that dark evening of sinful betrayal. Would it define his life more than all the good he'd done? Would it overshadow his marriage, leave a stronger mark than all the happy moments he shared with his wife, forever casting his bond with his wife in its shadow? In the immediate aftermath of that crazy night, it was already starting to feel that way.
Things were definitely weird over the next few days. Ryan was lost in his head, replaying what had happened time and time again, feeling like a shell of himself, hollowed out by regret and shame. Shame for what he'd done, and shame for the... effect... replaying those memories had on him.
For her part, Elizabeth was deeply embarrassed by her own behavior that night, ashamed at letting her husband see her descend into fall-down drunkenness. She felt so stupid for behaving that way in front of him, leading her to be a bit distant over the next couple days after the party. She was so mortified. And since he was so ashamed for the whole 'cheating on his wife with her busty, slutty, gorgeous Asian boss' thing, he wasn't exactly being talkative either. She took this as him being let down by her behavior, which only added to her humiliation. Obviously, compared to what he'd done, it was small beans. Sure, he was annoyed with her for inadvertently allowing him the freedom to cheat, but it was his own actions that were keeping him distant. And even though she didn't know the true root of that distance, she was still kicking herself for her part of that fateful night. Someone with her history, she knew she couldn't afford to blow this with Ryan. He was so great! Elizabeth loved him so much! She couldn't lose him. She could not go through that again. She couldn't let herself be consumed by her own self-consciousness for the rest of her life.
She asked him about what happened after she passed out at the party. And obviously, he lied to her. She admitted that she didn't love seeing Stacy being so familiar with him, which is why she drank herself into oblivion. And while he certainly understood this in retrospect, it was hard to feel relieved by this considering her concerns were totally justified. He explained that he kept his distance from her once Elizabeth was out of commission, stating that he was also getting uncomfortable with her friendliness, lying well enough to not give his wife the slightest hint at how far things had actually gone between them. And while her doubts and fears about losing another man to one of her bullies are what had led her to the point of being haunted by the thought of her husband cheating on her with that evil bitch, she deep down didn't believe that anything would actually happen between them. So, when her husband claimed innocence, she believed him. Because she trusted him. Because she loved him.
Ryan got away with it.
But he knew this was only a temporary solution. Both he and his wife were off for the week of Christmas. But when Elizabeth had to go back to work... that was the real test. Would Stacy let slip what they'd done? With how gleefully wicked she was, he wouldn't put it past her. Would Kendall say something, or anyone else that could have overheard? He didn't know. There was a ticking time bomb that could blow up his marriage, and he didn't know when or if it'd blow. On some level, his marriage was on borrowed time. Elizabeth didn't know it, and her nice, friendly, loving demeanor around him only added to his regret. She didn't know what he'd done to her. She didn't know how deeply he'd betrayed her. She didn't know the truth that was circling around her, poised to ruin her life.